"I don't think what I'm feeling can be summarized as "leftovers". I don't understand how, but I know you, Vena. You deserve to be loved. You deser-" He cut off suddenly as another *pop* resounded in his mind, and memories flooded his mind. He saw the coast patrolman, standing in the doorway as he told us our father had passed. Then he remembered his mother, laying sick, then dead, with a sheet over her body. He remember the day his brother left him, leaving him to destitution at an orphanage. He received this information in a heartbeat, but it felt like an eternity. His heart cracked, then broke, then shattered, and he collapsed to the ground, eyes wide with shock. He didn't understand it, he couldn't. He couldn't. He couldn't. He couldn't. His heartbeat was like a drum in his head, and he was hyperventilating.