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3 hours ago, Bearer of all agonies said:

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I’m so sorry that happened.  

Can I offer a hug? I’m here if you need me. 

Thank you, I really need one

that's very nice of you

I am having a really bad week

So I have been talking for some time with this girl and we really connected and were really supportive with each other, I felt we were building something special, until this week.

We usually talked almost everyday, but she was having a rough time and didn't want to talk, so I just send her some messages wishing her good luck with her day and all that, just the typical stuff I do when someone I care about is not well. Well, then she answer me at the beginning of this week telling me that she had many people on her life and couldn't indulge all of us and she couldn't give all their relationships her all, then stopped talking to me for the whole week.

Then today she talked to me again, I told her I was hurt by how she told me that and leave, because it made me feel expendable to her, like she don't care for me really, and told her that I was sorry if I was a pest and that I understood if she wanted to talk less often with me.She told me everyone has expendable really and that she didn't know but she preferred that I stopped talking to her, that she will talk to me when she feels like it and need me.

The saddest thing is I was kinda expecting it, since she begun talking to a guy she likes she has been less entusiasthic with me, and now she does this while been all happy and fun and enthusiastic with him on social media makes me think that I simply wasn't worth enough to try and work to mantain this friendship, all her talk about how much she cherished our relationship and how important I was for her didn't matter at the end.

This has happended to me time and time again, I connect with someone and everything is great until i am feeling more confident and then they just meet someone better and stop caring about me, suddenly I am just a burden for them.

I am sorry for the rant, but I really needed to tell this and vent a little.

7 hours ago, atarynnosaurus said:

Kaladin's fourth ideal was "I accept that there will be those I cannot protect", which was obviously a HUGE step for him, as he obviously viewed this, based on the end of Oathbringer, as letting go of the people he lost. But I think it's also about accepting that sometimes he cannot protect people because they are not his.

Yeah, I actually though his oath would be "I will accept that you cant protect people from their own choices"

What are your favourites theories that were right?

59 minutes ago, Nathrangking said:

*Hugs.* We are here for you. Vent to your heart's content. We all need to at some point. If you need to vent more feel free to DM me.

Thanks, i am a little better now that i have blown some steam, i guess some people are just like that. But thank you for the offering it really mean everything to me right now.

1 hour ago, Showman said:

I never guessed that one of the hardest days of my move would come 9 months afterward.

I moved to Arizona at last October and that was really hard leaving all of my friends and nearby family for a new place, but I was coping pretty well for a while. Then covid hit and after just 4 months I no longer had contact with people which means my process of finding new friends was halted and I couldn't find new people to spend time with. I was really bored until these last few weeks when I've been up in Utah and Idaho visiting family and friends. It's been extremely fun but tomorrow is my last day in my old city. Along with saying goodbye to all my old friends once again, which never stops hurting, I found out that 2 of my closest friends in Arizona are moving away. That means I'll have even less to go back to than when I left (and since I left during self isolation, those were some of the few people I saw) and saying goodbye to old friends is even worse. These combined have made me feel really depressed all day.

*Hugs* isolation it's a horrible thing, but if you ever need to talk, we are here.

9 minutes ago, Mist said:

*hugs* Everyone needs to vent sometimes. I'm sorry. That's tough. We're all here for you.

Thank you! I really needed it today.

So, someone who I considered a friend has decided she has enough of me and has stopped talking to me the momento she has met other people to talk with, apparently I was good enough when she was alone but now that she has more options, I am just a bother to her. The sad part is that it has happened to me over and over again with mostly everyone I meet. 

Sorry to sound so whiny, but needed to vent it a little bit.

I got Windrunner 74%, Edgedancer 73% and Truthwatcher 69%.

For what i have seen i seems that people usually get windrunner and edgedancer really close, which make sense.

Worse job ever.

PD: Kings don't taste as good as they think.

I got Windrunner at 74% and Edgedancer at 73% in second place. Getting Windrunner so high is quite unexpected, honestly. Edgedancer is more like me i would think.

This got me really hype to se how other bondsmiths powers differs from dalinar's, although it might be not as easy to discern it because of how/if honor's splintering changed the SF's bondsmith set of powers.

I got Windrunner with edgedancer a really close second, with only 1% less. Edgedancer is not a surprise, but Windrunner really is.

Idealism, although i align quite well with Ruin.

Awakening, with enough breaths you can do a lot of interesting things, besides I like to experiment and there a lot of comands left to discover,and if you add the Tension surge there are endless possibilities.

Skybreakers, if someone is falling from the tower, please go and help them, and, no, "there aren't any rules against falling from the tower" is not a valid excuse.

Bondsmiths, please, remember to ask permission before touching someone to learn their language, and touch them in a place they feel comfortable with. We have had complains.

The only anime I am watching right now is the third season of My Hero Academia.

English Dub in most cases, English Sub in others.

3 hours ago, Extesian said:

My friends, I now have a fiancée  

Congrats!

10 hours ago, Queen Elsa Steelheart said:

I just need hugs honestly. It's been a week of sweat and tears and stress. 

*Hugs*

There is a WoB about that:

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Questioner [PENDING REVIEW]

Could a Windrunner in Shardplate travel to other planets?

Brandon Sanderson [PENDING REVIEW]

Uh, theoretically possible. Take a long time.

Questioner [PENDING REVIEW]

Yes, it would. 'Cause he wouldn't need to breathe, if he's got enough Stormlight.

Brandon Sanderson [PENDING REVIEW]

Yeah, well, I mean, they can control pressure, so. You'd need oxygen scrubbers, but they can also, so... you can create a ball of air around yourself with their power anyway, so--

38 minutes ago, Kiiyashi said:

it’s not cosmere

The 3 saddest words.

For me the things I didn't like were Amaran's end and how quickly everyone was ok with Szeth being in their side.

I loved the rest of the book.