ANHlittleinsane
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mkay but y'all know when you've done the three hours of research so you can make hidden foreshadowing using characters' names have an amazing concept idea vividly know at least five scenes in your head and then AND THEN bam, no more motivation? like you love your story, but it turns out vibing with the plot doesn't make it write itself?? suing god because why is my infp brain like this??? lets all try to not do that yay i should not be allowed to create topics, someone ought to stop me -
*hugs and whispers from under the couch* nooo you are wonderful and amazing Electricity broke, no WiFi, AC, lights, outlets (fixed now ofc), but I almost had a panic attack over being unable to download books on my kindle it makes me feel so claustrophobic whenever I can’t do smth because of no/poor connection and then if i tell someone or ask for help they’ll just be like “yeah, internet’s out? What about it. Screenager”
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Hshsksishwbaaksifudhjssjsj thank youuuuuuu hugs https://calmingmanatee.xyz It’s a super basic, refresh to get a new one, website that’s just a self-love comforting manatee meme. That’s it, that’s the therapy
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*hugs, all the hugs*
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What type of invisible do you feel that you are/why do you feel invisible? And what would make you feel less invisible and less lonely? *resisting the urge to type in "condolences, comfort, or comedy"* Y'all Rolling Girl by Wowaka is a hatsune miku (vocoloid) song that's kinda just about the whole "one more day," "make it to the weekend," cycle, and about a girl who is just tired of her life
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And it’s funny how I feel the most pretty when I’m lying in my bed, in pajamas all day and having talked to no one and it’s funny how I feel the most content procrastinating, knowing I’ll be miserable with homework come the evening and it’s funny how I feel more free and myself at school where I hide my interests, experiences, and emotions under a surprisingly authentic comedy mask than at home and it’s funny how no matter how much I say “I’m cooked,” I never worry until I’m in tears at 12 and it’s funny how I feel like I bear no ill will towards myself until some hateful thought comes sneaking in and it’s funny how I think with cheerful certainty that I love being alive, and hate myself and it’s funny how I feel the most energetic when I’ve slept for only two hours and it’s funny how I laugh when I feel broken and it’s funny how saying I’m making progress makes me happier than the idea of actually being better and it’s funny how I know I’m destroying myself slowly but don’t care and it’s funny how everything that seems like a victory only leads to me deteriorating more and it’s funny how that makes me want to laugh and it’s funny how I smile the brightest and the hollow-est when I hate someone and it’s funny how every single thing that makes me happy either stops making me happy or is ultimately bad for my health, and it’s just a little less funny but a whole lot more ironic that I am enjoying wasting away Wow haha that was long angsty and poetic alrighty then
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TBH I agree with the HP thing, the series had good writing and stuff, but there's a lot of better plots that JK could have chosen. It's kinda clear a lot of it was for the money, and she was doing what would sell best at the time over what ultimately would have been more interesting, realistic, or impactful. I just feel like there's loose ends that were cut instead of wrapped up
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Ofc! More hugs
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Try pillow? Or perhaps whispering things outloud? I understand that the saying things outloud can sometimes make you start crying (or at least that's what happens for me), but crying is a cleaner sadness than bad thoughts. *hugs. more hugs*
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*hugs* May I suggest actually, genuinely screaming? Into a pillow, or outside when there's no one around...You deserve a scream or two
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Good luck! I’m sure it’ll go ok, and in the case it doesn’t and you want to talk about whatever you intended to bring up with the doctor, you can tell us here (or pm me if that feels safer) and I’ll try to do some research on things that might help, or we can just listen *hugs*
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In this household we want to write a Mistborn fanfic that’s just Mistborn book one, but with Percy Jackson isekai’d into Scadrial, and in Kel’s crew
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I have half a headcanon, half a mental-health thing, and yes it has to do with Kelsier. It is long. It is in spoiler cover because it is VERY long. It mentions characters you will likely not know. I do not elaborate at all.
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I get drunk on time, if it's late at night and I call my friends, I just end up laughing and acting like I'm drunk. And for the confusion, I can just borrow my family member's glasses, they have different prescriptions, and it's actually so fun
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All I know is that my great-great-great-great-grandmother (dad's side) escaped the soviet union, and we're pretty sure she was ukrainian. and then also my last name is hungarian, but that's from my dad's dad's side, so I guess i am ukrainian-hungarian-vietnamese but I'm like fourth gen on my dad's side so i think now i'm just europe-flavored vietnamese-american this concludes all my detailed genetics.
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...so you're a stick (haha get it)
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You're a weasley??? /j
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Heck, I'm so sorry. *Hugs*
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thank you for toast and suspicious liquids nom nom
