Mental health club!

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

8 hours ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

I'm worried something is going on with me. I'm only eating one meal a day + snacks. Like I'm just not hungry. I think it's med related. . This is just after we found the sweet spot of amounts and types of meds.

*hug*

6 hours ago, Heřãłðøfľõvê said:

Yayayayay I have succeeded in my mission

*u punch*

6 hours ago, Hawks said:

Practice today: two hours of sitting and watching people run bases. TWO HOURS! OF WATCHING PEOPLE RUN IN CIRCLES!?! praise the heavens I can zone out and play video games in my head  

Oof. Running? This is why I don’t do typical sports, they all have too much running

58 minutes ago, MirkerLurker said:

Dogs are for people who like boring pets

Exactly

53 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

well I just got back from an institute class

could use some hugs

*sigh*

*hugs*

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

1 hour ago, MirkerLurker said:

Dogs are for people who like boring pets. Cats are for people with personality.

Snakes and spiders are cool pets though. So are birds. 

I'm not a huge dog person.

I want either an octopus, a stoat, or an African Grey parrot

[Terrisman]

10 hours ago, Through The Living Glass said:

True, true

*holds out earthworm*

Want one?

Gimme!! Please!!! I’ll sell my perfectly obedient white dressed weird childlike-eyed slave (who comes with a rock) to you!!

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

3 minutes ago, Terrisman said:

Gimme!! Please!!! I’ll sell my perfectly obedient white dressed weird childlike-eyed slave (who comes with a rock) to you!!

I was really concerned at first

And now I'm still concerned

Just less so.

. . .

*trades*

*grabs Oathstone*

MINE

[Terrisman]

3 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

I was really concerned at first

And now I'm still concerned

Just less so.

. . .

*trades*

*grabs Oathstone*

MINE

To tell you the truth, don’t be less concerned 

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

1 minute ago, Terrisman said:

To tell you the truth, don’t be less concerned 

. . .

oh

okay

. . .

what'd you do

[Terrisman]

4 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

 

*grabs Oathstone*

MINE

What will your assassin wear on the day he is to kill a king?

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

1 minute ago, Terrisman said:

What will your assassin wear on the day he is to kill a king?

A biker outfit.

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

1 hour ago, Through The Living Glass said:

well I just got back from an institute class

could use some hugs

*sigh*

*hugs*

1 hour ago, MirkerLurker said:

Dogs are for people who like boring pets. Cats are for people with personality.

Snakes and spiders are cool pets though. So are birds. 

47 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

I'm not a huge dog person.

I want either an octopus, a stoat, or an African Grey parrot

*gasps in offended*

Dogs are AWESOME

Like, how can you dispute with that bundle of raw cuteness?

Ferrets also seem nice, but I’ve never actually had one so can’t judge.

26 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

A biker outfit.

HERESY!

*snatches oathstone*

IT’S MINE NOW! BUAHAHAHAHaHAHaHAhAHaHaHaha

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

2 minutes ago, Hoid Slayer said:

*hugs*

*gasps in offended*

Dogs are AWESOME

Like, how can you dispute with that bundle of raw cuteness?

Ferrets also seem nice, but I’ve never actually had one so can’t judge.

HERESY!

*snatches oathstone*

IT’S MINE NOW! BUAHAHAHAHaHAHaHAhAHaHaHaha

HEY

*slaps*

*snatches stone*

*runs*

SZETH, PIN HIM DOWN

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

1 minute ago, Through The Living Glass said:

HEY

*slaps*

*snatches stone*

*runs*

SZETH, PIN HIM DOWN

NOOOOOO!

*lashes self into the sky*

*chases*

YOU WILL NOT ESCAPE ME!!!

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

5 minutes ago, Hoid Slayer said:

NOOOOOO!

*lashes self into the sky*

*chases*

YOU WILL NOT ESCAPE ME!!!

