Yeah, I guess so. I heard back from her this morning and she has claimed that its because /I've been so negative/ and I'm shunned a bit because /everyone else in the group is so nervous around me./ I've read through some chat and they straight up antagonize me (which isn't shocking really, because I have acknowledged my negativity) without knowing the entire story behind this. I'm honestly not mad at her, I'm just tired, but I'm /storming angry at them/. She denied my claims that they were a clique right off, which shocks me because yes, they do welcome new people, but do they ever start conversations with them ?? No ? When I was chatting there all my attempts to start a conversation ended in a two to three post conversation or ignored entirely.I understand that she has her problems as well (as we both seem to have our depressed spouts) but I'm very sore with how she handles mine. Because I know that I would, if need to, stay up all night for her and maybe even skip class if it meant helping her through something bad. Her way of helping me is poor communication and letting me try to fix it myself.
She suggested that we take a break and wow I mean that's what you've seen to have been doing congrats a+