Mental health club!

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

3 minutes ago, echo74 said:

yall

i don't know what to do with myself anymore

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im so freaking tired

and not just physically

like emotionally

i'm so tired of overthinking every single conversation i have

i'm so tired of making sure that i appear consistently to different people

i'm so tired of caring

i'm so tired of being me

i'm so tired of trying to be delicate around other people bc i want to make sure everyone feels safe and comfortable

i can't do it

i just want everyone to be happy but im losing my mind bc it seems like no one is and nothing i do makes a difference

and even if it did, i'd still be me

and i'm flawed, okay?

i can't make everything la-di-da and perfect and sunshine and rainbows and tbh life sucks

i have nothing going on inside my head bc i'm so tired

hugs would be appreciated

*hugs so, so tightly*

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

6 hours ago, echo74 said:

yall

i don't know what to do with myself anymore

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im so freaking tired

and not just physically

like emotionally

i'm so tired of overthinking every single conversation i have

i'm so tired of making sure that i appear consistently to different people

i'm so tired of caring

i'm so tired of being me

i'm so tired of trying to be delicate around other people bc i want to make sure everyone feels safe and comfortable

i can't do it

i just want everyone to be happy but im losing my mind bc it seems like no one is and nothing i do makes a difference

and even if it did, i'd still be me

and i'm flawed, okay?

i can't make everything la-di-da and perfect and sunshine and rainbows and tbh life sucks

i have nothing going on inside my head bc i'm so tired

hugs would be appreciated

*lots of hugs*

[Throw TheLiving Silverware he/him/il/lui]

6 hours ago, echo74 said:

yall

i don't know what to do with myself anymore

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im so freaking tired

and not just physically

like emotionally

i'm so tired of overthinking every single conversation i have

i'm so tired of making sure that i appear consistently to different people

i'm so tired of caring

i'm so tired of being me

i'm so tired of trying to be delicate around other people bc i want to make sure everyone feels safe and comfortable

i can't do it

i just want everyone to be happy but im losing my mind bc it seems like no one is and nothing i do makes a difference

and even if it did, i'd still be me

and i'm flawed, okay?

i can't make everything la-di-da and perfect and sunshine and rainbows and tbh life sucks

i have nothing going on inside my head bc i'm so tired

hugs would be appreciated

*huuuugs*

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

7 hours ago, echo74 said:

yall

i don't know what to do with myself anymore

  Reveal hidden contents

im so freaking tired

and not just physically

like emotionally

i'm so tired of overthinking every single conversation i have

i'm so tired of making sure that i appear consistently to different people

i'm so tired of caring

i'm so tired of being me

i'm so tired of trying to be delicate around other people bc i want to make sure everyone feels safe and comfortable

i can't do it

i just want everyone to be happy but im losing my mind bc it seems like no one is and nothing i do makes a difference

and even if it did, i'd still be me

and i'm flawed, okay?

i can't make everything la-di-da and perfect and sunshine and rainbows and tbh life sucks

i have nothing going on inside my head bc i'm so tired

hugs would be appreciated

*as many tight hugs as you can imagine times 5 trillion*

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

7 hours ago, echo74 said:

yall

i don't know what to do with myself anymore

  Reveal hidden contents

im so freaking tired

and not just physically

like emotionally

i'm so tired of overthinking every single conversation i have

i'm so tired of making sure that i appear consistently to different people

i'm so tired of caring

i'm so tired of being me

i'm so tired of trying to be delicate around other people bc i want to make sure everyone feels safe and comfortable

i can't do it

i just want everyone to be happy but im losing my mind bc it seems like no one is and nothing i do makes a difference

and even if it did, i'd still be me

and i'm flawed, okay?

i can't make everything la-di-da and perfect and sunshine and rainbows and tbh life sucks

i have nothing going on inside my head bc i'm so tired

hugs would be appreciated

*squeeze*

*billion hugs*

Yeah

Life sucks sometimes

But hey

We’re all flawed. That ideal you hold yourself to, that sunshine and rainbows you think you see in the people around you; they could be just as broken as you are. They just hide it. We all do, trying to fool even ourselves cause being what we feel isn’t “normal”. Even though, in an odd way, it kinda is (I actually did a science fair project about something like this, and it was super cool, I might share it with you guys.)

But the truth is; you’re already perfect.

Do me a favor and know that, k?

All of you.

I’m not saying you aren’t flawed, or can’t improve, or even don’t have cracks that open a little wider each time you fall.

But the person you are now; pretty darn awesome.

