i love it

so somber..

or melancholy..

or maybe that's just me..

oh uh anyway sorry for that

but yeah.. it's rough..

i feel you

1 minute ago, Through The Living Girl said:

i love it

so somber..

or melancholy..

or maybe that's just me..

 

oh uh anyway sorry for that

but yeah.. it's rough..

i feel you

It’s supposed to be melancholy. 
thanks. Means a lot. 

wait is that based on your metal/rock music scream thing you mentioned before?

Just now, Through The Living Girl said:

wait is that based on your metal/rock music scream thing you mentioned before?

Yes

it doesnt really vibe with me, i don’t know why i like it so much

but i can scream and feel some sort of power over myself, like i used to not be able to and now im seeing progress, proficiency. Plus thats not like a socially appropriate thing usually so it feels good when im alone and get to do those vocals in those songs i love

but also because ive learned the wrong kind by accident, i dont sound like myself, so its both incredibly freeing and empowering but also kind of… the only word that comes to my sleep deprived mind is dysphoric, idk. 

one of my favorite screamy lyrics songs has very much helped with venting loneliness (yes, loneliness) 

i quote: “i see the gods avert their gaze from me, my broken form is but a wreck beneath them, and there are always people i can count on, its all so easy for me”

being able to scream that with all my heart helped contextualize my pain next to someone who has gone through much more than me, and really helped me feel hope over it

why does Outro sound like Dance Class...

srey gimme a moment to get out into cold heaven again

holy veil Dance Class is literally the next song

Huh, i was just leaving my house as well, literally for the above reason 

vent some stress, singing not screaming tho

ahhh so refreshingggg

18 hours ago, Through The Living Grass said:

Yes

it doesnt really vibe with me, i don’t know why i like it so much

but i can scream and feel some sort of power over myself, like i used to not be able to and now im seeing progress, proficiency. Plus thats not like a socially appropriate thing usually so it feels good when im alone and get to do those vocals in those songs i love

but also because ive learned the wrong kind by accident, i dont sound like myself, so its both incredibly freeing and empowering but also kind of… the only word that comes to my sleep deprived mind is dysphoric, idk. 

one of my favorite screamy lyrics songs has very much helped with venting loneliness (yes, loneliness) 

i quote: “i see the gods avert their gaze from me, my broken form is but a wreck beneath them, and there are always people i can count on, its all so easy for me”

being able to scream that with all my heart helped contextualize my pain next to someone who has gone through much more than me, and really helped me feel hope over it

that sounds great actually. venting and screaming lol. i never scream... i dont try to and can't...

srry u do the wrong type tho..

Lol imma log of for about 1.25 hours to walk a long distance not ignoring you

Just now, Through The Living Grass said:

Lol imma log of for about 1.25 hours to walk a long distance not ignoring you

okie have fun!