Verdance

Don’t worry i am certified idiot but yeah youtube shorts and tiktok ruined this generation of guys

Striker is a newbie village

Thats actually really rude im really sorry man that sucks

Currently, my suspicions sway towards: Hoid Slayer, Striker, TJ Mippo, Coco, CadCom, KitKat, Myst, Qian, Hopper, Twinstorm, Araris, Lettuce Coder, Myst, Star, Xinohep, Fallen So idk i am scanning Striker by rollover

nooooo i hate that Ehhh i make decisions with ambiguous amounts of responsibility related to the internet all the time i actually appreciate it when something like this gets pointed out the real moral problem with this child is that he plays roblox

Exactly Actually though i would rather get myself vote dc out than Myst as I continuously make it pretty far and don’t do much whilst Myst might actually be able to win Plus i know everyone is sus of me and i cant exactly defend myself except by providing accurate results with my ability

I have honestly never been betrayed in any way generally i am the one betraying people in a moral-philosophical sense in which case they ban me what exactly do you want to talk about?

Szethmaxing, Verdance

Good luck with that one i dont have emotions anyhow good night!

It’s legitimately a storming shadow demon hanging out in my hippocampus i am roommates with this guy for life and he does nothing but play rainbow six siege and make bad life decisions for me Thanks for the follow up, appreciate it!

Easy mail someone a USB drive

Uh no actually the whole point is to ask other people for opinions or advice or support on mental health problems Basically the only thing you could do would be spam it with unrelated things but if you have any concern, feel free, no judgement here I laughed out loud at that one

Okay just wanted to make sure there wasn’t something wrong

Is everything okay you seem kind of aggravated right now

Okay, this is a weird one Yall know intrusive thoughts, right? I tend to categorize mine by severity, like, ‘i want to eat that muffin’ to ‘i want to sing in public’ to ‘i want to kiss that person’ to ‘i want to kill that person’ to ‘i want to kill myself’ And luckily I have not had to deal with intrusive thought levels three through five for a while now, mostly. But im having like, a level six intrusive thought that i honestly don’t even know can be called an intrusive thought because its so deliberate instead of impulsive. Im calling it that because its illogical in every possible way and appears spontaneously, but it is not just a random impulse, i have seriously considered it because i am certifiably insane So uh buckle up cause this is weird But i literally cannot stop thinking about looking for a romantic relationship with someone i know who will break my heart. Like idek know where this came from or why it keeps popping up, I believe dating in my life should primarily be for the purpose of marriage, and have already decided on strict boundaries for how far i would be willing to go emotionally, financially, and physically with someone i decide to date But for some reason the idea keeps appearing in my mind that i should get my heart broken. The idea varies from asking someone out who is simply not interested in me to doing the same with someone who might literally try to abuse me. Like seriously, where are these thoughts coming from??? Its not like any of these values are going to stand there I actually have pinned down the motivation, and its also really illogical. Personal, validation of my emotions and art. I have very little reason to be depressed, but i listen to a decent amount of music that references dysfunctional relationships, which i usually interpret as my own experiences with my parents (again, not abusive, but definitely dysfunctional). So this feels like depression is actively seeking a reason to exist even though my life is okay, and trying to make my life worse Which is not how depression works but idk its terrifying anyway