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Poem: Do You Know What It's Like


I realized I had posted this somewhere else, but not here, so here you go.

*WARNING* Well, I'm not good at poetry, so just be aware of that. Also, I wrote this when I was super frustrated and feeling kinda depressed, so be aware of that as well. *END WARNING*

 

Do You Know What It’s Like

An attempt at poetry

 

Do you know what it’s like

To sit alone at lunch every day for three years

Do you know what it’s like

To be lonely, even in a crowd

Do you know what it’s like

To pray every day for a single friend 

who won’t leave you like the rest have

Do you know what it’s like

To not be able to remember 

the last time you received a genuine compliment

 from one of your family members

Do you know what it’s like

To wish you were invisible

 because that would be better than the apathy

Do you know what it’s like

To spend so long being down

 that you don’t remember what it’s like to be up 

Do you know what it’s like

To wonder if anyone would notice if you left

Do you know what it’s like

To be shamed for doing the things you love

Do you know what it’s like

To smile as your world comes crashing down

Do you know what it’s like

To fail at the one thing

 you were told you were good at

Do you know what it’s like

To be expected to spread hope

 even as the world only gives you hate

Do you know what it’s like

To wish you could say you were okay 

without it being a lie

Do you know what it’s like

To be talked about behind your back

Do you know what it’s like

To wonder if anyone cares

Do you know what it’s like 

To have everything you do never be good enough

 because you are the one who did it. 

Do you know what it’s like

To be me? 

Edited by Through The Living Star

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Ink and Embers

Posted

Aaaaaaaaaa

*hugs a lot*

So sad!!! It's a really good poem

Adonalsium Will Return

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*gives more hugs*

For a while in 5th and 6th grade (a while ago) I had a reputation as “that one who you can push his buttons easily”, so I get this a little, but nowhere near this. Wow.

Through The Living Star

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On 4/8/2026 at 11:43 PM, Ink and Embers said:

Aaaaaaaaaa

*hugs a lot*

So sad!!! It's a really good poem

 

16 minutes ago, Adonalsium Will Return said:

*gives more hugs*

For a while in 5th and 6th grade (a while ago) I had a reputation as “that one who you can push his buttons easily”, so I get this a little, but nowhere near this. Wow.

*hugs back* Thank you!
So, one thing to realize is that I wrote this when I was like super depressed; I hadn't had the greatest day and everything was just kind of washing over me and all I could think about was my failures and it wasn't good. I've realized more and more over the years that writing/reading is a good release for me, so when the words kept circling in my head, I decided to write it down. All of these feelings are real, if a little overstated at times. Tbh, I am kind of the odd one out. People think I'm strange, and I'm trying to accept that, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. Some days are worse than others, and that's kind of what bring stuff like this and The Weight of the World (my other poem) out. Talking to people helps. Having people understand helps. And people like you guys on the Shard definitely help. To be honest, all the other Sharders I've met have felt more like friends than anyone irl has felt like in a few years. 

..holy cow that got depressing. I just mean to say, Thank you. 

Ink and Embers

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14 hours ago, Through The Living Star said:

 

*hugs back* Thank you!
So, one thing to realize is that I wrote this when I was like super depressed; I hadn't had the greatest day and everything was just kind of washing over me and all I could think about was my failures and it wasn't good. I've realized more and more over the years that writing/reading is a good release for me, so when the words kept circling in my head, I decided to write it down. All of these feelings are real, if a little overstated at times. Tbh, I am kind of the odd one out. People think I'm strange, and I'm trying to accept that, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. Some days are worse than others, and that's kind of what bring stuff like this and The Weight of the World (my other poem) out. Talking to people helps. Having people understand helps. And people like you guys on the Shard definitely help. To be honest, all the other Sharders I've met have felt more like friends than anyone irl has felt like in a few years. 

..holy cow that got depressing. I just mean to say, Thank you. 

*hugs even more*

I get what you mean; most of what I write is also depressing because that's how I process it. But I agree, the Shard is full of amazing people and it really helps to talk to folks. It's one of the best things that's happened! Ever!!!

*hugs again*

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