Insane person's writing

[Keke They/he]

Apparently I write poems now....

So I made this... it's depressing. Also my counselor says writing feelings helps so I should.. so here you go!

I love myself, I hate myself,

A mix so odd, like dust on a shelf.

Love some parts, and hate the rest,

The way I look, a constant test.

 

I tell myself I'm dumb or slow,

Yet deep inside, there's love to show.

Hate the weakness, hate the pride,

I wear a mask where truths can hide.

 

Is it a joke, or is it real?

Do these scars and doubts ever heal?

When did it start, does it ever cease?

Life moves on, but I find no peace.

 

I want to leave, end it all,

But I must stay, heed the call.

For friends, for you, and those who care,

I stay alive, though life's unfair.

 

It's my duty, I can't deny,

To help others, I choose not to die.

 

To live and strive

So others won't die

If I help enough

Then maybe

Just maybe

I fix myself.

[Keke They/he]

Ok so... i was told. "You can sort out trauma by writing" ahem. So I wrote about some old trauma!! Yay!

Why don't you fight,

These questions in your mind,

Just want to make it right,

The look of others makes you blind,

 

Your thoughts a nuisance,

Your presence an inconvenience,

 

Just make them glad,

Don't cause strife,

Be that good little kid you promised you'd be

Don't show your life

 

(Don't let it out.)

 

You see your collection right there,

Map out your pain,

Cut it deep,

Hide your brain,

Just sleep again.

 

I dunno if this counts as double posting.... lemme know of it does. But.. there wasn't a message since.. since the intro post. 

But please let me know if I did anything wrong. 

(Maybe I'm not over my people pleasing....)

[Through the Living Wrath he/him]

8 hours ago, Thee insane said:

Ok so... i was told. "You can sort out trauma by writing" ahem. So I wrote about some old trauma!! Yay!

Why don't you fight,

These questions in your mind,

Just want to make it right,

The look of others makes you blind,

 

Your thoughts a nuisance,

Your presence an inconvenience,

 

Just make them glad,

Don't cause strife,

Be that good little kid you promised you'd be

Don't show your life

 

(Don't let it out.)

 

You see your collection right there,

Map out your pain,

Cut it deep,

Hide your brain,

Just sleep again.

 

I dunno if this counts as double posting.... lemme know of it does. But.. there wasn't a message since.. since the intro post. 

But please let me know if I did anything wrong. 

(Maybe I'm not over my people pleasing....)

‘Tain’t dble posting - that is more like… posting a second post in a very short duration 

also

*hug*

[Keke They/he]

Uuuuh ok so this time on late night impulses is writing a song.

So lyrics right. 

Rough draft

Spoiler

 [Verse 1]

It falls down again and again

Is it really worth the pain?

This endless cycle

But I feel i know

That it will get better, brighter

I just have to,

[Pre Chorus]

Hope

It's there right?

The light

We strive for

Just have to reach out

[Chorus]

Grab it dont let go

This is gonna keep you

Stay alive 

Stay alive

It's gonna hold you

Stay alive

Stay alive

This is gonna hold you hereeee

 

[Verse 2]

Don't look down

The fear lead to a spiral 

Going down down down

Terrifying but don't you frown

Stay happy or else they'll leave

Be ok or you'll bleed

Don't you see

That small smile

 

[Pre Chorus]

Happiness

The tale of fools

The joy 

We wish for

Just have to jump

 

[Chorus]

Grab it dont let go

This is gonna keep you

Stay alive 

Stay alive

It's gonna hold you

Stay alive

Stay alive

This is gonna hold you hereeee

 

[Bridge]

Your down

You dropped

Let go of the drop

The drop that kept you sane

Just restart your brain

Climb back up to the top

 

[Chorus]

Grab it dont let go

This is gonna keep you

Stay alive 

Stay alive

It's gonna hold you

Stay alive

Stay alive

This is gonna hold you hereeee

Uhhhhh

So

Like I got some instrumentals ima record to right... so 

No my instrumentals some free stuff I found

Butt I wanna see what yall think of the lyrics and what could be improved?

[Keke They/he]

GUYS To the like one person who actually cares abt anything i post here do you wanna read my story I'm writing with a jjk oc?

[Through the Living Wrath he/him]

4 hours ago, Hawks said:

GUYS To the like one person who actually cares abt anything i post here do you wanna read my story I'm writing with a jjk oc?

