No... It's not your fault that you live in a world that isn't suited for the way your brain works, and that people might look down on you for it.
I'm not the most experienced with this... My best advice is be honest, both about your intentions and your concerns.
I'm not saying externalize them, I'm just trying to frame them in a different way. There is not something wrong with you. Your brain is just different in a way that affects how you function.
He ran after her, and grabbed her arm. "Aydri. Let's just sit down, for a second, alright? You don't have to talk about anything, but I don't think running out into the wilderness is a good idea for you right now."