Darkness Ascendant

But at least you're not samwise

Oh mad @Mestiv! Took them long enough i for one had my first game of the new season (soccer) today....and I completely forgot about it! But dw I remembered and got there 5 min before kick-off XD and then went on to score a couple assists and a goal So season started off on a good foot with us thrashing the opposition 4 nil

Yeah...the whole thing came to me on a night I was depressed lol...and I kind of feel obliged to finish it now. Yeah, I'm drawing from alot of mythology...I'm a nut when it comes to myths. The humans are primarily going to be wayfarers. I'm writing up the next myth (2K in XD) and it'll make a bit more sense then. There's also going to be a recurring motif of cold and winter. Seas freezing over and stuff. So a Dove. Well, dove's do symbolise Love, as they are Aphrodite's bird of choice, And Venus is Aphrodite's Roman counterpart, and Venus in the night sky is also known as the morning star. No apologies necessary...the silmarillion was a massive influence XD

Aye! Insomnia sucks >> And I realise that my previous post was just a tad bit insensitive >> Have my humblest apologies.

*hums to Excitement They blame our people For the loss of that land. The city that once covered it Did range the eastern strand.

Ah alright XD She was pretty awesome back then yeah.

Those are beautiful I made some origami flowers lol XD I still need to make a fair few more to finish the bouquet, and I'll share them when it's done

*all the hugs* (want me to pray for you like you did for me? ) It's really hard yeah. Some days I feel on top of the world, and then that feeling gets crushed by the people around me :/ Trees also get cut down, despite the amount of rings they have grown. And I love you all as well. I appreciate you all a great deal. We'll see. Yeah, he was amazing (why the hell am I talking about him in past tense >>) eh. Professional help would open up a whole new mess of problems...problems I don't have time to think about He really is amazing :1. Nah. He's off on a mission. I haven't heard from him since and I hope he's ok, he's due to return in 3 months, but...we'll see. Knowing you all are here for me is motivation enough

I can make deep brass instrument sounds with my throat lol. I'll send an audio link of an example

holy crap. How did you guess the library thing Life is the writer, and the things he scribes are kept in one of the Guardian's Halls. They are going to be a series of letters from Void to his messenger. They'll be kept in the finished book just as a sort of...interesting read I guess. The finished work will be released after I finish the main series, as a history of the realms. And I think I found an instrument for the people who follow the Serpents XD https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Serpent_(instrument) XD. They look sexy af and I want to get and learn how to play them lol.

Your comfort zone is what will get you killed the fastest. I say you are finally living @Erunion

Felecity also got annoying real fast @Delightfully Smoak

Finished another myth for SongWeavers!!!! 7.5K words in the end heh

Ok, so this continues from the creation story, except I have decided to make it a letter. It is told from the viewpoint of Void and is a letter to his chosen “messenger”. I feel very influenced by Tolkien’s letters in the fact that there are a lot of footnotes >> so instead of putting them as footnotes, they are done in brackets next to where the asterisk would have been. It is written by Life, word by word from what Void tells him to write (occasionally Discord adds his own little bits) My notes are written in <> Spoilered for length (7.5K words >>) Woot! Now onto the next myth!

"greatest" is relative. It all depends on skill and power again. I would say BodySong, MindSong and SoulSong be the most powerful and hardest. BodySong controls animate objects, MindSong controls inanimate objects and grants telepathy, and SoulSong allows you to speak with dead souls as long as you can find them, you can also coax them back into their shells (basically necromancy), to control it once it's back in it's shell is to use either BodySong or MindSong as the corpse is half-dead, half-alive. To not control it is to unleash an angry and hateful zombie/draugr as the soul hates tasting life a second time, it will endeavor to destroy it's caller if the Weaver doesn't take control the moment the soul enters the shell, then will commit suicide, and taste death a second time. As for the hardest to tune to....FateSong, SoulSong, DecaySong are the ones I can think would be hard to tune to right now. Things might change. As for what does the most? Those would be the elemental songs. The are by far the easiest and have the most raw power, plus with skill, time and patience one can learn to do all sorts of things, and combine Songs to do new marvelous things! Aww thanks dear

empty. Like the place where the fat on your arm should be.

That's part of what hurts...the only people who care aren't anywhere near to help >> Lol family XD as for friends irl...*sigh. All gone. Ah the sky, and the trees, always there for me. You did wonderfully As for professional help...idk...certainly an option but *shrugs Oh damnation, it's not a suicide note >> so darn sorry it seemed like that... When it comes to suicide. I'm not bothered. Straight up, it's too much of an effort. I just had to vent a little >> *hugs back* (More out of shame than anything >>) You're wonderful. Heh Cookie theory, here's a story a friend wrote for me But he's gone now too :/ I love you all...dam...I really do. You've all stuck with me longer than anyone else.

Fair enough I'll work on my character now.

Deep Weeeebbbb

it was in Hogwarts: a History p sure. It said that technology would frazzle as it got close to the castle, especially location tech....I'll roll with it. is this like some Deep Web crap except for wizards? XD

that's p cool If you're anything like him, you'll do great in SE XD

I'm so sick of being constantly stunted and held back. Pressured and abused. I only like sort of "woke" at the start of this year. Realised it wasn't normal to be constantly depressed and spiteful. So I tried changing myself. I started being nicer and I reached out to people online. But like, once I realised just how stormed up my life was and that the people around me were horrible I started to withdraw and isolate myself. I'm cursed to love everyone...but never to be loved myself. No one cares, it's always me. Always always me. I always ask people how they are and what's up and I'm always the one who worries and starts conversation. No one ever approaches me, asks how I am. I always ask in the hope that someone ask in return, I'm always the supporter and the affectionate one, hoping that someone repays my kindness with some of their own. But then the moment they leave, so do their thoughts of me. I always am the one who loves indiscriminately and throws his heart out into the depths of the ocean. People love me only because I love them. If I dissapeared tomorrow they would miss me for but a mere moment and forget me soon afterwards. I always feel so hopeless and empty, giving away everything I have freely. Giving hope and love to there at the expense of hopelessness for me and hate for myself. I wish I had more to give, more to say and do. I find myself jealous of everyone. Jealous that they know love where I have never been loved. Jealous that everyone seems to be better off than me. I am always exploited and taken advantage of. I am a tree, People come to me to be sheltered and protected as I reach out and draw people into my embrace. I am so sick of being a mere shadow in people's lives. I want to mean something and be wanted. But I can't help but feel a burden and that people are only using me. I don't think I can keep going like this.

Is Lopen actually your brother? mad