Wittles he/him Posted January 28, 2025 Posted January 28, 2025 Just now, alittleinsane said: my many talents, all born from reading too much fantasy and being friends with theatre kids Too much fantasy? *Scoff* No such thing 2
KnightSkye Reforged They/Them Posted January 28, 2025 Posted January 28, 2025 18 minutes ago, Wittles said: Join the ADHD club :D. I 100% feel this Good job doing that Also.... Reveal hidden contents TECHNO SHIRT Reveal hidden contents Rest in peace Technoblade Reveal hidden contents I love technoblade so much You are a Techno fan too!? 1
Keke They/he Posted January 28, 2025 Author Posted January 28, 2025 19 minutes ago, Wittles said: Join the ADHD club :D. I 100% feel this Good job doing that Also.... Hide contents TECHNO SHIRT Hide contents Rest in peace Technoblade Hide contents I love technoblade so much ME TOO I HE PROVABLY IS THE ONLY REASON IM ALIVE!! 1
Wittles he/him Posted January 28, 2025 Posted January 28, 2025 1 minute ago, KnightSkye said: You are a Techno fan too!? Yessssss 1
Keke They/he Posted January 28, 2025 Author Posted January 28, 2025 44 minutes ago, MirkerLurker said: YEP I picked up my enjoyment of this from my husband. It's his favorite conspiracy theory. I almost got him something off this site for Christmas OMG YES YOU TOO The last time I cut my hair was last winter. I had spent two months having little...and then not-so-little...breakdowns every time I had to wash my hair because it took so long with the overstimulation of the noise and the water and the cold and the hairdryer and the small enclosed space and GAH. So I knew I really needed to cut it shorter, for my own sake...but it took a full-on panic attack, hyperventilating on the floor for over an hour, before I finally actually decided to get it cut. And then another smaller panic session after getting it cut. So. I get you. Well done. Absolutely, hi and welcome!! Also, I'm shocked no one has done this yet, but that means I get to be the first! Are you ok with hugs? Because if you are... *HUG* I finished too! (Because KnightSkye would not leave me alone until I did so we could talk spoilers haha) Sorry if this double posts. If not ignore that. Someone who understands!! 1
Wittles he/him Posted January 28, 2025 Posted January 28, 2025 Just now, Thee insane said: ME TOO I HE PROVABLY IS THE ONLY REASON IM ALIVE!! Probably kinda same actually He was just like, so chill and nice to watch 1
KnightSkye Reforged They/Them Posted January 28, 2025 Posted January 28, 2025 1 minute ago, Wittles said: Probably kinda same actually He was just like, so chill and nice to watch Yes. And the wonderful sarcasm and deadpan are just wonderful 2
Keke They/he Posted January 28, 2025 Author Posted January 28, 2025 15 minutes ago, Wittles said: Probably kinda same actually He was just like, so chill and nice to watch 13 minutes ago, KnightSkye said: Yes. And the wonderful sarcasm and deadpan are just wonderful I learned my humor from him. For better or for worse....
MirkerLurker she/her Posted January 28, 2025 Posted January 28, 2025 49 minutes ago, alittleinsane said: Omg but do y'all ever feel like you don't FEEL particularly sad, despondent, hopeless, resentful, or self-loathing, and then there it is, you catch one of those thoughts there and it's like???? but i don't FEEL like that thought?? Like listen ok brain you can be as miserable and self-loathing as you want but it is SCARY to think those things about myself and not emotionally respond in any way. Makes me miss crying, and scratching which also just sucks, cause I don't WANT to miss hurting myself, or feeling generally terrible, but going numb is going to be worse... YES Numb. Not even numb per se, not the heavy weighted numb of depression, just...not responding. Not caring. Like, am I some kind of monster? What's wrong with me? At least strong emotions I understand - they hurt, they're terrible, but they make sense. It makes sense to feel awful when you hate yourself. But thinking, looking at those thoughts and just...nothing? If I don't care, what matters? If I don't care, how do I stop myself from actually doing the horrible things my brain comes up with? Who will I hurt first - myself or someone else? There were times when I feel like the only reason I didn't pull a knife and stab someone for no reason other than mild curiousity, or push them off a ledge to see how badly they broke upon impact, or actually go through with drawing a blade across my throat, was because logically, that would cause more trouble than it's worth, and I didn't care enough to bother handling the