Dear Starfish,

After Luna died...

It was never the same.

You were getting dangerously close to going back to your suicidal tendencies.

And I...

I never felt very good afterwards.

Please.

Please stop.

I... felt so alone.

You were deep in something, I know, but my support system was also cut off.

I was stuck trying to help you,

And although I know you needed it...

I needed it too.

And now I have no one.

I know I have always been the outsider, the unnamed background character in your friend group...

But I needed help as much as you did.

I...

I remember you once tried to kill yourself with poison.

Well...

I figured out where you put the bottle.

I hope you can forgive me for doing what you want to do...

But I can't deal with this anymore.

Please...

I don't even know what I'm begging you for anymore.

I just...

Wherever I go...

I hope I don't see you there anytime soon.

Hopefully I wont see you soon,

Audax - A nobody in your story

Huh. I almost forgot about this.

How did it end up here?