Depression hit me hard last night. I missed some stuff last Saturday because I had to go to a funeral, and now I'm missing more stuff because I have to watch my little brother while mom goes to another funeral this Saturday, and I'm so worried that I'm gonna miss next Saturday too—there's a birthday party for one of the kids I teach, and he's moving all the way to Australia next month. And I just started spiraling and...yeah. Hugs would be appreciated.