Thought turned to AJ. "Oh really? You don't know what I was. I danced in the sky, I ran with creeks, and I sang with the wind. And then, because of you, I lost it all. It's gone." She shut her mouth, realizing AJ's expression and the words coming out of her own mouth. Flooding in to fill her anger came that sinking feeling from when she had first understood what she had lost. The pressure closed in on her chest, making it hard to breathe. "I'm sorry," she said, shutting down again.