Do you ever wonder who you would be if everything were different?

What if you were straight? Would you have more guy friends? Would you feel you belong? Would you experience that fanciful mystery of young love?

What if you grew up somewhere else? A place where people talk to each other outside their houses, where you could go places when you were young?

What if I were born a different man in a different time in a different place? Would the world still go on the same?

Sometimes, I wonder if I were everything I ever wanted, would I long for what I have now? 

The world is always changing--too fast for anyone to keep up. 

There's so much that I regret not doing: Boy Scouts, being better at fencing, staying in touch with friends. But if I let it consume me, I'll never see what tomorrow brings.

That's all, folks. Thanks for listening to my musings