Mental health club!

[Shatter He/Him]

31 minutes ago, Hawks said:

I know i remembered today 

*hugs*

Good. I keep on forgetting mine, but I seem to be able to function without my meds, which is interesting. Maybe that means I am maturing? (Vyvanse, Fluvox, and Dexedrine).

[Through the Living Hope]

2 hours ago, Hawks said:

*sigh*

life has been going

i dont have a reason to be so depressed

but i learned that it’s likely cause my brain realized i was happy and that wasnt normal

so im sad again

also probably has to do with a whole situation that mentions some stuff that im not sure is allowed to be talked about here so a vague recap

there was a whole thing with my friend sprout whom ive mentioned a few times. Now person N told my parents he was a: manipulating everyone into not leaving him and forcing people to be his friend. And B: the thing idk if im allowed to say but im almost 100 percent sure that is also exaggerated. N has a tendency to over exaggerate things and they arent a fan of sprout. And so it became a whole thing that i managed to clear up with my parents. *sigh*

also whats with people and praying that quote “{deadname} will be able to figure out who you made them to be” BRO right before that i coughed. I have a bad cough like shaking my should cough. It’s literally so bad. And the only thing you could figure to pray for me was to not be trans?????? 

Pardon me but i know who i am. You just cant accept it

*cough cough cough*

i hate coughs. It shakes my entire chest euheuehuh

im just emotionally, mentally and physically dead. The depression got real bad a few days ago after i forgot to take my meds two days in a row. 

*cries* also a whole crisis with religion per usual ha..ha.. hhhhhheh

[Keke They/he]

6 minutes ago, Shatter said:

Good. I keep on forgetting mine, but I seem to be able to function without my meds, which is interesting. Maybe that means I am maturing? (Vyvanse, Fluvox, and Dexedrine).

I take setraline... zoloft idk hoe would spell the proper name

4 minutes ago, Spark of Hope said:

[SpartanBrigade He/Him]

3 hours ago, Hawks said:

*sigh*

life has been going

i dont have a reason to be so depressed

but i learned that it’s likely cause my brain realized i was happy and that wasnt normal

so im sad again

also probably has to do with a whole situation that mentions some stuff that im not sure is allowed to be talked about here so a vague recap

there was a whole thing with my friend sprout whom ive mentioned a few times. Now person N told my parents he was a: manipulating everyone into not leaving him and forcing people to be his friend. And B: the thing idk if im allowed to say but im almost 100 percent sure that is also exaggerated. N has a tendency to over exaggerate things and they arent a fan of sprout. And so it became a whole thing that i managed to clear up with my parents. *sigh*

also whats with people and praying that quote “{deadname} will be able to figure out who you made them to be” BRO right before that i coughed. I have a bad cough like shaking my should cough. It’s literally so bad. And the only thing you could figure to pray for me was to not be trans?????? 

Pardon me but i know who i am. You just cant accept it

*cough cough cough*

i hate coughs. It shakes my entire chest euheuehuh

im just emotionally, mentally and physically dead. The depression got real bad a few days ago after i forgot to take my meds two days in a row. 

*cries* also a whole crisis with religion per usual ha..ha.. hhhhhheh

*hugs*

[NerdSandwich she/her]

when i was seven i was diagnosed with anxiety and then a year ago they realized they were dead wrong.

I'm

Something

Else.

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

6 hours ago, Hawks said:

*sigh*

life has been going

i dont have a reason to be so depressed

but i learned that it’s likely cause my brain realized i was happy and that wasnt normal

so im sad again

also probably has to do with a whole situation that mentions some stuff that im not sure is allowed to be talked about here so a vague recap

there was a whole thing with my friend sprout whom ive mentioned a few times. Now person N told my parents he was a: manipulating everyone into not leaving him and forcing people to be his friend. And B: the thing idk if im allowed to say but im almost 100 percent sure that is also exaggerated. N has a tendency to over exaggerate things and they arent a fan of sprout. And so it became a whole thing that i managed to clear up with my parents. *sigh*

also whats with people and praying that quote “{deadname} will be able to figure out who you made them to be” BRO right before that i coughed. I have a bad cough like shaking my should cough. It’s literally so bad. And the only thing you could figure to pray for me was to not be trans?????? 

Pardon me but i know who i am. You just cant accept it

*cough cough cough*

i hate coughs. It shakes my entire chest euheuehuh

im just emotionally, mentally and physically dead. The depression got real bad a few days ago after i forgot to take my meds two days in a row. 

*cries* also a whole crisis with religion per usual ha..ha.. hhhhhheh

*squeeze*

Yeah, them praying for you to "realize who you are" is just messed up

Not sure how to help you, but I hope you feel better

And yes, TAKE YOUR MEDS

[NerdSandwich she/her]

why did you kill hoid?

i liked him!!

[Shatter He/Him]

22 minutes ago, YouCantHaveMySandwich said:

why did you kill hoid?

i liked him!!

all the spoilers

Spoiler

They didn't kill Cephandrius tho... or Wit... or Hoed... or Drifter... or Bearer of the First Gem, etc.

 

Edited September 10, 2025 by Shatter

[NerdSandwich she/her]

wait is hoid Cephandrius?

well slash the drifter.

