Mental health club!

[Cookie Spren]

Okay, so I'm kinda making light on the subject matter of suicide but that's sorta how I cope.

Suicide related meme:

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[Keke They/he]

7 minutes ago, The Sly Cookie said:

Okay, so I'm kinda making light on the subject matter of suicide but that's sorta how I cope.

Suicide related meme:

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I shouldn't laugh

But I am

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

8 hours ago, The Sly Cookie said:

Okay, so I'm kinda making light on the subject matter of suicide but that's sorta how I cope.

Suicide related meme:

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Thank you this made me giggle

[Throw TheLiving Silverware he/him/il/lui]

Back to school today

First time in 5 months

And hopefully, last ever

Which oddly enough doesn't make me feel much 

Doesn't feel like a celebration or anything, more like... a bad joke that went on for too long and is finally about to end

 

 

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And uh

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Already falling again

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Old habits have returned at lightning speed

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Haven't set foot in class yet and already tired and stressed

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Maybe it's the memories of the last years

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Maybe I'm still tired from then

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Scared either way

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Of what happened

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Of what might happen

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Of what will happen at this rate

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Of where I'm going

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I stared into the abyss and it stared back

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And it had my face

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Through the Living Hope]

13 minutes ago, Just A Silvereye said:

Back to school today

First time in 5 months

And hopefully, last ever

Which oddly enough doesn't make me feel much 

Doesn't feel like a celebration or anything, more like... a bad joke that went on for too long and is finally about to end

 

 

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And uh

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Already falling again

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Old habits have returned at lightning speed

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Haven't set foot in class yet and already tired and stressed

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Maybe it's the memories of the last years

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Maybe I'm still tired from then

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Scared either way

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Of what happened

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Of what might happen

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Of what will happen at this rate

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Of where I'm going

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I stared into the abyss and it stared back

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And it had my face

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Ça ira, mon ami. Tu es fort et intelligent. Je sais tu es plus fort qu’école!!

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

44 minutes ago, Just A Silvereye said:

Back to school today

First time in 5 months

And hopefully, last ever

Which oddly enough doesn't make me feel much 

Doesn't feel like a celebration or anything, more like... a bad joke that went on for too long and is finally about to end

 

 

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And uh

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Already falling again

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Old habits have returned at lightning speed

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Haven't set foot in class yet and already tired and stressed

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Maybe it's the memories of the last years

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Maybe I'm still tired from then

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Scared either way

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Of what happened

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Of what might happen

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Of what will happen at this rate

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Of where I'm going

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I stared into the abyss and it stared back

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And it had my face

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

*hugs*

[echo74 she/her]

3 hours ago, Just A Silvereye said:

Back to school today

First time in 5 months

And hopefully, last ever

Which oddly enough doesn't make me feel much 

Doesn't feel like a celebration or anything, more like... a bad joke that went on for too long and is finally about to end

 

 

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And uh

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Already falling again

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Old habits have returned at lightning speed

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Haven't set foot in class yet and already tired and stressed

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Maybe it's the memories of the last years

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Maybe I'm still tired from then

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Scared either way

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Of what happened

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Of what might happen

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Of what will happen at this rate

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Of where I'm going

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I stared into the abyss and it stared back

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And it had my face

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

*hug*

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

4 hours ago, Just A Silvereye said:

Back to school today

First time in 5 months

And hopefully, last ever

Which oddly enough doesn't make me feel much 

Doesn't feel like a celebration or anything, more like... a bad joke that went on for too long and is finally about to end

 

 

  Reveal hidden contents

And uh

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Already falling again

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Old habits have returned at lightning speed

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Haven't set foot in class yet and already tired and stressed

  Reveal hidden contents

Maybe it's the memories of the last years

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Maybe I'm still tired from then

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Scared either way

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Of what happened

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Of what might happen

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Of what will happen at this rate

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Of where I'm going

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I stared into the abyss and it stared back

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And it had my face

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

*Hugs*

[SpartanBrigade He/Him]

6 hours ago, Just A Silvereye said:

Back to school today

First time in 5 months

And hopefully, last ever

Which oddly enough doesn't make me feel much 

Doesn't feel like a celebration or anything, more like... a bad joke that went on for too long and is finally about to end

 

 

  Hide contents

And uh

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Already falling again

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Old habits have returned at lightning speed

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Haven't set foot in class yet and already tired and stressed

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Maybe it's the memories of the last years

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Maybe I'm still tired from then

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Scared either way

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Of what happened

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Of what might happen

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Of what will happen at this rate

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Of where I'm going

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I stared into the abyss and it stared back

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And it had my face

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

*hugs*

[Throw TheLiving Silverware he/him/il/lui]

21 hours ago, Spark of Hope said:

 

Ça ira, mon ami. Tu es fort et intelligent. Je sais tu es plus fort qu’école!!

 

21 hours ago, Kansas Stormcursed said:

*hugs*

 

18 hours ago, echo74 said:

*hug*

 

17 hours ago, Honors ghost said:

*Hugs*

 

16 hours ago, SpartanBrigade said:

*hugs*

Thanks everyone

*hugs back*

Feeling better today, in part because in the end yesterday turned out fine. Ish.

Re:Spark: It's not really about strength, I know I can do it

If, and only if, I do not make it needlessly complicated all the time by doing what I shouldn't do and not doing what I should

And when it starts going bad it goes bad quickly

Even tiny stuff feels like a mountain to climb, even though it is objectively nothing

And then I try to run away from it which makes it all worse every time

[Through the Living Hope]

 

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

yall i auditioned for my hs play pride and prejudice (jason todd are you proud of me you friggin nerd)

twas scary but also...fun? I like acting. I like schooling all of the little details in my body and voice to fit a role for fun. It feels cathartic. It's like I'm reclaiming the part of me that doesn't want to be me and just wants to escape from the world

[Honors Spectral Image She/her]

1 hour ago, alittleinsane said:

yall i auditioned for my hs play pride and prejudice (jason todd are you proud of me you friggin nerd)

twas scary but also...fun? I like acting. I like schooling all of the little details in my body and voice to fit a role for fun. It feels cathartic. It's like I'm reclaiming the part of me that doesn't want to be me and just wants to escape from the world

Nice I hope you get it I love acying

[echo74 she/her]

1 hour ago, alittleinsane said:

yall i auditioned for my hs play pride and prejudice (jason todd are you proud of me you friggin nerd)

twas scary but also...fun? I like acting. I like schooling all of the little details in my body and voice to fit a role for fun. It feels cathartic. It's like I'm reclaiming the part of me that doesn't want to be me and just wants to escape from the world

aaa exciting!

what role are you hoping for?

[ANHlittleinsane girl but gendern't mostly]

52 minutes ago, Honors ghost said:

Nice I hope you get it I love acying

thank youuuu!!

41 minutes ago, echo74 said:

aaa exciting!

what role are you hoping for?

uhhhh...any? idrc lol im just here cause i like acting and i can play like a lot of different roles lmao

[echo74 she/her]

21 minutes ago, alittleinsane said:

thank youuuu!!

uhhhh...any? idrc lol im just here cause i like acting and i can play like a lot of different roles lmao

thats honestly so valid

lmk what you end up getting

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

5 hours ago, alittleinsane said:

yall i auditioned for my hs play pride and prejudice (jason todd are you proud of me you friggin nerd)

twas scary but also...fun? I like acting. I like schooling all of the little details in my body and voice to fit a role for fun. It feels cathartic. It's like I'm reclaiming the part of me that doesn't want to be me and just wants to escape from the world

Awesome!

I love Pride and Prejudice

4 hours ago, echo74 said:

aaa exciting!

what role are you hoping for?

I'm assuming you're familiar with it then...have you seen any of the adaptations?