On the other topic; try to stop pretending to be someone different around other people. I’ve struggled with that a lot; like, being different people in different classes, and having crazy different personalities at school vs with my parents. And eventually, it takes its toll.

So take the step to stop it. It doesn’t have to be a big one. Maybe just some close friend, or if it’s easier, someone you don’t know that well. With that person, just be yourself.

Trust me; it helps.

And one last thing:

Those little kind acts? They matter. They really do. But they should never come at your own expense.

[CoderDrag0n8 He/They]

10 hours ago, echo74 said:

yall

i don't know what to do with myself anymore

  Reveal hidden contents

im so freaking tired

and not just physically

like emotionally

i'm so tired of overthinking every single conversation i have

i'm so tired of making sure that i appear consistently to different people

i'm so tired of caring

i'm so tired of being me

i'm so tired of trying to be delicate around other people bc i want to make sure everyone feels safe and comfortable

i can't do it

i just want everyone to be happy but im losing my mind bc it seems like no one is and nothing i do makes a difference

and even if it did, i'd still be me

and i'm flawed, okay?

i can't make everything la-di-da and perfect and sunshine and rainbows and tbh life sucks

i have nothing going on inside my head bc i'm so tired

hugs would be appreciated

*bahugerdoodles*

its like a hug but sillier

*sends sillies and hugs*

[Keke They/he]

12 hours ago, echo74 said:

yall

i don't know what to do with myself anymore

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im so freaking tired

and not just physically

like emotionally

i'm so tired of overthinking every single conversation i have

i'm so tired of making sure that i appear consistently to different people

i'm so tired of caring

i'm so tired of being me

i'm so tired of trying to be delicate around other people bc i want to make sure everyone feels safe and comfortable

i can't do it

i just want everyone to be happy but im losing my mind bc it seems like no one is and nothing i do makes a difference

and even if it did, i'd still be me

and i'm flawed, okay?

i can't make everything la-di-da and perfect and sunshine and rainbows and tbh life sucks

i have nothing going on inside my head bc i'm so tired

hugs would be appreciated

Its ok to be flawed. Everyone is. The people who dont seem like it dont want to make full friendships. The only way to make deep friendships is to show your imperfections and let people in. And making people happy is great but it isnt your only job. Take time for yourself. Focus on keeping yourself up then worry about others. I had to learn how to do that. It is OK to care for your own needs. Take a break echo. 

[Through the Living Hope]

Having an off day at work for no reason and making a lot of mistakes

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

22 minutes ago, Spark of Hope said:

Having an off day at work for no reason and making a lot of mistakes

*squeezes so tightly*

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

ALERT:

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We hope this missive finds you well.

This is a standard reminder that you all are some of the most awesome people ever.

Attached is an infinite supply of hugs.

 

[CoderDrag0n8 He/They]

1 hour ago, Hoid Slayer said:

ALERT:

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We hope this missive finds you well.

This is a standard reminder that you all are some of the most awesome people ever.

Attached is an infinite supply of hugs.

 

Aw tank you

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

2 hours ago, Spark of Hope said:

Having an off day at work for no reason and making a lot of mistakes

*hugs*

2 hours ago, Hoid Slayer said:

ALERT:

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We hope this missive finds you well.

This is a standard reminder that you all are some of the most awesome people ever.

Attached is an infinite supply of hugs.

 

Just pulled a coder without pulling a coder

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

9 minutes ago, Kansas Stormcursed said:

*hugs*

Just pulled a coder without pulling a coder

Yes it was a smaller packaged coder

Edited August 2, 2025 by Honors ghost

[CoderDrag0n8 He/They]

56 minutes ago, Kansas Stormcursed said:

*hugs*

Just pulled a coder without pulling a coder

 

47 minutes ago, Honors ghost said:

Yes it was a smaller packaged coder

WHY DOES EVERYONE CALL IT A CODER

I STOPPED DOING IT

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[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

1 hour ago, CoderDrag0n8 said:

 

WHY DOES EVERYONE CALL IT A CODER

I STOPPED DOING IT

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It is your legacy

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

5 hours ago, CoderDrag0n8 said:

 

WHY DOES EVERYONE CALL IT A CODER

I STOPPED DOING IT

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Ngl I was scared to open that box

[echo74 she/her]

9 hours ago, Spark of Hope said:

Having an off day at work for no reason and making a lot of mistakes

*hug*

[Keke They/he]

On 8/2/2025 at 1:21 PM, Spark of Hope said:

Having an off day at work for no reason and making a lot of mistakes

*hugs hugs*

On 8/2/2025 at 1:48 PM, Hoid Slayer said:

ALERT:

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We hope this missive finds you well.