*sends szeth into the air after you*

*he tackles you*

HAHA YES

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

9 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

*sends szeth into the air after you*

*he tackles you*

HAHA YES

*grapples*

*downs vial of liquid investiture*

*lashes Szeth to the sky*

*duralumin-boosts lash because why not*

*wait is there any way to actually do that?*

*maybe with some weird hemallurgy and connection shenanigans*

*new fan theory? *

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

1 minute ago, Hoid Slayer said:

*grapples*

*downs vial of liquid investiture*

*lashes Szeth to the sky*

*duralumin-boosts lash because why not*

*wait is there any way to actually do that?*

*maybe with some weird hemallurgy and connection shenanigans*

*new fan theory? *

I feel like that would be so overpowered if it were possible, but I think you’d need a world with the influences of Preservation and Honor

[Terrisman]

36 minutes ago, Hoid Slayer said:

Ferrets also seem nice, but I’ve never actually had one so can’t judge.

I’ve never even seen a ferret pet alone met one so I can’t tell you if they seem nice. Dogs are great though

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

21 minutes ago, Hoid Slayer said:

*grapples*

*downs vial of liquid investiture*

*lashes Szeth to the sky*

*duralumin-boosts lash because why not*

*wait is there any way to actually do that?*

*maybe with some weird hemallurgy and connection shenanigans*

*new fan theory? *

*duralumin-boosted pewter*

*slaps*

19 minutes ago, Kaladin Stormcursed said:

I feel like that would be so overpowered if it were possible, but I think you’d need a world with the influences of Preservation and Honor

Connection shenanigans would solve that

[Mags she/they]

My anxiety is really really bad tonight and I can't sleep

I don't know what to do haha

[Existential]

7 minutes ago, Mag said:

My anxiety is really really bad tonight and I can't sleep

I don't know what to do haha

*hug* feel that

I wish I could help but rn I can't seem to find the words

[Keke They/he]

6 hours ago, Mag said:

My anxiety is really really bad tonight and I can't sleep

I don't know what to do haha

*hug*

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

7 hours ago, Mag said:

My anxiety is really really bad tonight and I can't sleep

I don't know what to do haha

*hugs*

We’re always here for you if you need anything

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

8 hours ago, Mag said:

My anxiety is really really bad tonight and I can't sleep

I don't know what to do haha

*hug*

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

11 hours ago, Mag said:

My anxiety is really really bad tonight and I can't sleep

I don't know what to do haha

*squeeze*

[KnightSkye Reforged They/Them]

Spoiler

On 4/11/2025 at 9:33 PM, Hawks said:

Welcome back to another episode of this is why i dont stormING PLAY SPORTS!!

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Itftfhg  gonna crash out. My entire life I've had [redacted] luck with teams. And this one is no different. 

Reason one. STILL WASNT PUT IN!! Ok I get thar I'm not the best. But I work harder then half the girls and put in way more effort. I know that as a fact not just me being prideful. And there's this girl. An absolute ass. Let's call her Tal. Tal is very bossy and she was on my bb team before. We were both on the sub "bench" list. I'm on the top of it. Meaning I'm the first option for a sub. Now tal is like last. This slontze is bossssyyy after. She tells me to do everything and geuss what? I do it. Bc everyone already hates me irl. I do alot. I go sit in the dug our when people need to use a helmet for batting. I give up my seat. Geuss. Who doesn't do rust. Tal. Geuss who says whenever I try to stand up for myself will say dude don't be selfish. Tal. AND GEUSS WHO GOT PUT IN THE stormING GAME INSTEAD? tal. She does nothing. She doesn't put in any effort. She fakes her warm ups. All she does is sit around during the game. When I'm trying my best, getting foul balls, grabbing people bats when they need them, getting gloves and helmets. All while cheering really loud for my team bc I love most of them. She sits down and judges me for everything. 

 

Second. They talk about me behind my back but in this case my back is infront of me. They will talk to me then go to their friend and whisper and point at me. Idk what their saying. I know that it probably bad. I hear them say "she's weird" or "why's she even on the team" "she sucks" WHAT THE HELL?! all I've ever done is be nice. I do everything I can to make others happy. Then they turn around and bs me! This is what being kind gets you. I literally don't say or do anything mean. I overly apologize for everything.  And there's only like 6 people who are kind to me. And half of them still turn around and rust talk me. 

