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you can sacrafice me

ok its me again. it hit me at lunch today at school. everyone has someone. someone who knows them who talks to them who messes around with them everyone has someone who they know super well who they talk and share stuff with. but ive lost my someone. i used ot hve my best friend but he doesnt like me anymore i think at all. he doesnt even tlk to me respond to me o anything. he looks at me with hatred. and its not just him. peopel snap out at me for being who i am. it makes me wish that i could be like someone else and not be me anymore. i just dont want to be me becaise peopel dont like me. my friends exclude me from the group and i just always feels so alone. i dont know what to do. i dont like confronting people because everytime i confront someone they turn it into an attack on me. like im asking why they exclude me and they just be like because you this and this and this and nobody likes and and nobody does whatever and then ill ask what can i do to fix that and they say thigs. i do these things and nothing changes. they just dont want me to be me. i dont have a friend i canhang out with anymore. last time i hung out with someone was like over a month ago almost 2 and it just ruins me. i feel so alone. i have 2 friends who i talk about this with one of them is just my friend and just talks to me but like its not enough becasue its just with both of these people i feel that i have a very fragile relationship. so i cant toalk to them very much. i wish i could confront my friends and tell them but i know that if i did it would make things worse and theyould just like me less.there is more too.. if you have questions or advice you can just ask them here or pm me..

i think tht im @Through The Living Glass brother in it all

why tho?

ohhh that makes sense *SCREAMS*

oh my gosh thats amazing

i know.. ill admit it

dang... the admitting of it...

thank you

im a utahn

one of my teachers thought i was introverted tho...

i am actually very extraverted..but i have 6 siblings

i was homeschooled in those grades i didnt even get snow days or anything

but then i got instakilled by weird things in the sandstorm and went to the water people

oh i met some of them i talked to them i bought the ponytail thingie

which are those ones?

if i didnt have school i would be playing totk i started it on sunday and it is soo much fun

im tired all the times

sammmeee!!!! all those endless nights...

ok sure ill join. i justb need to think of a character

hey i didnt have an alarm this morning and i woke up on time still

yeah its ok... my love life is

probably i think. so that girl that i was goign to go out with i have never even met in person i was getting set up with a friend. the other girl the one i got pizza with goes to my school and i know her