*Hugs.* I know that feeling so well and it hurts like a trip to Braize!! I wish I could say that that feeling will just disappear. However know as @Shard of Thought though we don't know who they are there are people in your life who do care about you. You are awesome Emi!! That I would say is pretty hard to dispute! We are here for you if you need to vent we are here. Drop me a DM if you need a sounding board to just let loose your frustration!