Ohohohoh

yea

[Keke They/he]

1 minute ago, The Spirit said:

Ohohohoh

yea

The one person appears lol

[Keke They/he]

Uhhhhhhhhhh chapter one pt one? I dunno 

Spoiler

odynirí alítheia was cursed. Well, she was told she was blessed. But she wasn't. She knew that. She was born as the “blessed” child of the alítheia faction. The strongest in Greece. This specific faction had a thing with their cursed energy. The “blessed” people had alot. So much so, that their body's couldn't handle it and they went out of control. So the elders went to Japan, and got special bracelets with their faction symbol that put it down to a safe amount. The second blessing was the technique. fysikós, the ability to use cursed energy to control ANYTHING natural. Even just a little bit of natural in it and an experienced user could manipulate it. And odynirí had both. And that made her sheltered. She couldn't leave her estate at all. Until. She did. 

 

odynirí kicked the dummy in the head. She trained alot. This place is so boring she thinks as The dummy's head gets shot into a wall breaking it. 

“kyría, I have brought a letter from Tokyo Japan.”

She paused. “JAPAN!?” she shot over and snatched the letter from nattœ. 

Hello odynirí, this is yaga from jujutsu highschool in Tokyo Japan. Your parents have reached out to me and informed me that there is no one there who is able to reach your potential in order to teach you. We have a student here who is has the ability to assist you. If it is to your liking you may start learn- She didn't finish it. “I'm going to Japan!” She yelled and ran inside. Nattœ caught up. “Kyría. May I suggest you be calm?”

“Nate come on! This is my chance! I can finally do what I want.”

He nods. “Alright.”

 

 

      After she packed her bags she waved to nate and got in the car. Tokyo Japan. She was excited. Finally she can escape the torture of the faction. She was glad that now she won't even have to remember her relation to them. 

 

      A day of travel later and she was at a train station looking for some other students. She wore her white and gold tunic and leggings. The grass green hair stood out in this place. It was long, down to her elbows But she had it in a high ponytail and braided. So it currently fell around her shoulder. Her sky blue eyes glittered in the sun. Her bracelet and clan symbol sat on her wrist, tight enough it wouldnt fall off but wont hurt her. Many described her as “godly” though she hated it. Why was she cursed like this? Then she saw someone else unique. Short White hair. And sunglasses over shiny blue eyes. He wore what looked like a school uniform. Black shirt and pants with a gold swirl button. Tall, probably around 6 foot or so. She couldn't deny he looked at least Someone handsome. But she didn't care. not about boys, or romance, or even friendships. She wanted to learn to fight. And then absolutely stick it to her faction. …. She didn't know what she'd stick to them… but she'd do it anyways. Next to the white haired man was a shorter man with black hair and a single weird bang. His hair was tied up in a bun with some falling down his back. They seemed to be arguing until white hair saw her. He walked over, very confident and flippant jn his stride. “Hey are you Alítheia?” She frowned. “Yes, but why my last name?” He got a confused look, “cause… wait. Hey suguru Why do we use last names again?” The black haired boy, suguru apparently, replied. “It's a form of respect satoru. You live here you should know this.” Satoru shrugged. “Anywags if you want then I won't use your last name. BY the way, I'm satoru gojo, the strongest sorcerer alive.” He says with a cocktail grin and tipped his glasses down, his bright blue eyes glinted with pride. Suguru sighed “I'm sugura geto, and I'm also sorry for his attitude.” He shot a glare at satoru. Satoru shrugged. 

@The Spirit 

@Rick A do you wanna follow the story??

[Through the Living Hope]

1 minute ago, Hawks said:

Uhhhhhhhhhh chapter one pt one? I dunno 

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odynirí alítheia was cursed. Well, she was told she was blessed. But she wasn't. She knew that. She was born as the “blessed” child of the alítheia faction. The strongest in Greece. This specific faction had a thing with their cursed energy. The “blessed” people had alot. So much so, that their body's couldn't handle it and they went out of control. So the elders went to Japan, and got special bracelets with their faction symbol that put it down to a safe amount. The second blessing was the technique. fysikós, the ability to use cursed energy to control ANYTHING natural. Even just a little bit of natural in it and an experienced user could manipulate it. And odynirí had both. And that made her sheltered. She couldn't leave her estate at all. Until. She did. 