Edited September 10, 2025 by YouCantHaveMySandwich

[Shatter He/Him]

2 minutes ago, YouCantHaveMySandwich said:

wait is hoid Cephandrius?

well slash the drifter.

Um... no?

*oops*

[NerdSandwich she/her]

welp what book?

[Shatter He/Him]

6 minutes ago, YouCantHaveMySandwich said:

welp what book?

the stormlight archive in the letters at the start of some of the chapters. I don't know the first appearance.

[NerdSandwich she/her]

ok thanks

[Keke They/he]

4 minutes ago, Hoid Slayer said:

*squeeze*

Yeah, them praying for you to "realize who you are" is just messed up

Not sure how to help you, but I hope you feel better

And yes, TAKE YOUR MEDS

Idk how to help either

*Squiz*

 

3 minutes ago, YouCantHaveMySandwich said:

why did you kill hoid?

i liked him!!

WHAT.!?!? WHAT Oh oooh hoidslayer ok

I was like HOID GETS KILEDDD!??!?!

[SpartanBrigade He/Him]

2 hours ago, Hoid Slayer said:

*squeeze*

Yeah, them praying for you to "realize who you are" is just messed up

Not sure how to help you, but I hope you feel better

And yes, TAKE YOUR MEDS

Well
He has realized who he is
I don’t want to like say something out of line but I think God’s happy for him

I’m sorry about the people though that’s not cool

[Keke They/he]

26 minutes ago, SpartanBrigade said:

Well
He has realized who he is
I don’t want to like say something out of line but I think God’s happy for him

I’m sorry about the people though that’s not cool

Yes!! Right Ik who i am 

[Throw TheLiving Silverware he/him/il/lui]

21 hours ago, Hawks said:

*sigh*

life has been going

i dont have a reason to be so depressed

but i learned that it’s likely cause my brain realized i was happy and that wasnt normal

so im sad again

also probably has to do with a whole situation that mentions some stuff that im not sure is allowed to be talked about here so a vague recap

there was a whole thing with my friend sprout whom ive mentioned a few times. Now person N told my parents he was a: manipulating everyone into not leaving him and forcing people to be his friend. And B: the thing idk if im allowed to say but im almost 100 percent sure that is also exaggerated. N has a tendency to over exaggerate things and they arent a fan of sprout. And so it became a whole thing that i managed to clear up with my parents. *sigh*

also whats with people and praying that quote “{deadname} will be able to figure out who you made them to be” BRO right before that i coughed. I have a bad cough like shaking my should cough. It’s literally so bad. And the only thing you could figure to pray for me was to not be trans?????? 

Pardon me but i know who i am. You just cant accept it

*cough cough cough*

i hate coughs. It shakes my entire chest euheuehuh

im just emotionally, mentally and physically dead. The depression got real bad a few days ago after i forgot to take my meds two days in a row. 

*cries* also a whole crisis with religion per usual ha..ha.. hhhhhheh

*huuuuugs*

I mean you can know you are trans but still not have figured out who you are

But somehow I have a feeling that this is not what they meant   *murderous rage*

Hoping you can get better, physically and emotionally 

*more hugs*

*even more hugs*

Edited September 11, 2025 by Just A Silvereye

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

Nothing like breaking up with your best friend of 3 years to ruin your evening *hugs everyone who needs it*

[SpartanBrigade He/Him]

*hugs*

[echo74 she/her]

36 minutes ago, Honors ghost said:

Nothing like breaking up with your best friend of 3 years to ruin your evening *hugs everyone who needs it*

*hugs*

friendship breakups are so hard

[Through the Living Elan He/Him]

1 hour ago, Honors ghost said:

Nothing like breaking up with your best friend of 3 years to ruin your evening *hugs everyone who needs it*

*hugs back*
Been there

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

2 hours ago, SpartanBrigade said:

*hugs*

 

1 hour ago, echo74 said:

*hugs*

friendship breakups are so hard

 

1 hour ago, Ancient Elantrian said:

*hugs back*
Been there

It’s weird I’m the one who broke up with them and I don’t regret but for all the times they were bad and gaslighting and entirely unempathetic their were also times where they were rly nice and like even tho we aren’t friends I still love them for those good times 

[Through the Living Elan He/Him]

4 minutes ago, Honors ghost said:

 

 

It’s weird I’m the one who broke up with them and I don’t regret but for all the times they were bad and gaslighting and entirely unempathetic their were also times where they were rly nice and like even tho we aren’t friends I still love them for those good times 

Was it like a romantic best-friendship or a platonic best-friendship?

Darn, that sounds like it really sucks

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

5 minutes ago, Ancient Elantrian said:

Was it like a romantic best-friendship or a platonic best-friendship?

Darn, that sounds like it really sucks

It was platonic but we had both had a crush on each other at some point but the main thing is we’ve been friends for the last three years so yah 

[SpartanBrigade He/Him]

28 minutes ago, Honors ghost said:

 

 

It’s weird I’m the one who broke up with them and I don’t regret but for all the times they were bad and gaslighting and entirely unempathetic their were also times where they were rly nice and like even tho we aren’t friends I still love them for those good times 

Yeah that makes total sense