hassle. Which should be terrifying, but in those moments, it wasn't terrifying - it wasn't anything. Until later, when I was feeling things again, and then I felt I must be some kind of monster, to want to torture or break someone out of curiousity. And the thought of who even was that, because the "me" that's feeling emotions thinks of that and is horrified, and can't reconcile the two voices, and who even is this in my head? (side note: yeah the shard merges posts if you make several in a row without someone else posting between them. Caught me by surprise too lol) 33 minutes ago, alittleinsane said: mental health is so teehee cutesy mindful demure because talking abt it w/ friendly strangers online is easy but i regularly lie to my physciatris because i can't tell if she's a doctor for physical health or a doctor for mental health Psychiatrist approaches mental health from a physical standpoint: They study brain chemistry and interactions between the brain and body and so forth, so they can prescribe medications in addition to counseling. A psychologist or therapist or counselor studies the mental aspects, thought patterns, behavioral patterns, etc; not that they don't learn how mental health affects the body, but they approach it from the mind and thoughts first, and how that then affects the body, instead of vice-versa. If that makes sense. But also, every doctor of any kind, and schoolteacher too for that matter, is a mandated reporter, if that's what you're concerned about. And because of that, I spent my high school years lying to people, out of fear that someone would find out and take away my control. Tell me I no longer had any choice in how I handled what I was going through. I did go to counseling (mandated, after I missed 50 days out of a single school year), but I glossed over and hid parts of what I was feeling and doing. Carefully curated what I talked about, presented things that fit the standard depression checklist but weren't bad enough to, in my mind, risk getting forced into anything. (Ironic, after ending up in mandated counseling, but hey, no one said mental health issues are logical.) Here's my takeaway from that: Not being fully honest meant the counseling didn't do crem. It was a bandaid on a broken limb; reminded me to keep faking it better so I could 'pass' in general society, but didn't actually help worth a storm. Now that I'm in counseling again, but this time being fully honest with my therapist, I'm seeing how much of a difference it makes. And that, as much as I hate this thought, it probably would have gone better for me if I'd been honest back in earlier years. I'm not necessarily trying to say you should be too. I don't know your situation - I'm fortunate to have a mom who's very supportive of mental health, for example, so I didn't have to worry about getting punished for it by her. (Didn't stop my brain from trying to prevent her from finding out anyway, of course). Not everybody has that luxury. I'm not here to push you into anything. But I want you to have information I didn't have. Take what pieces help you, drop what pieces don't. And maybe see that it can get better. 18 minutes ago, alittleinsane said: my many talents, all born from reading too much fantasy and being friends with theatre kids Theatre kids! Woo! I was a backstage techie, I hung out with theater kids all the time in high school! So much fun. 19 minutes ago, Thee insane said: I learned my humor from him. For better or for worse.... For better. Definitely for better. 1
Through The Living Glass She/They Posted January 28, 2025 Posted January 28, 2025 i- never watched him rest in peace, though 1
Keke They/he Posted January 28, 2025 Author Posted January 28, 2025 1 hour ago, alittleinsane said: SHNIOBDVOISDJNDKVL YAY HUGS! Stormlight 5 was EPICCCCCCCCCC. To avoid spoilers anyways --avoiding karma lol--, THANOS REALLY DOES JUST SNAP IN THE LAST PART Omg but do y'all ever feel like you don't FEEL particularly sad, despondent, hopeless, resentful, or self-loathing, and then there it is, you catch one of those thoughts there and it's like???? but i don't FEEL like that thought?? Like listen ok brain you can be as miserable and self-loathing as you want but it is SCARY to think those things about myself and not emotionally respond in any way. Makes me miss crying, and scratching which also just sucks, cause I don't WANT to miss hurting myself, or feeling generally terrible, but going numb is going to be worse... i say y'all WAY too much for a new yorker how did this even happen lol... why is it merging replies what is this huh why am i an old grandma who has to get a 17 year old grandson to use the computer for her what is THIS I feel this so hard. It's so bad. I feel that to hard. 1 minute ago, MirkerLurker said: For better. Definitely for better. Hehehehehehe I have a tshirt that says officer I dropkicked that child in self defense. Just now, Through The Living Glass said: i- never watched him rest in peace, though GO WATCH ALL HIS VIDEOS! 1
