Ookla de los Cuervos

Just a little rant:

ok, so do you ever feel like an outcast whenever you join a friend group? I feel like that all the time, especially at school. even here, but its far less than what ive been used to. I feel welcome here, but i always feel like im being a little bit too annoying for everyone, so i just keep talking until someone listens, and eventually people stop listening, and it makes me incredibly sad. I have so many things i want to say, but people just dont listen all the time. it can take me awhile to get words out, but i can promise that whatever comes out is worth listening to, even if its something absurd.