Ookla de los Cuervos he/him Posted October 20, 2023 Posted October 20, 2023 xq falls back into his body. he gets up. "the one thing i can think of if something goes bad is i can throw blood at the being."
Aeoryi she/her Posted October 20, 2023 Posted October 20, 2023 Just now, The Aspiring Archivist said: "I'm Vena. Formerly Arbiter's emissary. You... died in that fight with the serpents, or I thought you did. I'm sorry." "Xq, wait." "I am Aster. I... Died... temporarily... I used all my connection to save me."
Rallohir Posted October 20, 2023 Author Posted October 20, 2023 He stopped, a few feet away from the being, or Aster, it seemed. What is even happening right now? He thought
The Aspiring Archivist any pronouns Posted October 20, 2023 Posted October 20, 2023 2 minutes ago, Aeoryi said: "I am Aster. I... Died... temporarily... I used all my connection to save me." "It's not Mike's fault. We all tried to stop them from taking Eddie and Lilyana. It just... wasn't enough. Really, I wasn't able to do anything at all. If you need to punish someone, punish me. For failing them and you."
Ookla de los Cuervos he/him Posted October 20, 2023 Posted October 20, 2023 "what is with you- and punishing yourself?"
The Aspiring Archivist any pronouns Posted October 20, 2023 Posted October 20, 2023 Just now, TheRavenHasLanded said: "what is with you- and punishing yourself?" "Better me than any of you."
Aeoryi she/her Posted October 20, 2023 Posted October 20, 2023 Just now, The Aspiring Archivist said: "It's not Mike's fault. We all tried to stop them from taking Eddie and Lilyana. It just... wasn't enough. Really, I wasn't able to do anything at all. If you need to punish someone, punish me. For failing them and you." "I failed Eddie... again. I should be punished. " Aster said, "I shouldn't have survive"
Experience he/him Posted October 20, 2023 Posted October 20, 2023 Mike looks up. "Just... punish me. I can't feel it anyways."
Ookla de los Cuervos he/him Posted October 20, 2023 Posted October 20, 2023 xq slams the ground. "WE ALL DESERVE TO SUFFER BUT WE GET UP AND LIVE NO MATTER WHAT"
The Aspiring Archivist any pronouns Posted October 20, 2023 Posted October 20, 2023 Just now, Aeoryi said: "I failed Eddie... again. I should be punished. " Aster said, "I shouldn't have survive" "I'm glad you survived," Vena said honestly. "Look, we can fight each other or work together to help them. Up to you."
Aeoryi she/her Posted October 20, 2023 Posted October 20, 2023 1 minute ago, Experience said: Mike looks up. "Just... punish me. I can't feel it anyways." "I loved Eddie and Lilyana. I loved them. Now they are gone." Just now, The Aspiring Archivist said: "I'm glad you survived," Vena said honestly. "Look, we can fight each other or work together to help them. Up to you." "Kill me. Please."
The Aspiring Archivist any pronouns Posted October 20, 2023 Posted October 20, 2023 Just now, Aeoryi said: "I loved Eddie and Lilyana. I loved them. Now they are gone." "Kill me. Please." "No. Loss hurts, so much. I'm just beginning to understand how that feels. But you deserve another chance. They aren't gone forever. There's still hope."
Experience he/him Posted October 20, 2023 Posted October 20, 2023 Hope. That word stung. How could there still be hope. After everything that had happened with Eddie. After everything that had happened before.
Aeoryi she/her Posted October 20, 2023 Posted October 20, 2023 1 minute ago, The Aspiring Archivist said: "No. Loss hurts, so much. I'm just beginning to understand how that feels. But you deserve another chance. They aren't gone forever. There's still hope." "l shouldn't have survived. I am confused why they only took Lil and Eddie. Aster isn't important enough for anyone."
Ookla de los Cuervos he/him Posted October 20, 2023 Posted October 20, 2023 "if you want an example, i watched my entire home be destroyed. Im not sure why i survived."
The Aspiring Archivist any pronouns Posted October 20, 2023 Posted October 20, 2023 3 minutes ago, Aeoryi said: "l shouldn't have survived. I am confused why they only took Lil and Eddie. Aster isn't important enough for anyone." "You are important."
Rallohir Posted October 20, 2023 Author Posted October 20, 2023 Just now, The Aspiring Archivist said: "You are important." Quote I hope Vena learns something from this interaction.
The Aspiring Archivist any pronouns Posted October 20, 2023 Posted October 20, 2023 Just now, Rallohir said: Quote Someone might need to remind her that the things she says to others apply to her too
Ookla de los Cuervos he/him Posted October 20, 2023 Posted October 20, 2023 Quote then xq will get mad as to why the heck she understands this but doesnt apply it.
Aeoryi she/her Posted October 20, 2023 Posted October 20, 2023 Just now, TheRavenHasLanded said: "if you want an example, i watched my entire home be destroyed. Im not sure why i survived." "It wasnt like you lost everyone you lived for." 1 minute ago, The Aspiring Archivist said: "You are important." "I failed. I failed completely. You never did. You should remember yourself."
Experience he/him Posted October 20, 2023 Posted October 20, 2023 Doubts began to flood Mike's mind. He began to walk away from the small group. He needed to be alone. He couldn't take all the noise. Everyone talking about failure. Because he knew, deep down, that nobody had failed as badly as him.
Ookla de los Cuervos he/him Posted October 20, 2023 Posted October 20, 2023 xq smacks mike in the head. "no. you stay here."
The Aspiring Archivist any pronouns Posted October 20, 2023 Posted October 20, 2023 1 minute ago, Aeoryi said: "It wasnt like you lost everyone you lived for." "I failed. I failed completely. You never did. You should remember yourself." "I did fail. You and Elan 1 died in that fight. I'm lucky you ended up surviving. Anyway, you can always keep trying. It's not hopeless. Even if you lose everything, you don't deserve to die."
Aeoryi she/her Posted October 20, 2023 Posted October 20, 2023 Aster draws some lines in the air, and then looks at Vena. Just now, The Aspiring Archivist said: "I did fail. You and Elan 1 died in that fight. I'm lucky you ended up surviving. Anyway, you can always keep trying. It's not hopeless. Even if you lose everything, you don't deserve to die." "I think you should tell that to yourself. I will find the two. I will. I must. Only then can I say I've failed"
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