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"Who is they, Erin?"
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"Maybe you can't change it. But I can."
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Counting until someone messes up Day #16
(Also I'm a mistborn *throws coins at everyone*)
High score: 62
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"It's not your fault. She convinced my siblings that I was a monster. They had been my best friends. After the incident, it's like I never knew them. They didn't just stop loving me. They acted like I didn't even exist. "When you live through that day in and day out you start to question. Maybe it would be better if I just...stopped existing."
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"Like I said earlier, she blamed me for my father's death. Her one goal in life became tormenting me. She didn't want to kill me. But she definitely didn't want me alive."
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Elsie sat in her shelter, brainstorming ways to get the gamemasters attention. What she really needed was to talk to Cassian in person. She knew that if she could get that to happen, she could get him to remember everything. So how could she bring the gamemasters into the games themselves...?
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"You see," Mike continued, "I killed my mother."
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Shades. Why does this hurt so much? "You know, it's kind of silly. I keep telling you you aren't cursed but I can't take it when someone tells me I'm not. It's been a very long time since those around me haven't been hurt, so it's hard to not see it as a curse." Mike stopped talking for a while. He then continued in a whisper. "I know you are worthy to be loved, but maybe...maybe I'm not."
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Mike's head snapped up and he looked around. "Erin? Are you there? If you are...please know that I'm sorry. I never meant to make you afraid."
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Mike began absentmindedly drawing in the dirt with his finger. A heart with two letters inside. An 'M' and an 'E'.
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Mike looks at xq. "Thanks a lot." He then runs to a patch of trees nearby and collapses against a trunk opposite to the group. Why do I always mess these things up. I thought maybe... but no. Why would it change. People around me always get hurt. And it's always my fault. Tears began to fall down his face.
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Elsie woke up. Her hair was an absolute mess. She couldn't remember when she fell asleep, bu- Yesterday's memory came crashing down. Cassian was alive. Tears threatened to emerge once more. She had told herself she would do whatever it took to win these games. She wouldn't let herself be distracted. Turned out finding out your dead boyfriend was still alive also doubled as a pretty good distraction. It also hurt like h*ll. He had recognized her, for a moment. But something was off. That lady, she somehow had Cassie convinced that his former life was a lie. She had to contact him again. Winning the games didn't matter anymore. The only thing that mattered was Cassian.
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Mike looks at xq. "Dude. This is not the time for this. Please, can you give us a moment?" "Erin. Please. I know that feeling. That nobody could ever love me. Or should ever. But..." Mike took a shaky breath, "If you want to take this slow, I'll support youdecision. Because I care about you, and I never want to hurt you."
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Mike remained silent, unsure what to say but not wanting to make the situation worse.
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A hurt expression flashed across Mike's face before he could cover it up. "I'm sorry Erin...I don't ever want you to feel this way..."
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"Erin..." Mike reaches out a hand. "I could never hurt you."
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Sorry for disappearing. Had a mental breakdown. I'll get back to RPing in a couple hours.
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Ah. I'm so sorry, Exp. I've had one or two almost-breakdowns recently myself... it sucks. You have nothing to be sorry about. Life and your well-being should absolutely come before the Shard, and we all want the best for you.
If you ever need to talk, you can PM me. I can't promise I'll have great advice or anything, but I'll listen and help wherever I can.
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"Erin, you can be loved. And yes, you should! You literally saved my life! I trust you with my life."
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Mike stopped moving. "Erin, please, no. You're not a curse. Not to me. Please, trust me." Mike pleaded.
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We haven't been super active. @SmilingPanda19 was also working a lot on it. I'm fine if you work on it.
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"Erin, no... I do. I really do. I'll do whatever it takes to prove it to you." He took a tentative step forward.
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Uhoh. "...what?"
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Mike couldn't help but grin. "I love you, Erin."
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Mike stared into their dazzling eyes. "It just...felt like the right thing to do."
