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    Riva rolled her eyes at the announcement. "Finally," she said bitterly. With that, she strode unhindered out of the room, shoving past the man who'd made the announcement. She had a little girl to find and a general to rescue her from.
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    Pheonix is the cutest being besides his Author, prove me wrong. I've actually wanted to draw something like this for a long while now, actually. I had the WILD idea of Pheonix having facial hair of all things a few months ago and it was just so ridiculous I HAD to sketch it out. And... whaddya know, it was actually super cute! It made me want to draw Mr. Blaze just as patronly as possible so here we are. If I had more room on the paper, he'd be wearing socks with sandals.
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    Oh, boy. I thought about posting here last year, but despite my frequent panic attacks and feelings of worthlessness, I didn't feel like I had any authority to. I didn't have any diagnosed mental illnesses; if I posted, I would be undermining the experiences of other people with real issues. Now that I've been diagnosed with OCD, plentiful sensory issues, and might be getting a bipolar diagnosis soon... I feel a lot different about that. I've been through a lot this year. Switching medicines, self-harm, binge eating, intense feelings of hopelessness and suicidal thoughts, losing all motivation to eat, move, draw, or keep living. Over the last few weeks, I've missed more days of school due to mental health than all the days I'd taken off for it before combined. And quite honestly... I'm... not getting much better. I'm rarely happy. I have a hard time staying focused and I'm exhausted all the time. I don't like myself and my anxiety keeps my from doing LOTS of activities. My body temperature is unable to stay constant; one moment I'm sweating, the next my teeth are chattering with cold. I feel weak all the time, I shake a lot, sometimes I can't hold a pencil. My mood is erratic, any happiness can darken and die within moment. And yet... I'm still here. And if you're reading this, you're still here too. On January 9th of this year, I was feeling particularly depressed and I wrote something like this for myself. I really hope it means something to the rest of you struggling. I love all of you guys. Let me just reiterate how much I love each of you. I hate to see y'all hurting ever and you mean the world to me. Please, please, please, feel free to DM me if you need it. A lot of people can vouch for me being a fabulous person to chat with and rant to. *long sigh* It's May, it's spring (at least for those of us in the northern hemisphere) it's almost the end of the school year. We can make it. After all; We're still here. - Star PS, I have some great depression-fighting songs: Head Above Water King You Are Loved I Know What You’re Made Of Flares
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    HAPPY MAY DAY

    It's a tradition in my city to go "bomb" people's doors with gifts on the first of May. Typically bags of popcorn and candy. I encouraged y'all to do that last year and today I'm doing it again. Go spread some love and have an awesome day! ^_^

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    Kell seems like he'd be a musical nerd. Kelsier: I wrote this musical! Read it! Marsh: ... "Kelsier" written by Kelsier, directed by Kelsier, cast members... "Kelsier 1, Kelsier 2, Kelsier 3, Kelsier 4, Kel-" Kell, what is this? Kelsier: It's ART Kelsier: AND YOU GET A CAMEO
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    Here is the goddess Sierra Satrebil, about to break Ralvon’s jaw. What a badchull lady. (Never mind that after this Ralvon strangles Sierra with his tail)
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    Woah, honey, I hope that gets better fast. *hugs*
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    Shadow was bored, drunk, and angry. Not a terribly odd combination, but certainly an unpleasant one. She was sitting upside-down on her throne, feet resting on the top, her hair grazing the floor. "I hate the wooooooorld," she sang. "I hate it a looooot."
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    The rest of the guards seemed to pale in unison as the last of the smoke cleared up, the ones closest to her stepping back. When Riva stalked forward slowly, arms folded, nose in the air, no one moved to stop her. "Thank you, gentlemen," she said with a smirk. Riva turned and curtsied dramatically to the rest of the room. "Do have a lovely evening."
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    "Well, sure, why not." Nicolae blew his nose again. "Only I doesn't get paid...." he said bitterly. His sobs started up again. "They just... oh, damn it all. Just leave me, miss, just go..."
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    He wiped his eyes and stared at her. "I's a whore, miss, ask anyone."
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    The Blackthorn

    From the album: My Stormlight Stuff

    I didn't set out to draw Dalinar today. But I did. You're welcome.
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    I spent two and a half hours on this. You're welcome. Some of them were really impulsive and I kinda started running out of ideas there at the end, but I'm still pretty storming proud of it and excited to share. Enjoy! @AonEne @Doomstick @xinoehp512 @Hentient @Channelknight Fadran @More Cynical Than Funny @Vapor @Emi @Butt Ad Venture @Condensation @DramaQueen @The Ward's Guard @revelryintheart @Truthless of Shinovar @Rosharan A.C. @FriarFritz https://drive.google.com/file/d/1zreO85cneslLzWGnpAyeBCGwhn9ztOCZ/view?usp=sharing (hopefully the link works )
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    He blew into it and nodded. "You shouldn't be so nice to me, miss... I'm... I'm... oh stars above."
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    "Oh!" he released her quickly. "I sorry, I sorry, miss. I'm not worthy o' touching you, no." He sniffed and wiped his nose, crying.
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    "I'm dirt, that's all I ever been." He wiped his eyes but didn't let go of her. In fact, he seemed to cling to her for dear life.
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    "I love you," he mumbled. "Why the hell does I love you? I shouldn', I shouldn', but I does and I'mma die for it, I will."
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    Nicolae hugged her.
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