Mental health club!

[Throw TheLiving Silverware he/him/il/lui]

6 hours ago, -ACE- said:

Ok

I have depression, ocd, im a perfectionist, and I have a massive brain cyst.

 

*hugs*

Welcome to the cool people club indeed!

 

Okay my turn to rant

I feel... really tired

Couldn't sleep last night, and when I did I had all sorts of bad dreams

And now... I don't know

I just feel tired and sad

It's not like theres a reason for me to be depressed... I mean there are but I'm away from that rn and there hasnt been any new stuff on that front that would make me spiral as it keeps happening

And now it's nearly the end of holidays and I feel more tired than when it started for no reason

And I also came to the realization that i had been somewhat dissociated like 70% of the time since school restarted

Which is kinda unsettling

 

 

Every time i try returning to school I end even more tired than the time before

And now I don't know if I can get myself to do what I need to do for this to end

 

 

Sorry if this makes no sense

 

Edit: and here's to another night doomscrolling while contemplating the complete mess that is my life and getting to bed at nearly 1 AM

That will definitely make it better good job dude

Edited October 24, 2025 by Just A Silvereye

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

56 minutes ago, Just A Silvereye said:

*hugs*

Welcome to the cool people club indeed!

 

Okay my turn to rant

I feel... really tired

Couldn't sleep last night, and when I did I had all sorts of bad dreams

And now... I don't know

I just feel tired and sad

It's not like theres a reason for me to be depressed... I mean there are but I'm away from that rn and there hasnt been any new stuff on that front that would make me spiral as it keeps happening

And now it's nearly the end of holidays and I feel more tired than when it started for no reason

And I also came to the realization that i had been somewhat dissociated like 70% of the time since school restarted

Which is kinda unsettling

 

 

Every time i try returning to school I end even more tired than the time before

And now I don't know if I can get myself to do what I need to do for this to end

 

 

Sorry if this makes no sense

No honestly that makes perfect sense I also feel very similarly *hugs for collective sad*

[-ACE- he/him]

1 hour ago, Just A Silvereye said:

*hugs*

Welcome to the cool people club indeed!

 

Okay my turn to rant

I feel... really tired

Couldn't sleep last night, and when I did I had all sorts of bad dreams

And now... I don't know

I just feel tired and sad

It's not like theres a reason for me to be depressed... I mean there are but I'm away from that rn and there hasnt been any new stuff on that front that would make me spiral as it keeps happening

And now it's nearly the end of holidays and I feel more tired than when it started for no reason

And I also came to the realization that i had been somewhat dissociated like 70% of the time since school restarted

Which is kinda unsettling

 

 

Every time i try returning to school I end even more tired than the time before

And now I don't know if I can get myself to do what I need to do for this to end

 

 

Sorry if this makes no sense

 

Edit: and here's to another night doomscrolling while contemplating the complete mess that is my life and getting to bed at nearly 1 AM

That will definitely make it better good job dude

Dang, thats rough. I sugest setting a set bedtime. (only if you want to tho) for me it's 10. It really helped me when this kind of a thing happened to me.

If you can't go to sleep at whatever time u set, then try to do something calming before bed, like a walk, or reading.

 

Edited October 25, 2025 by -ACE-

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

hi y'all, hugs for all! do y'all remember me lmao

so i have always been the "mom" friend, or "therapist" friend, all of that jazz, since i was like eleven. i was raised to be mature, and i guess i friggin delivered or something because everyone tells me i'm comforting, i give great advice, i'm saving them where adults haven't. i'm a kid.

idk sometimes it just feels like i'm left behind, mental stability wise. a lot of my friends were in worse places than me, and i was mediocre. the kind of thing that isn't an immediate danger, but still should be addressed, and of course because most adults fail kids in the mental health department (i am done sugar-coating it i'm gonna be so fr y'all i'm so fed up with my friend's parents and all the adults that thought it was charming and not concerning that i conversed easier with them than with kids i don't care if it's hard i have had to talk my friend down on video call from sh-ing a second time that night they were bleeding and they were thirteen and they had so many obvious tells and the knife was in the fricking room and you mean to tell me it is only THIS week that he's going to go to a psychiatric hospital how are adults not catching this why is it falling on other kids and why is it always me even though it is rarely my advice that actually helps i don't know what i am doing i am the messenger and i'd really just like it if the people with the messages said it themselves and i know it's selfish and i know it's scary for them and they could relapse and i can't because i never did but i cannot bear the weight of all of my friend's problems and i know i don't have to but if i don't, no one else will until worse comes to worse) and so basically i helped them and they go "i wouldn't be alive without you" and "you mean to much to me" and i love them i do but they're all getting better and i'm still just here and it turns out i'm the problem because i cannot expect kids in my age group to provide the same support for me that i did for them. and i know its selfish of me to expect it but like

