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I told my mom I would go to this stake youth activity because at the time I felt really motived to be social,
but now it's the day of, and my anxiety has been awful the past few days (as you know well), and I've felt a little off health-wise all day. I don't want to go. Not anymore.
But she'll force me to anyway.
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Thaaanks
My mom didn't force me as much as I expected BUT I ended up going because I decided I can't be a shut-in my entire life.
That said, I just kinda sat there the whole time.
I have a whopping 0 irl friends in the church so it's always awkward at activities because I've no one to talk too.
I did go sit next to some other girls who didn't seem scary, but I didn't have the courage to introduce myself (and the music really loud).
It didn't end up being that bad I guess--they gave me candy so that's a plus.
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I swear they'll never admit it but the Tolkien fandom can be so toxic sometimes good grief
SpoilerITS JUST AN ANIME MOVIE ITS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD GO READ THE BOOKS AND CRY FOR ALL I CARE THEY'RE NOT GOING ANYWHERE LET US NEW AUDIENCES ENJOY SOMETHING COOL ON THE SCREEN
Spoilera lot of people are complaining that they've made the protag a badass female princess instead of focusing on her dad who's a preexisting character but like
Haleth exists?
Luthien exists?
Eowyn exisits (and I think this character is more then likely based ON her)???
Spoilerand I get that we're all a little sour about Rop, but the way I see, if it's bad it'll be fun to laugh at and I can at least enjoy the aesthetic, and if it's good then it's good!
anyway
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update number 198302934 on the stat situation
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my counselor convinced me I should try to take it, and I agree (despite my whole rant earlier)
The college will let me wait to drop out for a few more weeks, so I'm going to try and do it. I really want to improve myself and do something worthwhile with me time, even if it's hard.
How am I feeling? Okay. I'm okay. I want this to work. I'm gonna make it work.
(despite my whole rant this morning)
Thanks for being so supportive the past little while as I've freaked out about it.
Love you
