Silverblade5

So, I had a talk with my friend today. Her mom confiscated her phone. She gave an apology for lying about her heart stopping and for faking her blackouts. The first one, I can kind of believe the first, but faking a feint when on the edge of a staircase is something that just isn't done.

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Alexander, this is Alex's mom. I am sorry but everything Alex has been saying is not true. She was just trying to find ways to talk to you. I am working with her on different ways she can communicate. Thank you, Carrie @TwiLyghtSansSparklesOn a scale from one to ten, how shocked should I be that this happened?

That feeling you get when you've had no idea how to help a friend with big problems, then receive confirmation that something you did was helpful That thing was texting her this song

Pm them to me I'd been unaware that it'd stopped at the time. The only way I'd know if if I checked her pulse and didn't feel anything. She's normally waking up by that point.

Hey So turns out the doctors were wrong. It wasn't a 1 time freak accident because it happened again tonight. My heart stopped. Answer me!!!!! Aus doesn't wanna help right now and I need to talk to someone. Cause I know it's about to happen again Sorry, was driving. Oh, that's fine When did it happen? Bio... When I grabbed my chest right before class ended. Only for a few moments. then again when I got home so I was rushed to the hospital again. But I'm home now thank god How could you tell it was different from a standard blackout? Before the hospital? Cause a blackout doesn't physically hurt all over for a full 10 minutes before and after it happens. Oh Ya That's why you had that headache that sent you to the nurse? Ya. A headache is usually the first symptom I'm so sorry It's fine. Nothing u could've done. At least you're better now. No not really... :cryface: I have a headache. A major one... And I only get them BEFORE this happens. So. It's coming again. I know it is Nothing I can do butt sit alone in my room shaking. Terrified. At least we know you'll be able to get through this. Ya... I guess I'm scared I'm sorry that there's nothing I can do to help. You are helping by talking to me... At least I know I'm not alone this way Yay. It's happening Everything's going blurry And there's a really LOUD ringing in my ears. And bright flashes Respond please Aleander I would, but I can't think of anything that would be helpful right now. I'm absolutely terrified for my life right now. I can't stop shaking. And everything's spinning. And I don't need you to b helpful. I need to know you're here. I'm here Thanks. Please keep replying. It's helping me stay alert. I know when I black out it's gonna b for a while... Right now I'm blowing into a bottle of coke I found at lunch. The music is terrible. Bottle of coke? I thought u found a Gatorade And Coke Oh You probably said that too earlier but I could hear a thing then so ya Couldn* Lol Couldn't *! Grr hard to text when I'm shaking. Spelling is funny though Ya... How was track? Good Cool Workouts will really pick up tomorrow That's cool How was your day? It was mostly good That's goid to hear Haha Good Funny typos are funny. Lol The pain... It hurts It'll fade later on My heart is skipping beats. I feel it What does skipping a beat feel like? Like I can feel it stop for a split second then jump back to beating. A mini version of it stopping I'm just glad it's not fully stopping Yet Yet It's getting really close thigh... Though That's an amusing image Haha lol Just thinking about it Ya. I can imagine. Alex... Alexander U still there? Please please please please respond. I need you. Well, confirmation that Sunday wasn't an isolated incident. Thinking about the symptoms she listed, definitely not narcolepsy. Ended up having to abandon the conversation because mom wanted me to walk the dog, and now I'm very worried and feeling guilty right now.

@Nightbirdor maybe he should just hop on the CAH server #Shamelessplugging.

I was a dorky high schooler

I'd be fine with it. PMs would work.

Bow before me cremlings!

Unlikely. Mom's a bit of a bottle huger.

That's how she was able to identify the feeling when she was texting me

Remember how earlier I said she had a habit of passing out? Turns out, each time was an instance of her heart stopping.

That actually sounds kind of fun... Hey guys! I think Aman is a pineapple!

**************************** ************************************* **** **** **** **** Hey. Did you know being in a hospital is boring. Ya I'm learning that. My heart did stop and I was found not breathing around 5 am and was breathing again by 7 after being taken to the ER. Last night, she was talking about how she was hyperventilating, and that texting me was what was primarily keeping her focused on her breathing. Now I feel bad for not taking that a bit more seriously.

Has anyone ever heard of a book called "A Child's First Book of Trump"? It's a mockery of Trump done in a Dr. Seuss fashion, and it is funny. You should read it.

Good luck

I greatly appreciate that Sunbird. Thank you.

Twilyght, I just want you to know that you deserve every bit of reputation you have as one of the kindest and most supportive people on the shard. You're an awesome person, and I really need you to keep being awesome right now.

Help, please. I was recently sent this. I may not be actively suicidal but do know that if I were to die I wouldn't care. You saw the car earlier, if it had hit me I'd be happy. I'd be okay. Why do I not want to be on this planet anymore? I haven't a clue. If you figure it out, tell me. Will ya? I'd love to not not want to die.

Main reason I posted the thread was so recording figured out. Last time, we got it, but were never able to transfer it to the shard. I want to fix that this time. You got a good quality camera/voice recorder on you?

Me too. How long till per season track for you?

Good to see you're still finding "Herrings" here

So, who's going?