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    Clinic: Roof Without hesitation, Lerac lunged forward and slashed it with the dagger. @The Wandering Wizard
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    Clinic: Roof Lerac turned to look at the tigers and the corrupted. He saw Wynn, locked eyes with her, and began advancing towards them, dagger gripped tightly, not entirely sure what he was going to do. @Ranryu @The Wandering Wizard
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    I wish I really had something to say, or good advice. The most I can give is to try and talk with a professional (like a school counselor or something) if you can. Try to remember that you are valuable and that we are here for you. *hugs*
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    @The Wandering Wizard
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    It sounds stupid when you put it that way... I'm so sorry. Death is often difficult to acknowledge fully, or to talk about, or sometimes even think about. It is a very hard thing, filled with a lot of the hardest questions. It's okay to feel all of those things, in fact, it's pretty normal. Don't feel pressured to try to "move on," grief moves at it's own pace for each person and each situation. If you find that it's affecting you a lot, for a long time, try to talk to someone in your life about how you feel. *hugs*
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    When you were reading the Alcatraz books in middle school and intentionally dropped a pencil so you could say "Shattering glass!"
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    I guess I'm worried I'll be wrong, and they'll overreact and waste time and energy on me.
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    My parents really care about mental health. There have been several occasions where they've asked me about it, and they've spent a lot of time helping my brother with is. I think it comes from the fact that my whole family deals with mental health issues and various neurodivergences. But I'm worried I'm wrong about what I'm feeling, and that it would just be a hassle to bring it up.
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    Thank you. It just makes makes me incredibly anxious to try and tell someone. I feel like I could be wrong, or that it's not worth their time. I'm super non-confrontational for a few reasons, so it's really hard for me. I can't even convince myself to start doing my homework most of the time, so I don't know how I'm going to convince myself to be open and honest about stuff like this to my family. It feels sort of like my brain is broken. Thanks, Cellist. I'm sorry that you are struggling with similar things. It's really hard. I do very much appreciate this.
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    I feel pretty awful. I'm sick and home, but I have a final essay due tomorrow. I enjoy actually being in my classes, and my interactions with other people are usually fine. It's just when I'm home, everything is awful. I can never get anything done, I'm pretty sure there is something wrong with my brain but I feel like I can't tell anyone. I don't feel like I can talk to my counselor either because maybe I'm wrong and I don't want him to tell my parents or anything. I hold myself to high standards with school, but I know that I'm going to lose my footing soon enough. When I do, I'm probably just going to get even more stressed and depressed. I don't talk to my friends enough, and I don't feel like they care. Sometimes I just want to stop having to do life.
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    "I am part of no one's game, love. But I was offered a chance to say hello." And he was gone.
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    "I am not Death." He stepped toward her, looking almost eager.
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    Suddenly, Pæga's form appeared before her. He was translucent, and didn't look very stable, but he smiled when he saw her.
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    "Ah. I though you were talking about your dead mortal companion. He's doing alright, by the way." And with that, Death disappeared. @Ranryu
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    "How so?" The fire began swirling around Death. He was leaving.
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    "We will see. But first, it appears that my avatar-to-be will have to kill yours."
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    "You are turning her into another you that can do what you would, but be independent. You squander her humanity and any true free will she has. You should instead find an avatar who is already aligned with you intentions, and allow them to represent you."
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    "You contradict yourself. You said she must follow your will entirely or be punished, yet she has free will? It is not free if it is yours. My methods would only end in disaster for you because you force them into the position."
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    "Of course he will be imbued partly with myself. But that does not need to restrict his humanity. You are hypocritical in your absolute control of your subjects."
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    He laughed. "You have no idea how often I deal with the living. But that is besides the point. I will have you know that my avatar will have the ability to think for himself and choose whether he continues to pursue the mission. I am only using him in the first place because I know that he would chase after your mission anyway."
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