*HUGS*
taln beat me to it so this is mostly just reiterating some of it and adding my two cents
Everything in here is OK *hugs* real emotions that hurt alot. I get it. I feel thr same alot nowadays, and I have similar experiences. Not the same tho. But what keeps me going is remembering tomorrow. Ill think. Today sucked, I forgot to take my meds, I had two tests and im dead tired, but tomorrow I dont. Tomorrow I get to do it different. Tomorrow I will remember my meds. Or tomorrow ill be able to wake up to all of these amazing people on the shard!
It takes time. Alot of time. To get it all figured out, and I eill be here for it. *HUGS* please pm me whenever and I woll do my best to reply ASAP.
Do yiu have discord?