Mental health club!

[Keke They/he]

Just now, Dabi said:

Yk Al Capone

Yeah wasn't he like a crime mafia boss or something during prohibition.. I remember learning about him i think

Just now, Bird Furious said:

*raises hand*

How about suffocation?

Seems fitting

.mmmmtrue

[Existential]

4 minutes ago, Bird Furious said:

*raises hand*

How about suffocation?

Seems fitting

 

3 minutes ago, Clinically insane said:

Yeah wasn't he like a crime mafia boss or something during prohibition.. I remember learning about him i think

.mmmmtrue

I was more thinking do an al capone, and drown in a lake

[Keke They/he]

Just now, Dabi said:

 

I was more thinking do an al capone, and drown in a lake

Ooor we could send to space? Then blow up the rocket?

[Bird Furious she/her/un/important]

1 minute ago, Dabi said:

 

I was more thinking do an al capone, and drown in a lake

Sure

 

1 minute ago, Clinically insane said:

Ooor we could send to space? Then blow up the rocket?

pretty expensive…

[Existential]

1 minute ago, Clinically insane said:

Ooor we could send to space? Then blow up the rocket?

oooooo

Glass does like space...

[Shatter He/Him]

4 minutes ago, Clinically insane said:

Ok this'll be waiting. Personal relation below. 

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So my mom and I haven't had a good relationship either right. Never was able to trust her with how I felt or who j am. Still can't now. It sucks alot. And you end up finding solace jn other people. My mom would yell and scream at us kids even going as far as hitting a few times. Anytime j tried to talk to her about how i felt she'd turn it into it's my fault that I feel like that and after a lesson on why I felt so depressed and how it's my fault I stopped. I haven't opened up to her very much since. And she is still upset and annoyed that I can't regain the trust to do so.

I dunno your situation. But I promise that it will get better. Whether it's moving out or she changes. She had no right NO right to treat you like rust. And she needs to suck it up and see how amazing you are.she is lucky to have a daughter as awesome as you. And if she can't see that then she's blind. Nothing in this is your fault. She's the adult. The parent. She shoulda done a better job at being a good mom. But even tho she tried to break you. Your still alive! Your proving that no matter the odds your brave strong and talented! Because nothing can break your spirit! That the motivation and the support is going to be better then her. Damnit glass, your amazing g and deserve the best. I say it alot but I mean it! I swear I mean it!

Parental Issues:

Spoiler

My father cannot say, 'I love you.' He has never played games with me. I can count on one hand the amount of times that he has hugged me. He yells at me and used to hit me when he gets angry at me. I'm pretty sure he's on the spectrum, so I get it, but still… My mother yells at me for being sexist because I don't listen to her as well as I listen to my father. I try to tell her all the time that my father scares me because he used to hit me, but my mother just says that I'm sexist because she's a woman and is not as strong as my father and that I can overpower her. I try and try, but no one listens. I know it hurts. 

 

Just now, Dabi said:

oooooo

Glass does like space...

Wait what?!?!?!?!

i also like space

[Existential]

1 minute ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

Parental Issues:

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My father cannot say, 'I love you.' He has never played games with me. I can count on one hand the amount of times that he has hugged me. He yells at me and used to hit me when he gets angry at me. I'm pretty sure he's on the spectrum, so I get it, but still… My mother yells at me for being sexist because I don't listen to her as well as I listen to my father. I try to tell her all the time that my father scares me because he used to hit me, but my mother just says that I'm sexist because she's a woman and is not as strong as my father and that I can overpower her. I try and try, but no one listens. I know it hurts. 

 

Wait what?!?!?!?!

i also like space

Dude she LOVES like rockets and space stuff

Do I understand half of it

No

If she wanted to teach me would I be willing to learn

I mean yeah

[Keke They/he]

Just now, The Shattered Cosmere said:

Parental Issues:

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My father cannot say, 'I love you.' He has never played games with me. I can count on one hand the amount of times that he has hugged me. He yells at me and used to hit me when he gets angry at me. I'm pretty sure he's on the spectrum, so I get it, but still… My mother yells at me for being sexist because I don't listen to her as well as I listen to my father. I try to tell her all the time that my father scares me because he used to hit me, but my mother just says that I'm sexist because she's a woman and is not as strong as my father and that I can overpower her. I try and try, but no one listens. I know it hurts. 

 

Oof.

Getting hit or seeing people get hit is terrifying. Similar situation but reversed. My mom gets annoyed because I don't have memories of all the crappy things my dad did all all I remember is my mom. But I twll her it's cause I only remember the past few years and dad wasn't bad then. 