 

yeah idk jeez why is finding a therapist so hardddddddd

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

9 hours ago, -ACE- said:

I'm getting another MRI in about a week to see if my cyst is growing. if it is i will need surgery to get it removed.

(for those who don't know, a cyst is like a tumor but it is excessive amounts of something that should be there, whereas a tumor is excessive amounts of something that shouldn't be there.)

Anyways, how r u guys all doing?

*huuuuuuug*

[-ACE- he/him]

34 minutes ago, alittleinsane said:

hi y'all, hugs for all! do y'all remember me lmao

so i have always been the "mom" friend, or "therapist" friend, all of that jazz, since i was like eleven. i was raised to be mature, and i guess i friggin delivered or something because everyone tells me i'm comforting, i give great advice, i'm saving them where adults haven't. i'm a kid.

idk sometimes it just feels like i'm left behind, mental stability wise. a lot of my friends were in worse places than me, and i was mediocre. the kind of thing that isn't an immediate danger, but still should be addressed, and of course because most adults fail kids in the mental health department (i am done sugar-coating it i'm gonna be so fr y'all i'm so fed up with my friend's parents and all the adults that thought it was charming and not concerning that i conversed easier with them than with kids i don't care if it's hard i have had to talk my friend down on video call from sh-ing a second time that night they were bleeding and they were thirteen and they had so many obvious tells and the knife was in the fricking room and you mean to tell me it is only THIS week that he's going to go to a psychiatric hospital how are adults not catching this why is it falling on other kids and why is it always me even though it is rarely my advice that actually helps i don't know what i am doing i am the messenger and i'd really just like it if the people with the messages said it themselves and i know it's selfish and i know it's scary for them and they could relapse and i can't because i never did but i cannot bear the weight of all of my friend's problems and i know i don't have to but if i don't, no one else will until worse comes to worse) and so basically i helped them and they go "i wouldn't be alive without you" and "you mean to much to me" and i love them i do but they're all getting better and i'm still just here and it turns out i'm the problem because i cannot expect kids in my age group to provide the same support for me that i did for them. and i know its selfish of me to expect it but like

 

yeah idk jeez why is finding a therapist so hardddddddd

I know that I don't really know you at all, and I've never replied to any of ur posts before, but anyways *Hug*

That's why we are here. To make you know you are not alone. It isn't professional help, but I hope it is helping a bit. I hope you get the kind of help you gave to your friends. 

Good luck 

Spoiler

Am I getting to involved for having just joined?

 

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

59 minutes ago, alittleinsane said:

hi y'all, hugs for all! do y'all remember me lmao

so i have always been the "mom" friend, or "therapist" friend, all of that jazz, since i was like eleven. i was raised to be mature, and i guess i friggin delivered or something because everyone tells me i'm comforting, i give great advice, i'm saving them where adults haven't. i'm a kid.

idk sometimes it just feels like i'm left behind, mental stability wise. a lot of my friends were in worse places than me, and i was mediocre. the kind of thing that isn't an immediate danger, but still should be addressed, and of course because most adults fail kids in the mental health department (i am done sugar-coating it i'm gonna be so fr y'all i'm so fed up with my friend's parents and all the adults that thought it was charming and not concerning that i conversed easier with them than with kids i don't care if it's hard i have had to talk my friend down on video call from sh-ing a second time that night they were bleeding and they were thirteen and they had so many obvious tells and the knife was in the fricking room and you mean to tell me it is only THIS week that he's going to go to a psychiatric hospital how are adults not catching this why is it falling on other kids and why is it always me even though it is rarely my advice that actually helps i don't know what i am doing i am the messenger and i'd really just like it if the people with the messages said it themselves and i know it's selfish and i know it's scary for them and they could relapse and i can't because i never did but i cannot bear the weight of all of my friend's problems and i know i don't have to but if i don't, no one else will until worse comes to worse) and so basically i helped them and they go "i wouldn't be alive without you" and "you mean to much to me" and i love them i do but they're all getting better and i'm still just here and it turns out i'm the problem because i cannot expect kids in my age group to provide the same support for me that i did for them. and i know its selfish of me to expect it but like

