SymphonianBookworm

You know that moment when you're sitting down or reading or taking a shower and then bam, it all hits you? Everything you've been trying to ignore settles like a stone on your shoulders, slowly crushing you. 

Honestly, my life is pretty easy compared to some other people's, so I can't really complain. But sometimes it's just hard to keep up with it all. The steady current of life starts to pull you away from a place where you don't worry or have all of your regrets running through your mind. You know that you have to deal with everything but also you don't have time. You wish you had managed your day better.

I want to change so many things about my past. But I can't. So... I guess I have to look to the future. But it's really hard sometimes.