 

Three, we go to do warm ups. I'm searching for a partner. Nope nope nope. It's like a punishment. The person who is last to get a partner is stuck with me. Nobody. Not even a few people wanna partner with me. They all find a way to not. THE storm! IM SICK OF PEOPLE. 

I WANT TO PLAY A SPORT I LIKE AND I CANT EVEN DO THAT WITHOUT THE stormING DRAMA! ITS stormING STUPID! I just want to have fun! Everyone else has the friends they talk to during practice when I get isolated then made fun of. 

I dont want to quit bc people put alot of time and money into this. I love softball so much and it's all I want to do but I HAVE THE WORST LUCK WITH TEAMS!!

 

Can I stab her? Please? Just a little? 

Also *hugs*

On 4/12/2025 at 1:36 AM, reisleK said:

Both shoulders are fine for the time being (yay) aggressively hugs back

Perhaps, but I feel like I need to see a physical therapist/some sort of joint doctor first because I still don't know why this happens besides joint instability caused by hypermobility but there could be an underlying condition? Idk.

Ouch. 

I will say, all of the chiropractors I've seen were pretty well versed in joint diseases, so it might be worth a try.

On 4/13/2025 at 2:25 AM, Bird Furious said:

Mmmmm

I hate me-I hate me so much

 when did I get this way

 why cant I just be the person I have been

 why cant I just

 why

 why

 I was doing so well

 and now I’m snapping all over the place and being absolutely awful

 I chewed out my brother for having fun and doing exactly what he sold be doing at his play just because I was sitting in the car for twenty minutes worrying that he was on the wrong side or I was supposed to go in I should have just taken shoes

i lashed out because I felt humiliated and stupid and it wasn’t fair to him

 I’m probably gonna cry. Which is fine. I’ve already done worse tonight.

twsh

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I reopened a scar of maybe a year+

I don’t know why

It just felt right, so

I kajieurhwing hate myself 

Why did I become such an awful person? When? How do I make it stop? I wish I’d just die tonight. I really do

*hug* I'm sorry. I know how that feels. Crying is ok. 

The fact that you knew it was wring and unfair and that you care and feel shame about it mean you aren't an awful person. Go to your brother, say sorry, and offer a hug if he accepts the apology. That is a better solution than hating yourself. Harder, but better.

On 4/13/2025 at 2:57 PM, alittleinsane said:

Hugshugshugshugs

ugh yeah it sucks so much when you want to play a sport and everyone's a jerk

Rant:

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ugh y'all i've just been feeling so down lately i've got some kind of seasonal depression-ish thing going on (no diagnosis, i haven't told my parents at all, i want to tho) and i just want to waste away in bed until i die but i also want to go outside but it just feels like there's no point and then my homework isn't done and my mom will yell at me because i said i was doing it, but all i was doing was looking at the ceiling and being pathetic

 

 

On 4/13/2025 at 4:59 PM, Hawks said:

Dya ever feel alien? Because I do slot of times. Especially surrounding death or grief. Sure I'll cry when a character died in a movie show or book. But the second it happens in real life i just.... don't. Don't do anything. Feel anything. The reason this is on my mind is because recently in a city near me, a group of nine kids almost died in a bad car crash. Someone talked abt it in church. And people were crying it was sad bc someone's nephew was in the crash. But all I could do was sit there... the same thing happened a few years ago when my grandpa died. Everyone in my family was hurting and crying and I wasn't. I didn't feel any different then normal. No remorse. Or pain. Just alienated bc I'm not having a normal reaction. I just went about my life as usual. One of my aunts died a few months ago. And while my mom and sister cried, I didn't feel any different. 

Idk... just wanted to tell someone. Maybe some of yall can relate?

Yep. I know that. *hugs*

On 4/13/2025 at 6:35 PM, Through The Living Glass said:

the thing is I have no idea if she was being nice or manipulative

I really hope it was the former but some of the stuff she said makes it and everything she's done up to this point makes it seem like the latter and I just don't know

so now i'm in my room crying with my door locked and writing all this and idk anymore

I think i'm just bitter

*hugs back*

*squeezes*

*hugs* I'm sorry. I don't have any advice, but I can offer hugs.

