Cash67

Tomadachi Life is crazy bc what do you mean Maysilee Donner got a crush on Deku (shooting it down tho bc he has a crush on me)

CARRIE FISCHER DIED TEN YEARS AGO

somebody please explain to me why i am at school right now

we are doing nothing all day except in my physics class

which is my last block

T~T

AND WE HAVE TWO MORE DAYS AFTER THIS

When there’s a big zit on your forehead that won’t pop and you’re pretty sure it’s contributing to your headache 

great lets add undereating to the list of things that are wrong with me

undereating causes problems, the undereating is most likely bc the meds im on for ADHD dont work like they should, the ADHD meds dont work like they should bc they’re a stimulant and i have autism too and that causes problems, and dont even get me started on what i think could be C-PTSD (suspicion only, im not a professional and im not diagnosed) stemming from whatever happened as a kid and the five years of gut health issues, which has completely screwed me over emotionally (the suspected C-PTSD has), which means its JUST MORE PROBLEMS, because i cant cry and i cant do any big emotions and part of that is probably the autism, im constantly exhausted, i don’t remember the last time i ACTUALLY felt rested, like woke up and didnt groggily turn back over and go to sleep type rested, ive had HORRIFIC bags under my eyes for at least 2-3 weeks, i swear my small hand tremors have been getting worse or maybe i just notice them now that im more aware of them, the worlds going to rust, my president is an utter moron, and its all just GAHGG

im technically in a healthy weight range, 6 ft tall and ~145 lbs, like a 19.4-19.7 range on the BMI. low for the healthy range, with minimum at like 18.6 or something, but im not anorexic. 

oh oh oh AND i have no when i am or am not masking somehow, which means extra exhaustion randomly bc of that, oh boy oh boy.

gghgg. genuinely wondering how im going to survive on my own. because im screwed.

First four notes of “Married Life”: *exists*
Me:

i have officially started my ren faire costume!!!

i had a stroke of genius yesterday as i remembered that i had bought this dress

off of amazon like six months ago

and it was so so pretty but i just didn't have anything to wear it (i wanted to make it feel more unique to me and more special but since it's so nondescript while also being a specific style, i was having a lot of trouble), and some parts of it still felt cheap (the appliqués were not secured around the edges, just kind of haphazardly sewn on, and the ribbon used to secure the corset with was TERRIBLE and wouldn't stop fraying so i had given up frustratedly on using it for anything (even though it had cost me like sixty bucks).

well, fast forward to yesterday, i magically remembered that this dress not only existed but that i literally had it. in my closet. so i took a trip to hobby lobby that did in fact leave my wallet screaming () and i bought seashells, starfish, so many beads, new corset string (i wanted it to look ocean-y, so i got golden cord), lace, and i swear i also bought things for my ear thingies im gonna make BUT I CANT FIND THEM. but it's fine. 

anyway, this is my progress from yesterday:

i ripped off ALL THE APPLIQUÉS and am going to replace with beads and shells and things. i don't know if i'll have enough beads to go all the way around the waist, so i might have to create a gradient situation that fades out toward the back. i also want to have some beads and gems like on the actual skirt.

i'm going to paint the bottom of the skirt and sleeves to look like ocean waves, and i bought this super super super cute trim that i'll hem them with. i will be adding more seashells and whatnot to the bodice (sides, back, front), and more beads

i'm also going to make netted pieces and fake seaweed to sew on because i want to look like a siren that was once glamorous but was kind of dragged from the deep

i'm going to be making some fake fangs to wear, and i also want to make some barnacles to put on my dress and on my arms and stuff. may or may not also make scales, i'm not sure yet, but i will be making nails and stuff, and i'll also probably be weathering the dress once everything is attached and secure. 

I AM SO EXCITEDDDDDD

the only question now is what am i going to wear underneath it

 anyway yes that's day one! i'll be posting progress pics every day that i work on it

okay chat i have three full weekends to get my ren faire fit together

i think i've settled on siren

but i'm a little iffy with how i should execute it

if anybody has ideas/pics/creative juices please do let me know :PP 

guys i broke my toe and i have prom on saturday

guys should i ask out a boy

guys should i ask out a boy

guys should i ask out a boy

guys should i ask out a boy

guys i broke my toe and i have prom on saturday

Hot take shrimp is mid

Hot take shrimp is mid

did a portrait of carissa  

i wanted it to look like a professional painting that you'd find in like a portrait hall

i think it took me like 4 hours? i started it yesterday

we take qualifying exams for phd program tomorrow. need to pass to stay in program. wish me luck!

we take qualifying exams for phd program tomorrow. need to pass to stay in program. wish me luck!

is anybody here good at physics

please i’m desperate

@Cash67 can you do physics

i know you’re a chemistry guy are you also a physics guy

please i beg

you guys you don’t understand how urgent this is

PLEASE ASSIST 

is anybody here good at physics

please i’m desperate

@Cash67 can you do physics

i know you’re a chemistry guy are you also a physics guy

please i beg

you guys you don’t understand how urgent this is

PLEASE ASSIST 

hear me out

super smash bros 

hunger games edition

Ah yes, the wonderful feeling of getting a low grade on an assignment and not understanding why

SHARDIVERSARY

WHOOOO

YOU ALL ARE AMAZING

i'm too tired to do individual stuff BUT I LOVE YOU ALLLLLLL

crazy that's it's been two years . . .

I forgot how good Mistborn: The Final Empire was. 

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