Weaver of Shadows

I feel like I was given a set of choices with no good outcomes. I have become a better person because of the choices I made, but in the process I have hurt someone a great deal. If I had stayed away from them, I’m not sure what would have happened. I would not be who I am, and I’d be in a much worse place mentally and emotionally. And I believe they would be too. The time we had together was amazing, but I felt the need to end it. I was obsessing over this one person, and they were doing the same over me. It was unhealthy and I felt its effects wearing on me, so I prayed about it to know what to do. In the end, I felt that I was to end it. So I did. It hurt me, but I know it hurt them so much more. So no matter the outcome, I’d still be feeling awful.

 Thank you for listening to another of my late-night rants. I needed to get this off my chest and once again, you all are the only people I trust to listen and give support rather than judgement.