 

yeah idk jeez why is finding a therapist so hardddddddd

*squeeze*

I'm sorry my dude

Hope you can figure everything out

I'm always here if you wanna talk, btw

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

45 minutes ago, -ACE- said:

I know that I don't really know you at all, and I've never replied to any of ur posts before, but anyways *Hug*

That's why we are here. To make you know you are not alone. It isn't professional help, but I hope it is helping a bit. I hope you get the kind of help you gave to your friends. 

Good luck 

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Am I getting to involved for having just joined?

 

yes. ONE OF US! ONE OF US! ONE OF US!!

i mean you don't have to get involved if you don't want to, or if something triggers you ofc, but it goes both ways. we'll always be there for you too lol as much as we can

21 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

*squeeze*

I'm sorry my dude

Hope you can figure everything out

I'm always here if you wanna talk, btw

awwww thanks yall

*hugs*

[KnightSkye Reforged They/Them]

1 hour ago, alittleinsane said:

hi y'all, hugs for all! do y'all remember me lmao

so i have always been the "mom" friend, or "therapist" friend, all of that jazz, since i was like eleven. i was raised to be mature, and i guess i friggin delivered or something because everyone tells me i'm comforting, i give great advice, i'm saving them where adults haven't. i'm a kid.

idk sometimes it just feels like i'm left behind, mental stability wise. a lot of my friends were in worse places than me, and i was mediocre. the kind of thing that isn't an immediate danger, but still should be addressed, and of course because most adults fail kids in the mental health department (i am done sugar-coating it i'm gonna be so fr y'all i'm so fed up with my friend's parents and all the adults that thought it was charming and not concerning that i conversed easier with them than with kids i don't care if it's hard i have had to talk my friend down on video call from sh-ing a second time that night they were bleeding and they were thirteen and they had so many obvious tells and the knife was in the fricking room and you mean to tell me it is only THIS week that he's going to go to a psychiatric hospital how are adults not catching this why is it falling on other kids and why is it always me even though it is rarely my advice that actually helps i don't know what i am doing i am the messenger and i'd really just like it if the people with the messages said it themselves and i know it's selfish and i know it's scary for them and they could relapse and i can't because i never did but i cannot bear the weight of all of my friend's problems and i know i don't have to but if i don't, no one else will until worse comes to worse) and so basically i helped them and they go "i wouldn't be alive without you" and "you mean to much to me" and i love them i do but they're all getting better and i'm still just here and it turns out i'm the problem because i cannot expect kids in my age group to provide the same support for me that i did for them. and i know its selfish of me to expect it but like

 

yeah idk jeez why is finding a therapist so hardddddddd

*hugs*

You shouldn't have to bare that weight. I think it was brave and noble and wonderful of you to do so. But it's not a weight that you should have to bare. Thank you for doing it anyway. 

It's not selfish to want that same support. I'm sorry its so hard to find.

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

1 hour ago, alittleinsane said:

hi y'all, hugs for all! do y'all remember me lmao

so i have always been the "mom" friend, or "therapist" friend, all of that jazz, since i was like eleven. i was raised to be mature, and i guess i friggin delivered or something because everyone tells me i'm comforting, i give great advice, i'm saving them where adults haven't. i'm a kid.