 

odynirí kicked the dummy in the head. She trained alot. This place is so boring she thinks as The dummy's head gets shot into a wall breaking it. 

“kyría, I have brought a letter from Tokyo Japan.”

She paused. “JAPAN!?” she shot over and snatched the letter from nattœ. 

Hello odynirí, this is yaga from jujutsu highschool in Tokyo Japan. Your parents have reached out to me and informed me that there is no one there who is able to reach your potential in order to teach you. We have a student here who is has the ability to assist you. If it is to your liking you may start learn- She didn't finish it. “I'm going to Japan!” She yelled and ran inside. Nattœ caught up. “Kyría. May I suggest you be calm?”

“Nate come on! This is my chance! I can finally do what I want.”

He nods. “Alright.”

 

 

      After she packed her bags she waved to nate and got in the car. Tokyo Japan. She was excited. Finally she can escape the torture of the faction. She was glad that now she won't even have to remember her relation to them. 

 

      A day of travel later and she was at a train station looking for some other students. She wore her white and gold tunic and leggings. The grass green hair stood out in this place. It was long, down to her elbows But she had it in a high ponytail and braided. So it currently fell around her shoulder. Her sky blue eyes glittered in the sun. Her bracelet and clan symbol sat on her wrist, tight enough it wouldnt fall off but wont hurt her. Many described her as “godly” though she hated it. Why was she cursed like this? Then she saw someone else unique. Short White hair. And sunglasses over shiny blue eyes. He wore what looked like a school uniform. Black shirt and pants with a gold swirl button. Tall, probably around 6 foot or so. She couldn't deny he looked at least Someone handsome. But she didn't care. not about boys, or romance, or even friendships. She wanted to learn to fight. And then absolutely stick it to her faction. …. She didn't know what she'd stick to them… but she'd do it anyways. Next to the white haired man was a shorter man with black hair and a single weird bang. His hair was tied up in a bun with some falling down his back. They seemed to be arguing until white hair saw her. He walked over, very confident and flippant jn his stride. “Hey are you Alítheia?” She frowned. “Yes, but why my last name?” He got a confused look, “cause… wait. Hey suguru Why do we use last names again?” The black haired boy, suguru apparently, replied. “It's a form of respect satoru. You live here you should know this.” Satoru shrugged. “Anywags if you want then I won't use your last name. BY the way, I'm satoru gojo, the strongest sorcerer alive.” He says with a cocktail grin and tipped his glasses down, his bright blue eyes glinted with pride. Suguru sighed “I'm sugura geto, and I'm also sorry for his attitude.” He shot a glare at satoru. Satoru shrugged. 

@The Spirit 

@Rick A do you wanna follow the story??

What is it?

[Keke They/he]

Just now, Rick A said:

What is it?

Uh an oc story but in jjk world. 

It explains everything about jjk

Edited April 1, 2025 by Hawks

[Through the Living Hope]

Just now, Hawks said:

Uh an oc story but in jjk world. 

It explains everything about jjk

I haven’t watched it. Is that the finger eating one?

[Keke They/he]

Just now, Rick A said:

I haven’t watched it. Is that the finger eating one?

... the finger eating one pffft lol yes it is

[Through the Living Hope]

1 minute ago, Hawks said:

... the finger eating one pffft lol yes it is

Yeah, I have no interest in that one. Sorry

[Keke They/he]

2 minutes ago, Rick A said:

Yeah, I have no interest in that one. Sorry

Awww 

[Through the Living Wrath he/him]

Cool!

It’s a good series, I just can’t watch it rn. I WATCHED ENOUGH TO KNOW GOJO THO

[Keke They/he]

1 minute ago, The Spirit said:

Cool!

It’s a good series, I just can’t watch it rn. I WATCHED ENOUGH TO KNOW GOJO THO

Satoruuuuuu

Satorruuuuu gojjoooooooooo my babbyyyyyyyyy GOJO MY PRECIOUS BY LOVE 

SATORU GOJO

I quote jjk like every day. Kajekrofjfkepeprm

I LOVE GOJO SO MUCH HASHHAHAHWHWHDJEKRMRL

[Keke They/he]

Spoiler

I sit here looking at the mountains i grew up with. How time has passed. This place i called home... it's not my home anymore. I live elsewhere. As we drove through town I saw memories go around my head. I was so innocent. Unaware of anything happening. God i miss that. I hoped maybe old friends were on the team but none are. Would I even remember them? They must have changed so much. Would they remember me? Im sure as hell itself that im definitely changed. 

