Pagliacci

Indeed I did. The name is inspired by a joke. In some iterations of which a clown is called Pagliacci. The joke is probably most commonly known from the graphic novel Watchmen.

Here's the joke:

A man visits a doctor, the man says he's depressed.

"Doctor, I need help. The world is a dark and uncertain place. Life feels harsh and cruel. I feel completely alone in this unfeeling world."

"The treatment is simple," says the Doctor, "The circus is in town. Go see the great clown Pagliacci. He'll make you feel better."

The man bursts into tears. "But doctor," he says, "I am Pagliacci."

Also your name "Sheo" means death in Aonic.

... I have a feeling you already knew that.

Oh, I do.