idk sometimes it just feels like i'm left behind, mental stability wise. a lot of my friends were in worse places than me, and i was mediocre. the kind of thing that isn't an immediate danger, but still should be addressed, and of course because most adults fail kids in the mental health department (i am done sugar-coating it i'm gonna be so fr y'all i'm so fed up with my friend's parents and all the adults that thought it was charming and not concerning that i conversed easier with them than with kids i don't care if it's hard i have had to talk my friend down on video call from sh-ing a second time that night they were bleeding and they were thirteen and they had so many obvious tells and the knife was in the fricking room and you mean to tell me it is only THIS week that he's going to go to a psychiatric hospital how are adults not catching this why is it falling on other kids and why is it always me even though it is rarely my advice that actually helps i don't know what i am doing i am the messenger and i'd really just like it if the people with the messages said it themselves and i know it's selfish and i know it's scary for them and they could relapse and i can't because i never did but i cannot bear the weight of all of my friend's problems and i know i don't have to but if i don't, no one else will until worse comes to worse) and so basically i helped them and they go "i wouldn't be alive without you" and "you mean to much to me" and i love them i do but they're all getting better and i'm still just here and it turns out i'm the problem because i cannot expect kids in my age group to provide the same support for me that i did for them. and i know its selfish of me to expect it but like

 

yeah idk jeez why is finding a therapist so hardddddddd

*squeeze*

I DO remember you!

(Also hugs btw to everybody else who has posted in the time since I last checked this thread, I really can't get to everything tonight and I'm sorry 'bout that but I love you all)

I feel you

As for finding a therapist: A couple months ago, I finally convinced my parents to let me see a psychologist - and it helped a lot. All we did was talk, but the difference was there. Real human contact can offer something no digital relationship ever can, and that's just the truth. So yeah - highly recommend it. Even if you do it and don't really feel like its working, give it a chance.

I've never been in a situation as bad as yours, and I can only imagine how bad that must have been. There's nothing wrong with you wanting your problems to be addressed too - because they are real. No one can tell you how big your problems are. Only YOU can do that. It doesn't matter if Bob has a worse condition. If you feel bad, you feel bad, and that has nothing to do with Bob (I mean, it might, and you should talk to your psychologist or whatever about that, but it ain't the point)

You have had to bear weigh more weight than anyone your age should, and there is nothing wrong with helping yourself - in fact, I highly encourage you to do so

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[Myst He/Him]

1 hour ago, alittleinsane said:

hi y'all, hugs for all! do y'all remember me lmao

so i have always been the "mom" friend, or "therapist" friend, all of that jazz, since i was like eleven. i was raised to be mature, and i guess i friggin delivered or something because everyone tells me i'm comforting, i give great advice, i'm saving them where adults haven't. i'm a kid.

idk sometimes it just feels like i'm left behind, mental stability wise. a lot of my friends were in worse places than me, and i was mediocre. the kind of thing that isn't an immediate danger, but still should be addressed, and of course because most adults fail kids in the mental health department (i am done sugar-coating it i'm gonna be so fr y'all i'm so fed up with my friend's parents and all the adults that thought it was charming and not concerning that i conversed easier with them than with kids i don't care if it's hard i have had to talk my friend down on video call from sh-ing a second time that night they were bleeding and they were thirteen and they had so many obvious tells and the knife was in the fricking room and you mean to tell me it is only THIS week that he's going to go to a psychiatric hospital how are adults not catching this why is it falling on other kids and why is it always me even though it is rarely my advice that actually helps i don't know what i am doing i am the messenger and i'd really just like it if the people with the messages said it themselves and i know it's selfish and i know it's scary for them and they could relapse and i can't because i never did but i cannot bear the weight of all of my friend's problems and i know i don't have to but if i don't, no one else will until worse comes to worse) and so basically i helped them and they go "i wouldn't be alive without you" and "you mean to much to me" and i love them i do but they're all getting better and i'm still just here and it turns out i'm the problem because i cannot expect kids in my age group to provide the same support for me that i did for them. and i know its selfish of me to expect it but like

 

yeah idk jeez why is finding a therapist so hardddddddd

*hug*

I don’t know really what to say, but we’re here for you. It’s not selfish to care about yourself, and you’re amazing to have done that for your friends
I have a friend just like that though, so now I’m worrying about her.

Edited October 25, 2025 by IHadAThought

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

5 minutes ago, Hoid Slayer said:

*squeeze*

I DO remember you!