On 4/14/2025 at 1:38 PM, Bird Furious said:

*hugs everybody*

*especially @Hawks @Through The Living Glass @Dabi*

*hugs back*

On 4/14/2025 at 9:44 PM, The Shattered Cosmere said:

Antisemitism Rant

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I was going to a store, and to get there I had to go through a public transit path in a college campus.

As I was walking, a black female 20 something year old said out loud, « Oh. Un Juif ! » (“Oh. A Jew!”)

I was so tempted to respond, « Oh. Une femme noire ! » (“Oh. A black woman!”)

Instead (somehow corralling my anger), I just went up to her and said, « J’ai compris ce que tu as dit… » (“I understood what you said…”).

I hate these people. Arrrrrgghhh

 

Props to you for self restraint. Had I been there I woulda said it. Storm rude people.

On 4/14/2025 at 11:31 PM, MirkerLurker said:

I'm doing decent. But hugs are always nice. They make sad less sad and happy more happy. *squeeze*
I like coming on here and reading y'all's posts. It reminds me to do my brain laundry too. I'm doing decent, but that's cuz I'm being diligent about doing my brain laundry. Everybody else too - remember to do laundry regularly! Or the laundry frog will visit you and jump on your head.

I left one dark in the light load and it stained the others. Same with the clean and dirty thoughts, a little chaos gremlin came in and mixed them up.

On 4/14/2025 at 11:40 PM, Through The Living Glass said:

ohhhhh

Cool 

YAY!!

*cuddles*

uhhhhhh watch out for the wolf spiders. They like to lay eggs under there . . .

...yeah no I'm with Hawks on this one, I'm not invading the spider's lair.

On 4/14/2025 at 11:41 PM, Hawks said:

AW HELL NAW *teleports you and me to @Dabi's bed* safe from the little nine legged demons.

yep.

On 4/14/2025 at 11:55 PM, The Shattered Cosmere said:

I have a spider that I named John in my room. He pays rent by eating the mosquitoes in my room in the summer.

good job john! 

Does he take contracts on mosquitos like an  arachnid hitman?

On 4/15/2025 at 12:09 AM, MirkerLurker said:

Dontcha love how we can be like "oh look, death" and be completely unphased, but then a phobia comes along and we're like ALDSKJFSLDFI NOOO
For me it's needles.
Not gore or blood or slicing - dissections are fascinating, I have a strong stomach - but needles? nope. I'm out. Skeeves me out to no end. I would've loved to go into a medical field, except...needles are everywhere in all of those.

That's amazing.
I had a jumping spider living in my mailbox last summer. He occasionally came out to say hello. I called him Lucas. He eventually moved on to a new home, and I was sad.

Wait I missed responding to these!

Now, a clever man would put the poison into his own goblet, because he would know that only a great fool would reach for what he was given. I am not a great fool, so I can clearly not choose the wine in front of you. But you must have known I was not a great fool, you would have counted on it, so I can clearly not choose the wine in front of me!

And hey now. I said lights and darks. I said nothing about sketchy or dirty innuendo type thoughts. Those are an entirely separate category, and if I have to start sorting those I suddenly have a LOT more work to do...
Oh my gosh tho. I was talking to Skye earlier, and I made a comment about how my brain knows lots of things and fancy words but refuses to actually remember them in conversation when I want to use them - except innuendos. That's the only thing my brain can come up with in realtime.
And then later on in the conversation, I said something with a double meaning, realized it, tried to clarify, made it worse, said something else and made it even more sketchy, and just about died laughing, because I had just proven my earlier point completely by accident.
Seriously. My sense of humor is that of a 16-yr-old boy. I spend so much time saying nothing, because the only things that jump to mind are NOT appropriate for general conversation 

*cough*true*cough*

On 4/15/2025 at 2:17 AM, Through The Living Glass said:

ha

hahahaha

I just want to be left alone, mom

I just want to do my homework and then sleep

I don't need you to come spy on me to make sure I'm not "doing anything i'm not supposed to" past midnight

thanks a lot

i'm going to freaking kms I swear if she doesnt's stop i'm so tired and depressed and angry all the time now why can't I just be left alone for two freaking seconds why doesn't she understand privacy why is she like this what went wrong I don't understand why anyone would do this to their kids all I wanted was to do the homework I wasn't able to do earlier but instead I can't focus anymore 'cus i'm angry and i'm pulling on my hair and gritting my teeth to keep from screaming at her as she walks away I can't handle this anymore

freaking goodnight

thanks for reading I guess

i'll just not do my homework then

*hugssss* I'm sorry.

