Channelknight Fadran

Ayia looked up at him, tilting her head a little. "Well I think you're cool. What do you think of me?"

"If your someone can't appreciate you with your quirks and flaws alike, then you deserve better."

"Careful, now." Ayia pointed at him. "You're acting all sorry for yourself again."

Ayia made a very quick, very imperceptible glance at Allera. "I dunno. Go... acquire some new loved ones?"

"That's why I was so worried that you were going to thoughtlessly throw you life away."

"Of course not, I..." Ayia sighed. "I'm explaining this really badly. I just think that the best way to live is to have someone or something to love."

Ayia sighed, rubbing the back of her neck. "Ah... where to begin... it's... uncertainty is dangerous. One of my best friends I've ever had was always second-guessing himself, and when it comes to killing demigods and sealing away cosmic horrors, you need to be absolutely stable with yourself in every respect - so he tripped over himself. And it almost killed literally everyone on his world. The problem was that he didn't know why he was trying to save everyone in the first place... it seems so simple that if you have the power to save the world that you gotta save the world, but he just couldn't see what was so important about it in the long run. "It's... the same thing that happened to me, the night Élter died. He was the last friend I had, and I went off and killed a bunch of people. Bad guys, sure, but still... and it even led to me pretty much saving the world, if you're naïve enough to think it's easy as that to change a whole planet's society. It was out of revenge, because I didn't even realize by then that the only reason I was fighting was because of him. I was fighting as a child because of my mom, I was fighting after that because Iod, and then I was fighting after him because of Élter. And then after I killed that throne-squandering bastard, I just... stopped."

"It's... difficult to explain."

You've been around for millions of years... but Vari, you're such a child. "Maybe."

Interesting. "The problem is that... in this line of work - fighting and running and stuff - not being committed to something is... bad."

Ayia shook her head. "Because that's not how changing your mind is supposed to work."

"I disagree."

You act... very childish. "So your certainty is just a fact now?"

Ayia frowned, looking away. "That... doesn't sound good."

"Well you were adamant about going back and letting yourself die, and then suddenly you... weren't that?"

"So... Vari." Ayia said, hesitantly. "I want to make sure that you're... sure. About whatever it is you're doing."

OKAY ACTUALLY I spoke with ma boi Danex aaaaand https://discord.gg/KdBdfUEV Here is a discord for his server We might make my potential new one a modded server

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"If it can travel between dimensions, then why are we looking for it... here?"

"Salamander it is. Welcome to the crew."