(Also hugs btw to everybody else who has posted in the time since I last checked this thread, I really can't get to everything tonight and I'm sorry 'bout that but I love you all)

I feel you

As for finding a therapist: A couple months ago, I finally convinced my parents to let me see a psychologist - and it helped a lot. All we did was talk, but the difference was there. Real human contact can offer something no digital relationship ever can, and that's just the truth. So yeah - highly recommend it. Even if you do it and don't really feel like its working, give it a chance.

I've never been in a situation as bad as yours, and I can only imagine how bad that must have been. There's nothing wrong with you wanting your problems to be addressed too - because they are real. No one can tell you how big your problems are. Only YOU can do that. It doesn't matter if Bob has a worse condition. If you feel bad, you feel bad, and that has nothing to do with Bob (I mean, it might, and you should talk to your psychologist or whatever about that, but it ain't the point)

You have had to bear weigh more weight than anyone your age should, and there is nothing wrong with helping yourself - in fact, I highly encourage you to do so

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why no rep

 

15 minutes ago, alittleinsane said:

yes. ONE OF US! ONE OF US! ONE OF US!!

i mean you don't have to get involved if you don't want to, or if something triggers you ofc, but it goes both ways. we'll always be there for you too lol as much as we can

awwww thanks yall

*hugs*

*squisquisuqiz*

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

4 hours ago, Just A Silvereye said:

*hugs*

Welcome to the cool people club indeed!

 

Okay my turn to rant

I feel... really tired

Couldn't sleep last night, and when I did I had all sorts of bad dreams

And now... I don't know

I just feel tired and sad

It's not like theres a reason for me to be depressed... I mean there are but I'm away from that rn and there hasnt been any new stuff on that front that would make me spiral as it keeps happening

And now it's nearly the end of holidays and I feel more tired than when it started for no reason

And I also came to the realization that i had been somewhat dissociated like 70% of the time since school restarted

Which is kinda unsettling

 

 

Every time i try returning to school I end even more tired than the time before

And now I don't know if I can get myself to do what I need to do for this to end

 

 

Sorry if this makes no sense

 

Edit: and here's to another night doomscrolling while contemplating the complete mess that is my life and getting to bed at nearly 1 AM

That will definitely make it better good job dude

*hugs*

Yeah I will definitely be up till 3 am tonight just scrolling YT shorts

1 hour ago, alittleinsane said:

hi y'all, hugs for all! do y'all remember me lmao

so i have always been the "mom" friend, or "therapist" friend, all of that jazz, since i was like eleven. i was raised to be mature, and i guess i friggin delivered or something because everyone tells me i'm comforting, i give great advice, i'm saving them where adults haven't. i'm a kid.

idk sometimes it just feels like i'm left behind, mental stability wise. a lot of my friends were in worse places than me, and i was mediocre. the kind of thing that isn't an immediate danger, but still should be addressed, and of course because most adults fail kids in the mental health department (i am done sugar-coating it i'm gonna be so fr y'all i'm so fed up with my friend's parents and all the adults that thought it was charming and not concerning that i conversed easier with them than with kids i don't care if it's hard i have had to talk my friend down on video call from sh-ing a second time that night they were bleeding and they were thirteen and they had so many obvious tells and the knife was in the fricking room and you mean to tell me it is only THIS week that he's going to go to a psychiatric hospital how are adults not catching this why is it falling on other kids and why is it always me even though it is rarely my advice that actually helps i don't know what i am doing i am the messenger and i'd really just like it if the people with the messages said it themselves and i know it's selfish and i know it's scary for them and they could relapse and i can't because i never did but i cannot bear the weight of all of my friend's problems and i know i don't have to but if i don't, no one else will until worse comes to worse) and so basically i helped them and they go "i wouldn't be alive without you" and "you mean to much to me" and i love them i do but they're all getting better and i'm still just here and it turns out i'm the problem because i cannot expect kids in my age group to provide the same support for me that i did for them. and i know its selfish of me to expect it but like

 

yeah idk jeez why is finding a therapist so hardddddddd

*hugs*

Having to be the therapist of the friend group is an awful, and not something you should have to go through, particularly young. You also shouldn't have to fulfill the role the parents are letting fall; that's not a healthy way for anybody to grow up. Probably the most important thing you can do is lead your friends to find somebody else that they can also lean on. That doesn't necessarily mean you need to just toss them onto somebody else, but one person cannot hold all that weight, nor should it be your responsibility. At a certain point, you will break, that's almost guaranteed if you try to hold all that responsibility.