Thoughts run around. I wonder if my friends still live here. How much has changed. Did my old house get painted. Is my old school the same? That's the thing about life. It's changes when your gone. Leave for too long and it's not the same. 

These bittersweet memories of a past life. It seems ages ago now... it is isn't it? I say i lived there over half my life but...  now it's more of 40 percent. That's a thought to try to think. 

Sometimes I wish I could go back but then I remember. I wouldn't be the same. So instead I'll cherish these memories I have of this old place. And make new ones along the way. 

Random monolog of my brain during this trip

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

4 minutes ago, Hawks said:

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I sit here looking at the mountains i grew up with. How time has passed. This place i called home... it's not my home anymore. I live elsewhere. As we drove through town I saw memories go around my head. I was so innocent. Unaware of anything happening. God i miss that. I hoped maybe old friends were on the team but none are. Would I even remember them? They must have changed so much. Would they remember me? Im sure as hell itself that im definitely changed. 

Thoughts run around. I wonder if my friends still live here. How much has changed. Did my old house get painted. Is my old school the same? That's the thing about life. It's changes when your gone. Leave for too long and it's not the same. 

These bittersweet memories of a past life. It seems ages ago now... it is isn't it? I say i lived there over half my life but...  now it's more of 40 percent. That's a thought to try to think. 

Sometimes I wish I could go back but then I remember. I wouldn't be the same. So instead I'll cherish these memories I have of this old place. And make new ones along the way. 

Random monolog of my brain during this trip

*hugs*

That’s deep, Hawks

[Keke They/he]

13 minutes ago, Hoid Slayer said:

*hugs*

That’s deep, Hawks

Mmm life

[Keke They/he]

Short story bc bored

 

Spoiler

the fallen angel. By Hawks

 

he expected it. From the start, Alex saw it coming from a mile away when his parents said they were getting divorced. Honestly he was glad, it meant the arguing would stop and he could go home while not having to blare music to drowned out the arguing. And the whole thing with new information made him rethink his life. One day after talking to some online friends he sat in his bed thinking. How’d i get here, i cant remember half of my childhood and i cant even tell anyone how i feel. if i could just say that i loved my parents but i cant vocalize it. And besides i am mad at them for so much. For everything, i get that they didnt have the best life but whats the need to make the kids suffer to.  He threw a ball at the wall. “How come they expect me to be able to forgive them for hurting me so much!” He whispers to himself. To be honest he wished he could forgive them. But the memories of the years spent getting yelled at or his siblings getting yelled. Now anytime anyone yelled he wanted to cry. He wanted to be himself. But his family wouldn’t accept him. But his friends did, thats all that matters. He could say he was anything and they would accept him with open arms. Especially Cole, no matter what he told Cole he would say whatever makes you feel like yourself and even laugh and joke about it. But Alex wasnt accepted by his parents and he didnt dare tell them anything. and somehow he went from a nice angel of a kid to whatever the hell he was now. And it was rust. He used to be so kind and wouldn’t do anything bad now he was… well him. It’s not that he hated himself, on the contrary, he loved who he became. But it still hurt to see who he was. And all he could do was lay down in bed thinking about the memories he made with friends he hadn’t seen. He even found a guy. And the best part was he was happy. Thinking about it all he smiled because he found where he fit. Especially Jory. Jory was just the best, he was smart and funny and he could understand how Alex felt! He was perfect in Alex’ eyes. Sure Jory didnt think he was perfect but he didnt care of perfect or not. And adylyn, they didnt talk on a regular basis but she was kind and had the purest heart Alex had ever met. Honestly she have him hope that the world was actually good. And looking at these guys he saw that, sure he used to be an angel, and even if he fell, maybe just maybe, he was still the same kid he was before just more mature, or i his case. Less mature. And he was a fallen angel

Extra points if you geuss who is based off of who

[Edema Rue she/her]

5 hours ago, Hawks said:

Short story bc bored

 

