Born of Mist

All right, thanks!

Sorry all, imma get on this as soon as I have spare time. Low-key if I ever get into playing Warhammer I'll probably buy an army of orks. Though the boyz are probably gonna be bald cuz I saw a kit-bash YouTube vid where the guy used them to give a white scars space marine hair so that's how they'll be used.

Nope, I got replaced, remember?

Testing done yayyyyyyyyyyyyy!

Thank you. The reason I mentioned how I've been feelings is I firmly believe that I don't need a therapist, I need supportive friends, both online and physically. I'm working on both rn. The reason I'm not comfortable sharing is I have done terrible, destructive things. I'm not going to go into specifics, but only me and my parents know, and that is how I'd like to keep it

I'm sorry, no, I won't, I can't. Period.

Oops @Through the Living Hopper @Qianweilian Sorry, forgot to quote you guys

No The thought of going to therapy makes me want to curl up into a ball in my room and never leave. I would rather stay depressed than get a therapist.

Cool! If I had money to buy models I think death guard would be pretty high up there Though I will always be first and foremost a White Scars fan

Okay, so Warhammer is a game where you paint minifigures or "minis" and use them to play the game. It's basically the saying "The only difference between men and boys are the cost of their toys". You use the minis as toy army figures and fight another army. You generally can split them into 3 categories: Imperial, Xenos, and Chaos. Imperial is the main human faction, Xenos is an umbrella term for aliens, and Chaos is demons. Warhammer is also a setting where there is LOTS of lore in the books and game suppliments. Now that was a brief overview of the factions. Here is a list of the main subfactions along with a short kinda memey summery of them, that's mostly lore wise cuz I've never played the game: Also everything Imperium has fake Latin, idk why. Imperial (The Imperium of Man, an oppressive, xenophobic Theocratic Oligarchy in which 99% of people's lifes sucks) The Adeptus Astartes or Space Marines (Honestly they're big enough to be a faction unto themselves) Meme (The blue boys themselves. Wait. What do you mean they come in different colors?) The Adepta Sororitas or The Sisters of Battle (Nuns with flamethrowers) Meme (Because everything needs to have sexualized bull crap) The Adeptus Custodians or The Custodes (The Emperor's bodyguards) Meme (Why are 3 of them worth more points than a Knight?) The Adeptus Mechanicus or The Admech (A cyborg cult that treats human life as expendable. It has occurred to me that the only unique part of that sentence is the cyborg part) Meme (THE FLESH IS WEAK) The Astra Militarum (The main military of the Imperium, they are a horde army with tanks as the main damage dealer) Meme (Yes, humanity is a horde army, now get back to shooting or the commissar will shoot you!) Xenos (A mixed group of aliens, most of the times not allied) The Eldari (A long lived race that's slowly dying out) Meme (They're just space elves) The Drukari (Evil Eldari that live in the webways) Meme (Evil space elves *gasp*) The Leagues of Votann (A hyper advanced society of short people) Meme (Not just space dwarves, Capitalist space dwarves) The Orks (A hyper aggressive group of fungi [yes, you read that right] that includes grots [goblins], snotlings [other goblins], and squigs [they can be breed for anything, and I do mean anything], and orks [orks]) Meme (Ya 'ave tuh say all der linez wiff a cockney british accent. WAAAAGHHHH!!!!) The Necrons (Space Robots with world ending weaponry) Meme (They turned themselves into literal terminators because a bunch of wizard frogs refused to give them chemotherapy) The Tyanids (aliens from beyond the galaxy with the single-minded objective to turn everything into biomass to fuel the hivemind) Memes (They're VERY hungry buggy bois) Genestealer Cults (A bunch of people brainwashed into cultists to help prepare for the tyranid invasion) (no meme but when the Tyranids invade and the cult finishes helping them, they willingly jump into a pool of acid. While they're falling in, the tyranids undo the mindlink in the cultist so they come to they're senses right before being desolved in acid) The T'au (A caste-based interspecies empire that works for the greater good) meme (most of the time it's a bunch of blue guys in Gundam mech suits) I am going to stop there because most Chaos stuff I will link together with the space marines & other lore. If there is anything you want me to expand upon (besides space marines) let me know and I will prioritize that!

I don't know why I feel that way, I just do

I was struggling with school, but it's getting under control so that's nice ig. Mostly I feel like I'm failing as an oldest brother. I've been struggling with something that makes me feel so unworthy of anything good. I feel like a massive hypocrite for trying to tell my siblings what to do because of that. My mom actually was supposed to have a different son before me, and I can't help but feel like he would be doing an infinitely better job than me.

What faction(s) do you like?

Depression, feeling inadequate in all things, umm idk that's all I can think is if rn

Gimme a couple hours Im heading to school rn