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Oh that’s rly cool I didn’t know that.
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Ik there’s a part of me that knows dying isn’t worth it and won’t make stuff better but it’s so dang hard sometimes *hugs* thanks hoid slayer I will try that. thanks for the extra hug
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Thx*hug*
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I did Lee is mostly mad at me bc Sophia’s her gf and Sophia said that just bc I’m working on it and that I apologized doesn’t mean I didn’t lie
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*HUGS* im sorry hawks that’s the worst ok so um *breaks down crying* my friends aren’t talking to me again bc I lie too much and then today I said something that wasn’t a lie but was instead just a mistake I thought one thing when it wasn’t true I said to a friend we will call Lee that another friend sophia had sent me a screenshot of some kids, who were also Sophia’s friends but not me and lees bc they are mean, at our school calling Lee a really mean word that I cannot put on the shard. Then Sophia texts me and is like why would you lie abt me? Are you trying to make me look bad and at first I was confused bc like to my knowledge I hadn’t lied and I would never want to make her look bad but it turns out that the message I thought she had sent me was from someone else about someone else but the people who had said the mean thing where the same I had just messed up the other details but now they aren’t talking to me bc this isn’t my first time lying abt Sophia and I have lied before but never maliscously but she said that doesn’t change that I still said something untrue about her. if you made sense of that advice might help? Idrk what helps anymore I’ve been talking to my therapist abt lying and stuff but it’s just so ugh… idek what to do. Hugs? Honestly I just want to like die and be reincarnated if that happens so I can do better. tw suicidal thiughts
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It’s been like a week but I just remembered my last day of school fit
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thank you everyone who responded to me it helps a bunch and I rly appreciate also its going a little better today I just had what I would consider my first actually productive meeting w my therapist bc I actually told her stuff and the person I made cry and all my friends don’t hate me so that’s a plus. seriously everyone on here whether you saw what i put or not I appreciate you so much and for all the help you’ve given me and others big hugs for all *HUGE HUG*
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That… that helps a lot actually thanks I will try to pick some temporary goals*hugs* this might sound stupid but part of why I feel lazy is bc I’m currently reading a wise man’s fear and watching cobra Kai so I’m like comparing myself to the diligent karate students and stupid kvothe the bloodless which makes me then either think I’m stupid and crazy for comparing myself to fictional characters or I tell myself I’m a failure bc I’m nothing compared to them
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Sigh I guess self preservation is working just fine I just don’t love it doing that but I will try to remember that I’m awsome *hugs* thanks
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Hey guys Tw suicidal thoughts #lovinglife
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You are so right I’m relatively new here I’ve only been here for a few months and the entire shard especially this thread is filled with such amazing people
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Ok so it depends on your goals bc both are great instruments but if your just doing this for fun it’s a lot easier to find violin teachers than viola teachers butttt if your planning on possibly continuing this into a career it’s a lot easier to get college scholarships on viola but in the end i recommend just finding somewhere where you can test out both and pick the one you like more
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Druid by far the superior class to any other possible class
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OK GUYS SO I WIULD LIKE TO TAKE A MINUTE TO CELEBRATE THIS MAN WHO HAS JUST PASSED HOS BLACK BELT TEST SENSEI STORMCURSED
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Very impressive I didn’t realize such a feat was even possible
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*hugs* thx *hugs again to make sure you understand how much I appreciate all your responses*
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I wish I could tell you how to fix that or how to make everything better and all that stuff but genuinely most days I want to lay in bed and read all day so I don’t have much to offer other than many hugs
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Letsss goooo more hoomans for pool party
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Hey guys I wanted to let you know I’m doing a lot better than I had been but even despite all that I still have like a feeling in the back of my mind that just bc it’s better now doesn’t mean it will stay better and that it’ll just get bad again. But I’m having my friends over for a pool party next Saturday so that’ll be fun
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ok so I don’t know how many of you play in marching especially a brass or percussion instrument but if you do you HAVE to watch some DCI performances my personal favorites are 2024 Prometheus by Carolina Crown 2008 Spartacus by Phantom Regiment also check out their websites there might be a performance near you also the bands will be posting audition material at the end of August for anyone from 15 to 22 I’m going to try to make it next year I’ve heard great things abt it and even if you don’t play a instrument you can try out on it’s still a amazing thing to watch so you guys should check it out
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My school has a bomb threat the other day and it was my first experience with that kind of stuff but it didn’t surprise me it was just like “oh well now it’s us” or smthing bc it’s just so common in this country.
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The Person Below Me
Honors Spectral Image replied to The Awakened Salad's topic in Forum Games & Random Stuff
Well um I won a dodgeball game in pe class last year… well my team won it as the first one out does that count? TPBM has won a bike race in the past year -
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