There are resources out there designed to help. I'm unfortunately not as familiar with them, but CPS can interfere if necessary,and I know there are others. Dangit this is when we need Mirker for wisdom.

Anybody else wanna help me finish this? I feel like there's more to say but thw words aren't working

Anyway,the bottom line is that you shouldn't be holding all that weight, and it's awful

*hugs*

27 minutes ago, -ACE- said:

I know that I don't really know you at all, and I've never replied to any of ur posts before, but anyways *Hug*

That's why we are here. To make you know you are not alone. It isn't professional help, but I hope it is helping a bit. I hope you get the kind of help you gave to your friends. 

Good luck 

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Am I getting to involved for having just joined?

 

No such thing as really getting too involved

If you're here, you help as much as you can basically

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

5 hours ago, Just A Silvereye said:

*hugs*

Welcome to the cool people club indeed!

 

Okay my turn to rant

I feel... really tired

Couldn't sleep last night, and when I did I had all sorts of bad dreams

And now... I don't know

I just feel tired and sad

It's not like theres a reason for me to be depressed... I mean there are but I'm away from that rn and there hasnt been any new stuff on that front that would make me spiral as it keeps happening

And now it's nearly the end of holidays and I feel more tired than when it started for no reason

And I also came to the realization that i had been somewhat dissociated like 70% of the time since school restarted

Which is kinda unsettling

 

 

Every time i try returning to school I end even more tired than the time before

And now I don't know if I can get myself to do what I need to do for this to end

 

 

Sorry if this makes no sense

 

Edit: and here's to another night doomscrolling while contemplating the complete mess that is my life and getting to bed at nearly 1 AM

That will definitely make it better good job dude

*squeeeeeeeeeeeeze*

go eepy

you can do it

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

12 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

why no rep

Me tryna become Torturer of Heralds

’Tis difficult

I’m just so likable, people can’t help but like my posts /s

I know technically I already overshot, once the 67 thing stops being funny I’m gonna ask people to bring me back down

5 hours ago, Just A Silvereye said:

*hugs*

Welcome to the cool people club indeed!

 

Okay my turn to rant

I feel... really tired

Couldn't sleep last night, and when I did I had all sorts of bad dreams

And now... I don't know

I just feel tired and sad

It's not like theres a reason for me to be depressed... I mean there are but I'm away from that rn and there hasnt been any new stuff on that front that would make me spiral as it keeps happening

And now it's nearly the end of holidays and I feel more tired than when it started for no reason

And I also came to the realization that i had been somewhat dissociated like 70% of the time since school restarted

Which is kinda unsettling

 

 

Every time i try returning to school I end even more tired than the time before

And now I don't know if I can get myself to do what I need to do for this to end

 

 

Sorry if this makes no sense

 

Edit: and here's to another night doomscrolling while contemplating the complete mess that is my life and getting to bed at nearly 1 AM

That will definitely make it better good job dude

Hey

This might be really hard

But…

Try

Right now, put down your phone

And go to bed

Just close your eyes, and try to sleep

It could be difficult, but trust me, it’ll be worth it

Bad dreams are better than sleep deprivation

Also… depression doesn’t need a reason

If it’s there, it’s there, and it’s a problem

And hey… I hope you’re not talking about what I think you’re talking about

But whatever you’re talking about, not knowing is okay

Its the trying that matters

And, like with @alittleinsane (please tell me if there’s some nickname I can use), I suggest you think about searching for help

It really can make a difference

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[Through The Living Glass She/They]

2 minutes ago, Hoid Slayer said:

Me tryna become Torturer of Heralds

’Tis difficult

I’m just so likable, people can’t help but like my posts /s

I know technically I already overshot, once the 67 thing stops being funny I’m gonna ask people to bring me back down

