I feel like I'm a bad person.
Why? Because when the street boy died it was the first time since the first book that I was happy with a Shallan chapter.
I just don't like her or didn't (well probably still don't). Everything no matter what she wanted to do alwas succeeded, no matter how stupid, how new the experience (stabbing herself through the hand, arrow in the head, etc etc etc). She could do anything. ANYTHING. Compared to other characters who always have fallbacks (for example: WHY GOD BRANDON WHY MUST KALADIN HAVE ANOTHER BREAKDOWN? HE DOESNT DESERVE IT!). For me it feels like this scene was the firs time she failed. Hopefully now she also gets herself together (well she probably will, thanks to Wit) and becomes a a more likeable character.... I don't know if I will ever grow back to liking her, as I once did somewhere i the first book.
Do you guys like her???
Apart from dead I'm really sad that Elhokar had to die...this will only bring Kaladin even MORE to desperation and grievance Though I guess he will be the first to swear the fourth ideal since in chapter 86 the record from a gem is: [...]Everyone says I will swear the Fourth Ideal soon, and in so doing, earn my armor. I simply don't think that I can. Am I not supposed to want to help people?[..]. I guess Kaladin will soon be in this "state" because he cannot (could not) decide which people to help.