*hugs*

I beilice your not sexist. It mskes logical sense. *hugs*

I'll listen to you. You can ramble in and i will pay full attention. I will help. 

*huge hug* 

Again since 90 percent of my ability to help comes from sharing experiences more personal experince. 

I hope yalls are ok with that?

1 minute ago, Dabi said:

oooooo

Glass does like space...

 

1 minute ago, Bird Furious said:

Sure

 

pretty expensive…

*spawns money. Guys it's not counter fit i swear. *

[Shatter He/Him]

4 minutes ago, Dabi said:

Dude she LOVES like rockets and space stuff

Do I understand half of it

No

If she wanted to teach me would I be willing to learn

I mean yeah

Ima dm her now asap

Just now, Clinically insane said:

Oof.

Getting hit or seeing people get hit is terrifying. Similar situation but reversed. My mom gets annoyed because I don't have memories of all the crappy things my dad did all all I remember is my mom. But I twll her it's cause I only remember the past few years and dad wasn't bad then. 

*hugs*

I beilice your not sexist. It mskes logical sense. *hugs*

I'll listen to you. You can ramble in and i will pay full attention. I will help. 

*huge hug* 

Again since 90 percent of my ability to help comes from sharing experiences more personal experince. 

I hope yalls are ok with that?

yah

[echo74 she/her]

17 minutes ago, Clinically insane said:

Ok this'll be waiting. Personal relation below. 

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So my mom and I haven't had a good relationship either right. Never was able to trust her with how I felt or who j am. Still can't now. It sucks alot. And you end up finding solace jn other people. My mom would yell and scream at us kids even going as far as hitting a few times. Anytime j tried to talk to her about how i felt she'd turn it into it's my fault that I feel like that and after a lesson on why I felt so depressed and how it's my fault I stopped. I haven't opened up to her very much since. And she is still upset and annoyed that I can't regain the trust to do so.

I dunno your situation. But I promise that it will get better. Whether it's moving out or she changes. She had no right NO right to treat you like rust. And she needs to suck it up and see how amazing you are.she is lucky to have a daughter as awesome as you. And if she can't see that then she's blind. Nothing in this is your fault. She's the adult. The parent. She shoulda done a better job at being a good mom. But even tho she tried to break you. Your still alive! Your proving that no matter the odds your brave strong and talented! Because nothing can break your spirit! That the motivation and the support is going to be better then her. Damnit glass, your amazing g and deserve the best. I say it alot but I mean it! I swear I mean it!

Grabs a shovel

 

5 minutes ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

Parental Issues:

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My father cannot say, 'I love you.' He has never played games with me. I can count on one hand the amount of times that he has hugged me. He yells at me and used to hit me when he gets angry at me. I'm pretty sure he's on the spectrum, so I get it, but still… My mother yells at me for being sexist because I don't listen to her as well as I listen to my father. I try to tell her all the time that my father scares me because he used to hit me, but my mother just says that I'm sexist because she's a woman and is not as strong as my father and that I can overpower her. I try and try, but no one listens. I know it hurts. 

 

Wait what?!?!?!?!

i also like space

*hugs*

i'm really sorry guys

that's tough

[Keke They/he]

Just now, echo74 said:

 

*hugs*

i'm really sorry guys

that's tough

Thanks. 

*hugs*

[Existential]

7 minutes ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

Parental Issues:

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My father cannot say, 'I love you.' He has never played games with me. I can count on one hand the amount of times that he has hugged me. He yells at me and used to hit me when he gets angry at me. I'm pretty sure he's on the spectrum, so I get it, but still… My mother yells at me for being sexist because I don't listen to her as well as I listen to my father. I try to tell her all the time that my father scares me because he used to hit me, but my mother just says that I'm sexist because she's a woman and is not as strong as my father and that I can overpower her. I try and try, but no one listens. I know it hurts. 

 

So I just saw this

Dude I feel you

I think my mom would've shrieked at my dad if he ever laid a hand on me, but I don't know

He's come pretty close

*hugs*

I was close with my dad till I was like 7, then it just... broke. I can count on both hands conversations that I've had with him that are actually genuine and not forced or about something work related

Dads suck sometimes

Mine took my door away cause I had food in my room

[Shatter He/Him]

10 minutes ago, Dabi said:

So I just saw this

Dude I feel you

I think my mom would've shrieked at my dad if he ever laid a hand on me, but I don't know

He's come pretty close

*hugs*

I was close with my dad till I was like 7, then it just... broke. I can count on both hands conversations that I've had with him that are actually genuine and not forced or about something work related

Dads suck sometimes

Mine took my door away cause I had food in my room

Are you kidding me?! Mine did the exact same thing. (I replaced it with a curtain.)

