Through the Living Hope

This isn't me complaining, it's just a string of my thoughts. None of this I'm saying in a negative tone, more a wistful one.

I'm at a point in my life where I believe (and acknowledge) that finding a partner, significant other, future spouse, whatever you want to call it, isn't very important. Between school and pursuing my relationship with God, there are so many other more important things for me to be thinking about right now.

But, to be frank, I want cuddles.

I want someone to be willing to drop everything for me just because they love me that much. I want someone who's by my side in the good moments and the not-so-good ones. I want someone to serenade me, give me chocolates and flowers for no reason at all.

Like I said, I don't at this moment consider it important. But over the last few months, I've just felt... not incomplete, but that's the best word I can think of right now. Because I know I don't want to be single forever, but I feel like that's what's best for me right now. That's what my mind's telling me even though my heart wants to find my other half.

I saw a post on Pinterest a while back that said "Dance with God until He lets someone else cut in," and that's what I'm trying my best to do. I know that I'm just the painting, and I can't see the whole picture.

But my goodness, I wish I could.