Through The Living Glass She/They Posted January 28, 2025 Posted January 28, 2025 Just now, Thee insane said: GO WATCH ALL HIS VIDEOS! huhuh uh uh okay mmmaybe we'll see? 1
KnightSkye Reforged They/Them Posted January 28, 2025 Posted January 28, 2025 (edited) 3 minutes ago, Thee insane said: Hehehehehehe I have a tshirt that says officer I dropkicked that child in self defense. Yes! "See, I was using and advanced technique called *zooms in on face* Lying." I now associate this quote with Shallan. Edited January 28, 2025 by KnightSkye 3
Keke They/he Posted January 28, 2025 Author Posted January 28, 2025 1 minute ago, Through The Living Glass said: huhuh uh uh okay mmmaybe we'll see? Yay! Just now, KnightSkye said: Yes! "See, I was using and advanced technique called *zooms in on face* Lying." The memories "It's not like I could... just... just... wait. *aggressive typing in chat* wait. That worked?!" 1
KnightSkye Reforged They/Them Posted January 28, 2025 Posted January 28, 2025 Oh! This is the perfect place to share this. Just now, Thee insane said: Yay! The memories "It's not like I could... just... just... wait. *aggressive typing in chat* wait. That worked?!" yep! "Lose is a four letter word!" 3
Through The Living Glass She/They Posted January 28, 2025 Posted January 28, 2025 4 minutes ago, KnightSkye said: Yes! "See, I was using and advanced technique called *zooms in on face* Lying." I now associate this quote with Shallan. Actually same 2 minutes ago, KnightSkye said: Oh! This is the perfect place to share this. yep! "Lose is a four letter word!" THAT IS THE BEST THING I'VE SEEN ALL DAY I LAUGHED SO HARD DUDE 1
KnightSkye Reforged They/Them Posted January 28, 2025 Posted January 28, 2025 Just now, Through The Living Glass said: Actually same THAT IS THE BEST THING I'VE SEEN ALL DAY I LAUGHED SO HARD DUDE *bows* Thank you!
Keke They/he Posted January 28, 2025 Author Posted January 28, 2025 10 minutes ago, KnightSkye said: Oh! This is the perfect place to share this. yep! "Lose is a four letter word!" IVE SEEN THAT VIDEO SO MUCH I LOVE IT! anything he says is awesome. "Stealing presents from orphans." "You're bored? Punch an orphan. Who are they gonna tell? Their parents."
KnightSkye Reforged They/Them Posted January 28, 2025 Posted January 28, 2025 Just now, Thee insane said: IVE SEEN THAT VIDEO SO MUCH I LOVE IT! anything he says is awesome. "Stealing presents from orphans." "You're bored? Punch an orphan. Who are they gonna tell? Their parents." I laugh so hard at that one every time. 1
Keke They/he Posted January 28, 2025 Author Posted January 28, 2025 Just now, KnightSkye said: I laugh so hard at that one every time. I should go to bed bye bye. Good night. Sleep tight. Dream of murder tonight.
KnightSkye Reforged They/Them Posted January 28, 2025 Posted January 28, 2025 2 minutes ago, Thee insane said: I should go to bed bye bye. Good night. Sleep tight. Dream of murder tonight. Night!
Through The Living Glass She/They Posted January 28, 2025 Posted January 28, 2025 3 minutes ago, Thee insane said: I should go to bed bye bye. Good night. Sleep tight. Dream of murder tonight. . . . huh 'Night! 1
Wittles he/him Posted January 28, 2025 Posted January 28, 2025 41 minutes ago, Thee insane said: I should go to bed bye bye. Good night. Sleep tight. Dream of murder tonight. BLOOD FOR THE BLOOD GOD Good night Also, the Great Potato War is possibly one of my favorite pieces of media to ever exist 2
KnightSkye Reforged They/Them Posted January 28, 2025 Posted January 28, 2025 1 minute ago, Wittles said: BLOOD FOR THE BLOOD GOD Good night Also, the Great Potato War is possibly one of my favorite pieces of media to ever exist "Whatever you do, don't show all your techniques on a YouTube video. You fool, you moron. -Sun Tzu, The Art Of War"
Wittles he/him Posted January 28, 2025 Posted January 28, 2025 (edited) 6 minutes ago, KnightSkye said: "Whatever you do, don't show all your techniques on a YouTube video. You fool, you moron. -Sun Tzu, The Art Of War" Precisely "While he was playing chess, I WAS FARMING POTATOES" Edited January 28, 2025 by Wittles
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