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the fallen angel. By Hawks

 

he expected it. From the start, Alex saw it coming from a mile away when his parents said they were getting divorced. Honestly he was glad, it meant the arguing would stop and he could go home while not having to blare music to drowned out the arguing. And the whole thing with new information made him rethink his life. One day after talking to some online friends he sat in his bed thinking. How’d i get here, i cant remember half of my childhood and i cant even tell anyone how i feel. if i could just say that i loved my parents but i cant vocalize it. And besides i am mad at them for so much. For everything, i get that they didnt have the best life but whats the need to make the kids suffer to.  He threw a ball at the wall. “How come they expect me to be able to forgive them for hurting me so much!” He whispers to himself. To be honest he wished he could forgive them. But the memories of the years spent getting yelled at or his siblings getting yelled. Now anytime anyone yelled he wanted to cry. He wanted to be himself. But his family wouldn’t accept him. But his friends did, thats all that matters. He could say he was anything and they would accept him with open arms. Especially Cole, no matter what he told Cole he would say whatever makes you feel like yourself and even laugh and joke about it. But Alex wasnt accepted by his parents and he didnt dare tell them anything. and somehow he went from a nice angel of a kid to whatever the hell he was now. And it was rust. He used to be so kind and wouldn’t do anything bad now he was… well him. It’s not that he hated himself, on the contrary, he loved who he became. But it still hurt to see who he was. And all he could do was lay down in bed thinking about the memories he made with friends he hadn’t seen. He even found a guy. And the best part was he was happy. Thinking about it all he smiled because he found where he fit. Especially Jory. Jory was just the best, he was smart and funny and he could understand how Alex felt! He was perfect in Alex’ eyes. Sure Jory didnt think he was perfect but he didnt care of perfect or not. And adylyn, they didnt talk on a regular basis but she was kind and had the purest heart Alex had ever met. Honestly she have him hope that the world was actually good. And looking at these guys he saw that, sure he used to be an angel, and even if he fell, maybe just maybe, he was still the same kid he was before just more mature, or i his case. Less mature. And he was a fallen angel

Extra points if you geuss who is based off of who

hey, keep on keeping on, ok?

[Keke They/he]

*spawns again*

I wrote a song!
 

[verse 1]

the bell rings as the day continues

time drags as footsteps footsteps echo

again and again

the days pass by as a consistant walk

then suddenly-

[chorus]

i wish i could close my eyes

drift off to this land of make believe 

a place where the grass grows greener

and hope runs free

you look at this perfect place

open your eyes and its all a dream

Gone With a blink

[verse 2]

the voices blend with endless information

A monotone drone of facts and fiction

bewteen the two i dont know

whos what and where we are

tasks pile up as i lay down and-

[chorus]

[verse 3]

a nonstop pace

walking from place to place

people on every side-(try not to cry)

another touch, bump, push

if only a quiet place

Grab my head and-

[chorus]

{then a quite fade out}

just breath and hope

lets do this for the better

[Through The Living Ash he/him]

1 hour ago, Keke said:

*spawns again*

I wrote a song!
 

[verse 1]

the bell rings as the day continues

time drags as footsteps footsteps echo

again and again

the days pass by as a consistant walk

then suddenly-

[chorus]

i wish i could close my eyes

drift off to this land of make believe 

a place where the grass grows greener

and hope runs free

you look at this perfect place

open your eyes and its all a dream

Gone With a blink

[verse 2]

the voices blend with endless information

A monotone drone of facts and fiction

bewteen the two i dont know

whos what and where we are

tasks pile up as i lay down and-

[chorus]

[verse 3]

a nonstop pace

walking from place to place

people on every side-(try not to cry)

another touch, bump, push

if only a quiet place

Grab my head and-

[chorus]

{then a quite fade out}

just breath and hope

lets do this for the better

Oooh I really like the rhythm here

[Keke They/he]

Okay so im writing a story. Name is TBD but right now i have the prologue and halfish of chapter one done. It’s not gonna be like a sci-fi or anything. And it’s probably gonna be on the short story side but i need like two people to like help with helping corrections. 

Im gonna tag the writers i know

@SpiritOfWrath @Spark of Hope @Edema Rue(?)

ik i want wrath to be one of them

Edited February 12 by Keke

[Hmmm lies she/her]

40 minutes ago, Keke said:

Okay so im writing a story. Name is TBD but right now i have the prologue and halfish of chapter one done. It’s not gonna be like a sci-fi or anything. And it’s probably gonna be on the short story side but i need like two people to like help with helping corrections. 

Im gonna tag the writers i know

@SpiritOfWrath @Spark of Hope @Edema Rue(?)

ik i want wrath to be one of them

I write stuff too, actually, could I join?