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

On 9/8/2025 at 6:32 AM, Just A Silvereye said:

Back to school today

First time in 5 months

And hopefully, last ever

Which oddly enough doesn't make me feel much 

Doesn't feel like a celebration or anything, more like... a bad joke that went on for too long and is finally about to end

 

 

  Hide contents

And uh

  Hide contents

Already falling again

  Reveal hidden contents

Old habits have returned at lightning speed

  Reveal hidden contents

Haven't set foot in class yet and already tired and stressed

  Reveal hidden contents

Maybe it's the memories of the last years

  Reveal hidden contents

Maybe I'm still tired from then

  Reveal hidden contents

Scared either way

  Reveal hidden contents

Of what happened

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Of what might happen

  Reveal hidden contents

Of what will happen at this rate

  Reveal hidden contents

Of where I'm going

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I stared into the abyss and it stared back

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And it had my face

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I’m sorry

I took a while to get to this

But sincerely, I feel you

*squeeze*

I don’t know the extent of your problems, but I know the way that stuff piles on quickly

And like you said, it isn’t necessarily about strength

It’s about it being hard to take comfort in future warmth when the suffering is now

My advice? My really inexperienced suggestion that has been working for me recently? Find something different to do.

It could be playing a sport, or an instrument, or joining a club, or even something as simple as doing more exercise.

But monotony breeds discontent.

5 hours ago, alittleinsane said:

yall i auditioned for my hs play pride and prejudice (jason todd are you proud of me you friggin nerd)

twas scary but also...fun? I like acting. I like schooling all of the little details in my body and voice to fit a role for fun. It feels cathartic. It's like I'm reclaiming the part of me that doesn't want to be me and just wants to escape from the world

Yay!

Best of luck!

I’m in drama class at my school, and it seems like we might finally begin to be doing plays appropriate for our age, but we’ll have to see

Problem is, half the class are soccer boys who put in zero effort and can hardly read their lines

 

[echo74 she/her]

1 hour ago, Kansas Stormcursed said:

Awesome!

I love Pride and Prejudice

I'm assuming you're familiar with it then...have you seen any of the adaptations?

oooh good question

ok so i've read the book and i've watched the bbc series a couple of times

it's one of my favorites

i haven't really watched any other adaptations tho

so maybe i'm biased

but what about you? 

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

7 hours ago, echo74 said:

oooh good question

ok so i've read the book and i've watched the bbc series a couple of times

it's one of my favorites

i haven't really watched any other adaptations tho

so maybe i'm biased

but what about you? 

The bbc one is good. My favorite is the Keira Knightley version, although it's a little less thorough than the bbc

[Keke They/he]

*sigh*

life has been going

i dont have a reason to be so depressed

but i learned that it’s likely cause my brain realized i was happy and that wasnt normal

so im sad again

also probably has to do with a whole situation that mentions some stuff that im not sure is allowed to be talked about here so a vague recap

there was a whole thing with my friend sprout whom ive mentioned a few times. Now person N told my parents he was a: manipulating everyone into not leaving him and forcing people to be his friend. And B: the thing idk if im allowed to say but im almost 100 percent sure that is also exaggerated. N has a tendency to over exaggerate things and they arent a fan of sprout. And so it became a whole thing that i managed to clear up with my parents. *sigh*

also whats with people and praying that quote “{deadname} will be able to figure out who you made them to be” BRO right before that i coughed. I have a bad cough like shaking my should cough. It’s literally so bad. And the only thing you could figure to pray for me was to not be trans?????? 

Pardon me but i know who i am. You just cant accept it

*cough cough cough*

i hate coughs. It shakes my entire chest euheuehuh

im just emotionally, mentally and physically dead. The depression got real bad a few days ago after i forgot to take my meds two days in a row. 

*cries* also a whole crisis with religion per usual ha..ha.. hhhhhheh

[Shatter He/Him]

1 hour ago, Hawks said:

*sigh*

life has been going

i dont have a reason to be so depressed

but i learned that it’s likely cause my brain realized i was happy and that wasnt normal

so im sad again

also probably has to do with a whole situation that mentions some stuff that im not sure is allowed to be talked about here so a vague recap

there was a whole thing with my friend sprout whom ive mentioned a few times. Now person N told my parents he was a: manipulating everyone into not leaving him and forcing people to be his friend. And B: the thing idk if im allowed to say but im almost 100 percent sure that is also exaggerated. N has a tendency to over exaggerate things and they arent a fan of sprout. And so it became a whole thing that i managed to clear up with my parents. *sigh*

also whats with people and praying that quote “{deadname} will be able to figure out who you made them to be” BRO right before that i coughed. I have a bad cough like shaking my should cough. It’s literally so bad. And the only thing you could figure to pray for me was to not be trans?????? 