[Existential]

1 minute ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

Are you kidding me?! Mine did the exact same thing. (I replaced it with a curtain.)

Dude no way

I'm not allowed to replace it

Causeit "defeats the purpose of the punishment"

How long have you not had one?

[Shatter He/Him]

2 minutes ago, Dabi said:

Dude no way

I'm not allowed to replace it

Causeit "defeats the purpose of the punishment"

How long have you not had one?

Half a year

[Existential]

Just now, The Shattered Cosmere said:

Half a year

I'm going on 4 months

Keeping in mind I'm 18

[Shatter He/Him]

1 minute ago, Dabi said:

I'm going on 4 months

Keeping in mind I'm 18

I'm only 17.

[Existential]

Just now, The Shattered Cosmere said:

I'm only 17.

Dude being an adult SUCKS

[Shatter He/Him]

4 minutes ago, Dabi said:

Dude being an adult SUCKS

I know.

At least I'll get ODSP money (Ontario Disability Support Program)

I should prolly go to sleep.

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

6 hours ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

It's pouring rain here. I'm sad.

*hugs*

*gives umbrella and candle, ‘cause flame makes everything better*

6 hours ago, Dabi said:

I come asking if anyone has free hugs

Just kinda need one rn

*hugs*

Hugs never run out

1 hour ago, Clinically insane said:

Ok wait... welcome to nighttime thoughts. Theoretically i cam make a mini tornado.

If i turned on my fan and heater and aimed them at each other on max for both they would make a mini tornado. Like tornadoes are formed when a warm front and cold front meet and swirl. So.........

Is that possible?

The concept is technically accurate, but tornadoes occur because that happens on a really massive scale. You might make a mini-cyclone, but it wouldn’t be really noticeable, although that would be so cool

1 hour ago, Hoid_Slayer said:

*collapses to the floor*
 

You know that feeling where suddenly you stop and think: how did I end up here? Like everything in your life is slowly deteriorating and maybe you’re to blame. Sometimes I feel like my life is going normally, and then suddenly all my friends seem so distant. I realize they’re all totally different from me… . And me… I don’t even know who I am. There’s just an emptiness inside, and I can’t even tell if I’m a good person. I’m always screwing up, and sometimes I feel like there is no one in the world that understands me. It’s like I constantly exist on a different wavelength from everybody else, and I’m struggling just to catch up. People tell me I’m a smart kid but sometimes I just feel so stupid. And right now I’m just tired and sleepy and I don’t even know what I’m talking about. But then again, when do I ever know what I’m talking about? I just feel done, but the world keeps on spinning.

Also, for the mini tornado discussion that somehow popped up while I was writing this, I don’t think that would work, but maybe if you do something about the angles…

Yeah I really don’t like that feeling

*hugs*

1 hour ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

My nighttime thought for tonight is:

When I think to myself, why do I hear a pseudo-voice in my brain? What does it sound like? Why?

I always hear either my sensei or my non-blood sister when I talk to myself

1 hour ago, Through The Living Glass said:

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I wish I just had normal parent problems

I wish I felt like I could still talk to her

I wish she had listened to me all those times I went to her for help

I wish she wouldn't preach to us all day about how awful our food is and vaccines and health and then not do anything unless we just have a cold or the flu

I wish I could go to the doctor and actually get help

I wish she cared about my mental health years ago when I needed it

I wish she cared about it now

I wish she didn't tell me how awful and selfish I am in the car when I can't get out of bed in the morning

I wish she didn't ask what was wrong after she'd told me all those things

I wish I could have happy moments without feeling like they're stolen or dishonest

I wish I could see my boyfriend without her being all judgmental about it

I wish I could see him without her causing so many problems

I wish I could talk to my friends without her yelling at me

I wish I could just focus on my homework without her getting angry about me being on a computer

I wish she didn't tell me for years that I should get new friends because it's not a good thing to want to hang out or talk with them

I wish I could go places

I wish I could go outside without her being weird about it

I wish she wouldn't tell us that nobody outside our family gives a crap about us or what happens to us

I wish she wouldn't forcibly grab my wrist during church to make sure I hadn't been picked at my nails again

I wish she would freaking realize that's a sign of anxiety/depression/OCD/etc . . .

