More rain.
Ana fiddled with her skirt, a muted green, as she sat at the kitchen table. Her plate lay empty in front of her, not even a hint of crumbs remaining. The rain pattered on the roof, and the sky outside was grey.
She kept her head down, her eyes avoiding the empty seat on the other side of the table, like the way one’s eye avoids the beggars on the streets. Before . . . her father used to dine with her outside, in the gardens. They’d drink juices and he’d tell stories of The Court of Gods. She would listen with rapt attention as he painted pictures of dazzling hues and brilliant displays. He told her how the gods could awaken objects with a single word and perform wonderful miracles.
Her toes curled and her fists clenched, scrunching up her skirt. That was before.
Ana looked up. The walls stared back at her, peeling, faded, a dull off-white. The house was silent – her father had not yet risen from bed. It was worse, on rainy days, he said. Silently, she stood up and brushed the crumbs from her skirt, before realising that there were none at all. She crossed the room and into a short hallway, bare feet on wood. Pushing open the door, Ana poked her head into her father’s room. Beneath the thin sheet, he slept, his face contorted into a look of frustration. Ana pulled the door closed and shut the door with a click, turning around and entering her own tiny room. She went to the far corner, pushed her bedroll aside and pried up one of the floorboards. Under it was a small box of her possessions, things she couldn’t bear to lose when they left their home, two years ago. In it was an old comb, which she ran through her hair, though she didn’t need to. She’d sold her hair for a spindle of wool some months ago, and her hair was only now just coming to rest by her chin. The motion calmed her, however, reminding her of her mother’s gentle touch as she brushed Ana’s hair each night before bed. She replaced the comb and shut the box, tucking it safely away under the floor, and pulling her bedroll on top. Ana stood up, wishing she had a mirror, then turned and strode out of the house. The rain had stopped, and the sun poked through clouds, shining gentle rays onto the city. She looked straight ahead, face set, and started walking.
Her hands she hid in their pockets, to hide their shaking.