This is a standard reminder that you all are some of the most awesome people ever.

Attached is an infinite supply of hugs.

 

ALRIGHT I GET IT *HUGS&

On 8/2/2025 at 4:53 PM, CoderDrag0n8 said:

 

WHY DOES EVERYONE CALL IT A CODER

I STOPPED DOING IT

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dw before you joined I had a similar thing. I dont remember exactly what it was but you get used to it

20 hours ago, Kansas Stormcursed said:

Ngl I was scared to open that box

PFFFT *dies laughing*

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

2 hours ago, Hawks said:

ALRIGHT I GET IT *HUGS&

2 hours ago, Hawks said:

PFFFT *dies laughing*

NO

NO DYING

DYING BAD

*brings back to life*

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

Tw suicidal thoughts:

 

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I had suicidal thoughts for the first time tn for a while but they were rly bad this was the second closest I’ve ever gotten to actually doing it but I hate it bc I have no reason I have great friends and all that but I feel like I’m such a bad friend I can’t make my friends laugh I can’t comfort them I’m literally just useless on earth and in a friendship

 

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

4 minutes ago, Honors ghost said:

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I had suicidal thoughts for the first time tn for a while but they were rly bad this was the second closest I’ve ever gotten to actually doing it but I hate it bc I have no reason I have great friends and all that but I feel like I’m such a bad friend I can’t make my friends laugh I can’t comfort them I’m literally just useless on earth and in a friendship

 

*squeeze*

I think it’s normal for that kind of thought to cross your mind.

What’s important is that when it happens, you think back to all the other things. The good things.

Also: you ain’t useless. Maybe you can’t make them laugh, but that’s okay. And comforting people is hard - especially in real life. It takes practice, and patience.

I don’t know what else to say, but I can send you all the hugs you need.

[echo74 she/her]

1 hour ago, Honors ghost said:

Tw suicidal thoughts:

 

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I had suicidal thoughts for the first time tn for a while but they were rly bad this was the second closest I’ve ever gotten to actually doing it but I hate it bc I have no reason I have great friends and all that but I feel like I’m such a bad friend I can’t make my friends laugh I can’t comfort them I’m literally just useless on earth and in a friendship

 

okay first of all: you're not useless

that's just your brain playing tricks on you

you don't need to make them laugh all the time or have the perfect words when someone's struggling to be a good friend

just be you, that's already enough

second of all

the fact that you were able to stop yourself shows strength so i'm proud of you for that

and i get the imposter syndrome with mental health stuff

but trust me, your feelings are valid and so are you

*big squeeze*

i'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

8 hours ago, Hoid Slayer said:

*squeeze*

I think it’s normal for that kind of thought to cross your mind.

What’s important is that when it happens, you think back to all the other things. The good things.

Also: you ain’t useless. Maybe you can’t make them laugh, but that’s okay. And comforting people is hard - especially in real life. It takes practice, and patience.

I don’t know what else to say, but I can send you all the hugs you need.

 

7 hours ago, echo74 said:

okay first of all: you're not useless

that's just your brain playing tricks on you

you don't need to make them laugh all the time or have the perfect words when someone's struggling to be a good friend

just be you, that's already enough

second of all

the fact that you were able to stop yourself shows strength so i'm proud of you for that

and i get the imposter syndrome with mental health stuff

but trust me, your feelings are valid and so are you

*big squeeze*

i'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers

Thank you guys I’m doing better now that it’s morning I was just thinking too much last night *huggggggssss*

[Keke They/he]

17 hours ago, Honors ghost said:

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I had suicidal thoughts for the first time tn for a while but they were rly bad this was the second closest I’ve ever gotten to actually doing it but I hate it bc I have no reason I have great friends and all that but I feel like I’m such a bad friend I can’t make my friends laugh I can’t comfort them I’m literally just useless on earth and in a friendship

 

You are not useless. You make me laugh

And you are great at comforting  

And your strong and brave. The fact that your alive right now is proof of it

8 hours ago, Honors ghost said:

 

Thank you guys I’m doing better now that it’s morning I was just thinking too much last night *huggggggssss*

*HUGS HUGS HUGS*

[CoderDrag0n8 He/They]

10 hours ago, Honors ghost said:

 

Thank you guys I’m doing better now that it’s morning I was just thinking too much last night *huggggggssss*

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