GG0z

I think I will fail at everything I will ever do. Even the things I should know I’m good at

I also feel like I deserve to feel this way, too. Empty and a faraway sadness. As in I deserve the sadness, because I have should have done better in everything

Gatav slowly slides to a stop, next to Deception. Nox appears back in Spren form, sitting on his shoulder. “How do we trap the Fused?” Gatav asks Deception

You are the best. All of you. Can’t think of anything else, really, but it does help, no matter what. I guess I have also been hating myself more and more frequently, and not liking anything I do. I could get an A for a class, and still think that I should have done better. I feel like I am always doing worse than I could be. Pretty much, my brain is screaming “do better” at me almost every day now. Feels scary, too

Yep. Exactly what it feels like for me. Just a blankness or a void.

It feels… more extreme than just mood swings, cause I have already experienced those

Gatav lashes himself around Star, and Shardblade forming in his hand, flies at the Fused

Thanks, Star, I… that helps a lot. I think I learned to not forgive myself because of violin, and noticing all of the mistakes I make. I still can’t words, but I’ll try. This helped a lot and I want to return the favor to you, but I don’t know how. I’ll try it, but already after seeing this, just thanks, as I don’t think the proper word exists Random spurt of sadness. Don’t know how else to say it. It’s been happening more and more often these last few weeks. Sometimes I just kinda stop caring about anything for a few hours, and it’s a bit creepy

I’ll try… can’t always forgive myself, though. Things are usually my fault, or I just get blamed for everything

Thanks… still can’t help but feel that way

Thanks, but still. Just like Star said before, I have a fear of making things worse

I’m confused and scared now. I didn’t do anything wrong I SWEAR

Sorry. see you in the morning. Sorry for making things worse also what?

Feel better(just in case)

NO you’re not. You’re worth it. Even crem matters. Can’t build houses without it. (I’m so sorry if this makes it worse) you’ll feel better

Please don’t

YESSSSSSSSS the flute bridge is so good! *sings* I’VE BEEN FOR A WALK, ON A WINTER’S DAY

You should listen to California Dreamin’ if you haven’t already.

I love the song!(Eleanor Rigby and Yesterday and and Let It Be)

“Pianos fall into the ‘I play this instrument at home’ category,” GG0z says while slightly laughing, “but seriously, pianos fall into any category you like”

Same! *swings a bag of cotton candy at Conure* Is there any exercise that you enjoy? I’m listening to “while my guitar gently weeps” and I forgot how good it was

Yes, Conure. You nommed me because I am full of magics from the Nightmare Bagel thread

“Hey!” GG0z stabs the air beside Coder with a violin bow ”that’s right, I’m a strings kid”

“I was at Canobie today because of the Great East music festival,” GG0z decides to excuse himelf

I run and grab the dagger out of your hands and eat it, loudly screaming YUM!!