Hey

This might be really hard

But…

Try

Right now, put down your phone

And go to bed

Just close your eyes, and try to sleep

It could be difficult, but trust me, it’ll be worth it

Bad dreams are better than sleep deprivation

Also… depression doesn’t need a reason

If it’s there, it’s there, and it’s a problem

And hey… I hope you’re not talking about what I think you’re talking about

But whatever you’re talking about, not knowing is okay

Its the trying that matters

And, like with @alittleinsane (please tell me if there’s some nickname I can use), I suggest you think about searching for help

It really can make a difference

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ohhhh I see

[-ACE- he/him]

55 minutes ago, Hoid Slayer said:

Me tryna become Torturer of Heralds

’Tis difficult

I’m just so likable, people can’t help but like my posts /s

I know technically I already overshot, once the 67 thing stops being funny I’m gonna ask people to bring me back down

Hey

This might be really hard

But…

Try

Right now, put down your phone

And go to bed

Just close your eyes, and try to sleep

It could be difficult, but trust me, it’ll be worth it

Bad dreams are better than sleep deprivation

Also… depression doesn’t need a reason

If it’s there, it’s there, and it’s a problem

And hey… I hope you’re not talking about what I think you’re talking about

But whatever you’re talking about, not knowing is okay

Its the trying that matters

And, like with @alittleinsane (please tell me if there’s some nickname I can use), I suggest you think about searching for help

It really can make a difference

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DO NOT REP THIS POST

I just really really want to rep this. (not cuz u said no, cuz its funny/wise/super nice)

Maybe put the do not rep on ur signature so u don't have to type it every time. 

1 hour ago, alittleinsane said:

yes. ONE OF US! ONE OF US! ONE OF US!!

Why do i suddenly feel like i've joined some kind of super nice, friendly cult?

Edited October 25, 2025 by -ACE-

[Myst He/Him]

10 minutes ago, -ACE- said:

I just really really want to rep this. (not cuz u said no, cuz its funny/wise/super nice)

Maybe put the do not rep on ur signature so u don't have to type it every time. 

Why do i suddenly feel like i've joined some kind of super nice, friendly cult?

I feel like I’m not qualified to join the super nice friendly cult

[-ACE- he/him]

1 minute ago, IHadAThought said:

I feel like I’m not qualified to join the super nice friendly cult

Very qualified. Im glad you joined the shard, glad ur here. 

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

13 minutes ago, -ACE- said:

I just really really want to rep this. (not cuz u said no, cuz its funny/wise/super nice)

Maybe put the do not rep on ur signature so u don't have to type it every time. 

Why do i suddenly feel like i've joined some kind of super nice, friendly cult?

You practically have. Except we don't actually meet a lot of the official requirements for a cult.

2 minutes ago, IHadAThought said:

I feel like I’m not qualified to join the super nice friendly cult

This is just for if you have any issues at all. Which, assuming you're not AI, you probably do, and thus are welcome

[Myst He/Him]

Just now, -ACE- said:

Very qualified. Im glad you joined the shard, glad ur here. 

Thanks

[-ACE- he/him]

2 minutes ago, Kansas Stormcursed said:

This is just for if you have any issues at all. Which, assuming you're not AI, you probably do, and thus are welcome

technically speaking, AI does have issues and it always will, seeing as it exists, and (especially) because it was made by humans.

 

Edit: Sorry, i'm very literal. If I ever offend anyone, please tell me and I will try my best to change my ways to not offend anyone that way or similar in the future.

Edited October 25, 2025 by -ACE-

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

1 minute ago, -ACE- said:

technically speaking, AI does have issues and it always will, seeing as it exists, and (especially) because it was made by humans.

True

[-ACE- he/him]

i feel kinda guilty. I gave silver eye the advice to set a bedtime and go to sleep then as often as possible, but here I am. An hour and a half past the time I set for me. 

[Ink and Embers Any pronouns]

51 minutes ago, -ACE- said:

i feel kinda guilty. I gave silver eye the advice to set a bedtime and go to sleep then as often as possible, but here I am. An hour and a half past the time I set for me. 

Try to go to sleep?

One thing I try to focus on when I'm struggling is "One day at a time". As soon as I start to think even a week ahead, I end up in a spiral, but I can do a day at a time. It might be more or less for other people - like, what can I do to survive this next hour? Next five minutes? But just keep going and the sky will brighten again.