Hi… everyone
I’m not really sure how to introduce myself naturally but I’ve been really lost recently
Trigger Warning: Discussions of SH/Suicide
It’s one of my best friends. I call her Rlain - she has no idea who that is - and I’m Starpan. She’s funny, bright, and likes to yell at people a lot (to give you an idea of what our friendship is like lol)
She also struggles with bipolar disorder as well as chronic depression and SH and thoughts of suicide among other things. She makes jokes and shouts and acts tough but underneath it all I know how much pain she’s in from the rare times she lets down her guard. She also genuinely thinks she’s a bad person and that she can’t be helped. She’s my best friend and one of the best people I’ve ever known but I have no idea how to help her. Her guard of being funny and tough is nearly always up as well. I would do anything but I don’t know or what. I’m sorry if I’m intruding here too I just really need some advice. Any advice. She means the world to me and I’m not doing nearly enough.