So I found this and I am very happy and the timing is absolutely perfect.
I currently sing in my school's basic treble choir and tonight was our first concert. And we had this song we sang called, I Believe. It has two solos in it and the second one was very different from anything I have ever had the opportunity to sing at a school. The lyrics in the second solo are, "I believe in God I believe in God even when even when God is silent" And yes I know God is never truly silent, but it immediately stuck out to me. It was like the perfect opportunity for me to be able to in some way bear a part of my testimony. I determined that for the first time in a while I was going to audition for the solo. I did and I got it. Today I started to get very very nervous about it and didn't think to ask for any help or comfort in prayer until I found this. One of the first things I saw was the response to Calano's post from a while ago and after reading it I immediately prayed for comfort. As it got closer to the performance time I said a couple more prayers and had moments where my anxiety about it would start to rise in me and I would feel comfort without having to ask for it. And then as I was singing the solo I suddenly hit me that throughout the entire evening I had just proved that I not only believe in God but I know God is real and that I know God loves me.
So thank you, thank you, thank you! I was in great need of this today. Thank you.