Pardon me but i know who i am. You just cant accept it

*cough cough cough*

i hate coughs. It shakes my entire chest euheuehuh

im just emotionally, mentally and physically dead. The depression got real bad a few days ago after i forgot to take my meds two days in a row. 

*cries* also a whole crisis with religion per usual ha..ha.. hhhhhheh

*hugs*

Take your meds or else. 

[echo74 she/her]

3 hours ago, Kansas Stormcursed said:

The bbc one is good. My favorite is the Keira Knightley version, although it's a little less thorough than the bbc

yeah i’ve heard that one is really good & i’ve wanted to watch it for a while but i just haven’t gotten around to it yk

 

1 hour ago, Hawks said:

*sigh*

life has been going

i dont have a reason to be so depressed

but i learned that it’s likely cause my brain realized i was happy and that wasnt normal

so im sad again

also probably has to do with a whole situation that mentions some stuff that im not sure is allowed to be talked about here so a vague recap

there was a whole thing with my friend sprout whom ive mentioned a few times. Now person N told my parents he was a: manipulating everyone into not leaving him and forcing people to be his friend. And B: the thing idk if im allowed to say but im almost 100 percent sure that is also exaggerated. N has a tendency to over exaggerate things and they arent a fan of sprout. And so it became a whole thing that i managed to clear up with my parents. *sigh*

also whats with people and praying that quote “{deadname} will be able to figure out who you made them to be” BRO right before that i coughed. I have a bad cough like shaking my should cough. It’s literally so bad. And the only thing you could figure to pray for me was to not be trans?????? 

Pardon me but i know who i am. You just cant accept it

*cough cough cough*

i hate coughs. It shakes my entire chest euheuehuh

im just emotionally, mentally and physically dead. The depression got real bad a few days ago after i forgot to take my meds two days in a row. 

*cries* also a whole crisis with religion per usual ha..ha.. hhhhhheh

*hugs*

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

1 hour ago, Hawks said:

*sigh*

life has been going

i dont have a reason to be so depressed

but i learned that it’s likely cause my brain realized i was happy and that wasnt normal

so im sad again

also probably has to do with a whole situation that mentions some stuff that im not sure is allowed to be talked about here so a vague recap

there was a whole thing with my friend sprout whom ive mentioned a few times. Now person N told my parents he was a: manipulating everyone into not leaving him and forcing people to be his friend. And B: the thing idk if im allowed to say but im almost 100 percent sure that is also exaggerated. N has a tendency to over exaggerate things and they arent a fan of sprout. And so it became a whole thing that i managed to clear up with my parents. *sigh*

also whats with people and praying that quote “{deadname} will be able to figure out who you made them to be” BRO right before that i coughed. I have a bad cough like shaking my should cough. It’s literally so bad. And the only thing you could figure to pray for me was to not be trans?????? 

Pardon me but i know who i am. You just cant accept it

*cough cough cough*

i hate coughs. It shakes my entire chest euheuehuh

im just emotionally, mentally and physically dead. The depression got real bad a few days ago after i forgot to take my meds two days in a row. 

*cries* also a whole crisis with religion per usual ha..ha.. hhhhhheh

*hugs*

8 minutes ago, echo74 said:

yeah i’ve heard that one is really good & i’ve wanted to watch it for a while but i just haven’t gotten around to it yk

 

*hugs*

That's fair. It is really good though

[Keke They/he]

46 minutes ago, Shatter said:

*hugs*

Take your meds or else. 

I know i remembered today 

*hugs*

42 minutes ago, echo74 said:

yeah i’ve heard that one is really good & i’ve wanted to watch it for a while but i just haven’t gotten around to it yk

 

*hugs*

*hugs*

33 minutes ago, Kansas Stormcursed said:

*hugs*

That's fair. It is really good though

*squiz*