*huge hugs*
Magi
If it helps you, I used to feel the same way. I kept trying to fit in. Until that cage got to tight I got shoved out. At that moment. I learned a valuable lesson.
I might spoiler that caue it's long I sorta ranted.
Also your not worthless or guilty. Your important and innocent. Every single word you type, step you take, breath you breathe. Is more valuable then the most expensive car. Your worth everything plus more. I'd trade ten thousand shardblades just for you.
If i saw you in real life I'd run and drag you into a friendship in two seconds. Help you bust down that cage and be yourself. Because you matter more then anything!!!!!! Don't stop living.
In the words of rino
"The impossible can be possible if you are awesome"
And you're the awesomest