On 4/15/2025 at 12:56 PM, The Shattered Cosmere said:

ive seen my sister when she's in her week and she's scary. I ain't taking no chances.

I don't like it when people are crying. it makes me want to start crying

same here dude. One of my sisters is terrifying.

On 4/15/2025 at 8:07 PM, Through The Living Glass said:

*kisses forehead*

*rubs back*

mmmmmmm totally unrelated is it still legal to mail people

Not children anymore, but I am unclear on adults.

On 4/15/2025 at 8:29 PM, Just-A-Stick said:

unrelated we're dealing with a sudden ondset of anxiety n cant really breathr and feel sick nd all the thingfd wich is ffso fun

mmi rly odnt wan ddeal tiwth all thisd rn

im shaking bbut idk whyd

n i canft get warm n iwwann crawl into someones arms

*hugs*

On 4/15/2025 at 9:30 PM, alittleinsane said:

OH! oh yea i told my mama im not feelin very mentally fun

she was first like "push through the sadness"

and i was like "but mama it's not sadness i feel the urge to hurt myself and i don't know why and i don't like it"

and this changes everythign kind of

so because of asian culture around mental health, it takes a whole lot of bad thoughts to be counted as anything worse than sad or anxious

like the whole thing surrounding mental health in asia is that it's feelings and can be ignored, up until it isn't

so i think she fully just thought i was being melodramatic and mopey, because i am a pessimist and a teenager, until i clarified that no, i've got a concrete (well as concrete as can be) problem

yay i guess?

I'm glad you got through to her!

On 4/16/2025 at 1:33 AM, Through The Living Glass said:

mmm all good

okie actually bedding now

SCIENCE??

SCIENCE

SPACE

AHH

please tell me you have played Portal 2. 

On 4/16/2025 at 12:12 PM, #1 Taln Fan said:

reminder @everyone 

thanks!

23 hours ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

I'm worried something is going on with me. I'm only eating one meal a day + snacks. Like I'm just not hungry. I think it's med related. . This is just after we found the sweet spot of amounts and types of meds.

*hugs*

16 hours ago, MirkerLurker said:

 

NO THEY'RE...ok well yeah they are, but they're cute friendly fluffy ones! They go insane sometimes and dash about at 3am and stare ominously into corner and enjoy causing chaos, but they also sit against you and purr.

Dogs are for people who like boring pets. Cats are for people with personality.

Snakes and spiders are cool pets though. So are birds. 

oh if you want worms, go to Oregon. Oh my gosh, the worms there were HUGE. Massive earthworms, absolutely everywhere anytime it rained, which was often. Over a foot long easily, half inch thick, wriggling all over the sidewalks and grass. Fat happy earthworms (My friend got married in Portland, so I got to visit)

 

It's only unhealthy if you actually dissociate. But writing can be a fantastic way of processing too. ...It can be a delicate balance to walk.

...a specific type of personality. Dog owners have some too.

The above is spoiled for size. Sorry, I was 18 pages behind.

 

*hugs for everyone in case I missed something*

[Wierdo he/him]

*spin*

[Keke They/he]

10 minutes ago, KnightSkye said:

Can I stab her? Please? Just a little? 

Also *hugs*

yes yes u can

 

10 minutes ago, KnightSkye said:

..yeah no I'm with Hawks on this one, I'm not invading the spider's lair.

On 4/14/2025 at 9:41 PM, Hawks said:

AW HELL NAW *teleports you and me to @Dabi's bed* safe from the little nine legged demons.

yep.

yeah!!

 

10 minutes ago, KnightSkye said:

Yep. I know that. *hugs*

*hugs