She gave that empty chuckle again. "I'm at that point," she admitted. "Many times in the day, I ask myself why haven't I ended myself, why I didn't pull the trigger on myself long ago..."
Q looked up at the rain, her sopping hair dripping onto her soaked clothes. "Maybe it's because I'm too exhausted with life to not end it, maybe it's because I'm stubborn, but it's because I hold onto the foolish hope that the days will be better. That all my scars will finally go away... But you can see where that's gotten me."