I wish I didn't have to steal the moments that make me happy because she doesn't want me to do those things

I wish I could talk about rockets or space or books or school or things I find beautiful without being berated for it

I wish I didn't feel like an object

I wish she would just give me a straight answer for once

I wish she wouldn't take weeks to answer me when I have time-sensitive questions

I wish her voice didn't make me anxious every time I heard it

I wish she hadn't held me back so long

I wish she hadn't killed my motivation to improve myself with her words

I wish she wouldn't talk bad about me when I'm not in the room

I wish she wouldn't talk bad about me when I walk up the stairs at night and overhear and start crying

I wish I didn't have to cry myself to sleep most nights because everything hurts so badly

I wish I didn't have to wake up crying most mornings because everything hurts so badly

I wish I didn't get so angry when I see younger people with basic things I don't have because of her

I wish I had a mother who I could hug and go cry to because everyone else seems to have one of those and I don't

I wish I could trust her but all my trust is long gone

I wish I could just feel loved by the one person who's supposed to love me no matter what

 

*hugs*

Parents are really hard, I’m sorry

1 hour ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

I get you. Same thing with me. There's a song that goes:

“If you’re feeling low, and you’ve lost all signs of light,
You’re losing hope, every day turns into night,
Standing like a statue, life is speeding by,
You’re walking on the runway when you know that you can fly,
Shake it off, let it go,
The world keeps turning, don’t you know,
You can laugh, You can cry,
But don’t let it pass you by.”

What song is that? Now I wanna go listen to it

37 minutes ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

Parental Issues:

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My father cannot say, 'I love you.' He has never played games with me. I can count on one hand the amount of times that he has hugged me. He yells at me and used to hit me when he gets angry at me. I'm pretty sure he's on the spectrum, so I get it, but still… My mother yells at me for being sexist because I don't listen to her as well as I listen to my father. I try to tell her all the time that my father scares me because he used to hit me, but my mother just says that I'm sexist because she's a woman and is not as strong as my father and that I can overpower her. I try and try, but no one listens. I know it hurts. 

 

Wait what?!?!?!?!

i also like space

*hugs*

That really sucks, I’m sorry

 

I heard people talking about murder…how mean should this murder be? I have many ways

[Keke They/he]

1 minute ago, Kaladin Stormcursed said:

*hugs*

*gives umbrella and candle, ‘cause flame makes everything better*

*hugs*

Hugs never run out

The concept is technically accurate, but tornadoes occur because that happens on a really massive scale. You might make a mini-cyclone, but it wouldn’t be really noticeable, although that would be so cool

Yeah I really don’t like that feeling

*hugs*

I always hear either my sensei or my non-blood sister when I talk to myself

*hugs*

Parents are really hard, I’m sorry

What song is that? Now I wanna go listen to it

*hugs*

That really sucks, I’m sorry

 

I heard people talking about murder…how mean should this murder be? I have many ways

Really storming mean.

Oh and I might try it and record it to see what happens.

[Shatter He/Him]

 

2 minutes ago, Kaladin Stormcursed said:

What song is that? Now I wanna go listen to it

It's a Jewish song. Chaval Al Hazman by Yaakov Shwekey.

Edited March 17, 2025 by The Shattered Cosmere

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

1 minute ago, Clinically insane said:

Really storming mean.

Oh and I might try it and record it to see what happens.

Bet

Suffocation is pretty fine

Burning alive is also nice

Making them bleed out through lots and lots of cuts is also great

you can also slowly crush like their ribcage

Or you know the notch at the bottom of your breastbone? There’s a little v-shaped bone in there—DON’T MESS WITH IT AS WILL BECOME EVIDENT IN A SECOND—called the xiphoid process; if you hit it right it can break off and lacerate the lungs and other organs, which can cause death if left untreated.

There’s also the twister, which just snaps their spine, though it might only cause paralysis

[Keke They/he]

1 minute ago, Kaladin Stormcursed said:

Bet

Suffocation is pretty fine

Burning alive is also nice

Making them bleed out through lots and lots of cuts is also great

you can also slowly crush like their ribcage

Or you know the notch at the bottom of your breastbone? There’s a little v-shaped bone in there—DON’T MESS WITH IT AS WILL BECOME EVIDENT IN A SECOND—called the xiphoid process; if you hit it right it can break off and lacerate the lungs and other organs, which can cause death if left untreated.

There’s also the twister, which just snaps their spine, though it might only cause paralysis

How. *visible fear*

Dayum

How you know all that. I dun even know what you talking about but I'm still scared.

[Kansas Stormcursed he/him]

Just now, Clinically insane said:

How. *visible fear*

Dayum

How you know all that. I dun even know what you talking about but I'm still scared.

Those are just the simple ones

I’m from a whole dojo of people who have the most love I’ve ever seen and come up with the meanest applications ever

9 minutes ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

 

It's a Jewish song. Chaval Al Hazman by Yaakov Shwekey.

Cool! I’ll have my friend translate it