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  1. InfiniteInsanity
    It's not really tornado season for us yet. But I'm pretty sure the sirens go off at least once a year.
  2. InfiniteInsanity
    I've been around more than enough for my tastes.
  3. InfiniteInsanity
    Um.... no. No tornados. I don't need any of those.
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    Refnet Once Rue left Insa let herself cry. For everything she had lost. Two families. I thought I had a family. Then they all died. I found my real family by accident. Then Wizard dies and Emma is gone. Was there anything you could have done? What do you mean? Could you have saved any of them? Don't think so. Now come on you have things to do. Get up get going you have to move on. I don't want to. I don't think I can. But you have to. You have no choice. You have to finish all this stuff. I have things for you to do once this is done. I. Can't. Yes. You. Can. And you will. Your friend is gonna want your help. Fine. Insa got up and walked slowly over to the hole and then jumped. @Edema Ruh
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    Refnet "I... but.... I... need..." Insa took a deep breath. "I can't yet. I need a second." She bit her lip trying not to cry. "You go and get started I'll come in a second."
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    Refnet Insa watched Bookwyrm disappear trying to process what he had said and everything that was happening. She turned to Rue shaking her head. "I can't do this." @Edema Ruh
  7. InfiniteInsanity
    Refnet Insa nodded. "Which means he was my brother. I met him once. That was it."
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    Refnet Insa's voice came out a very small whisper. "Wizard."
  9. InfiniteInsanity
    I'm in a weird mood today. Therefore my things are a little weird. #71 #51 #69 #100 And then there's this one.
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    Refnet "I don't know what happened. All I know is he's dead."
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    Refnet A hollow, empty feeling filled Insa. "No..." She could barely get any sound out. "Not again." "He's gone." @Edema Ruh
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    YW: So we're doing four in a row? YW Leader: It's okay we're building memories. Me: ... that last time we did this we were swerving to dodge a pregnant squirrel dropping babies in the road... @TheGreatSnail: Oh yeah. OH YEAH!!!!! Wasn't I riding on top of a chip box?
  14. InfiniteInsanity
    Aye. But no matter what we should talk about fire and explosions.
  15. InfiniteInsanity

    My tiny green monster (that's what I call my anxieties) is giving me many thoughts.

    1. I do not like storms. They absolutely terrify me.
    2. It stormed last night.
    3. Its gonna storm again tonight
    4. All the ingredients are on the counter for there to be a tornado. (We're under tornado watch and it nothing has happened yet)
    5. Our libraries here are awesome.
    6. I've done summer volunteer stuff there before which was fun.
    7. You can borrow guitars and ukuleles from them.
    8. I like music.
    9. Well except from all the gossip in the choir program. Like whose together and how they break up.
    10. My friends had a very messy breakup.
    11. I may have helped them get back together
    12. I may also be the reason why they don't have an incredibly messy breakup again. Hopefully.
    13. Though this is the like third time and I don't know how long until one of them doesn't think and makes a really bad decision.
    14. I've made some bad decisions.
    15. Memories are terrifying.
    16. They help feed my tiny green monster.
    17. The tiny green monster has discovered how to leave my room and follow me around. ALL. DAY. For more than five days now.
    18. I need to finish all the leadership application stuff for band still.
    19. There's Young Womens tonight and we're walking places. The storm shouldn't come until later but...
    20. Some of my friends are feeding my tiny green monster. I should avoid them.
    21. But then they'll all be upset and they all have really bad mental health and that will just make it worse.
    22. I still have to Cs. 
    23. I just got my academic letter and have 3.9 something weighted GPA.
    24. But if I stopped being lazy and started working harder it would be a 4.0 and then maybe I could get a bar.
    25. I don't need a bar I'm already working on 3 more letters and could have a 4th.
    26. Why can't I do all of them? I should be able to manage all of them.
    27. Cause I don't sleep enough cause I can't calm down from the things the stupid tiny green monster is doing and the stupid storms.
    28. *start over*

     

     

     

    My tiny green monster is supplying too many thoughts. I'm just going in giant circles. It enjoys torture and explosions too much.

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    2. Through the Living Hope

      Through the Living Hope

      There are some verses that deal with anxiety (KJV):

      Isaiah 41:10 - Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.

      Isaiah 35:4 - Say to them that are of a fearful heart, Be strong, fear not: behold, your God will come with vengeance, even God with a recompence; he will come and save you.

      Philippians 4:6-7 - Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God. And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

      Proverbs 3:5-6 - 

      Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
    3. Mags

      Mags

      Remember that perfect grades are not worth destroying yourself over. You are far more important than a 4.0 GPA, I don't care if you teachers think you can work a little harder. There is a difference between working hard, and overworking yourself. A 3.9 GPA is honestly fantastic, don't let anyone make you believe it's not good enough. 

      In my experience the tiny green monster makes things seem worse than they really are, everything will be okay.

    4. Through the Living Hope

      Through the Living Hope

      Above is abolutely correct ⬆

  16. InfiniteInsanity
    #26 #27 I had to outline the words in black cause they were both really really really bright yellows. I did #100 but I have no access to a good camera until the morning.
  17. InfiniteInsanity
    What if we like switched from instruments to foods? We could wield much power there.
  18. InfiniteInsanity
    No... We giggle and laugh. I have never heard a girl titter..... At least I don't think I have. And I'm pretty sure I haven't.
  19. InfiniteInsanity
    *hugs* Most of the time for me at least the easiest way for me to communicate with people is not by talking. It might be a good idea to write it out or type it and send it or show it to people that way. *more hugs*
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    I'm going to attempt to make this work. It's probably going to take forever. The two crossed out are already done. 14 should be crossed out to but I was rushed cause it was lunch. #14 (it's the same as the light pink one I did earlier) #34 #50 I'm really indecisive. Someone help me pick which one to do next.
  21. InfiniteInsanity
    If no one knows then we don't have to try and keep whatever was going on going. We can just start something new!!
  22. InfiniteInsanity
    The answer to what?
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    Wait what's going on?
  24. InfiniteInsanity
    Flute is obviously superior to all the instruments listed so far.
  25. InfiniteInsanity
    Black Gray (or Grey I guess) I'm kind of sad that I ran out of the paper I was using before. But I have an idea I think I'm gonna see if my mother will take me to Walmart or somewhere (then I can get either cardstock or more painting paper to put it on) so I can buy one of those boxes with like 100 markers. And then I'm gonna start over and try to do something different with each color. I have one more poem I wrote today because I was kind of sad. But yeah. I'm excited to try the marker thing.
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