Mental health club!

[Keke They/he]

1 minute ago, Dabi said:

I don't think so...?

Awwwww 

[Existential]

Just now, Clinically insane said:

Awwwww 

@Through The Living GlassGet in here

[Shatter He/Him]

5 minutes ago, Clinically insane said:

Ok wait... welcome to nighttime thoughts. Theoretically i cam make a mini tornado.

If i turned on my fan and heater and aimed them at each other on max for both they would make a mini tornado. Like tornadoes are formed when a warm front and cold front meet and swirl. So.........

Is that possible?

According to ChatGPT:

Quote

Nice thinking, but unfortunately, no, you wouldn’t get a mini tornado—just a very confused room.

Tornadoes form when warm, humid air meets cold, dry air in the presence of strong wind shear (changes in wind speed and direction with height). This creates a horizontal rotating tube of air that can be tilted vertically by updrafts, leading to a tornado.

Your fan and heater would create turbulence and some chaotic air movement, but you’re missing the large-scale wind shear and the powerful updrafts needed to spin the air into a funnel. At best, you’d get some swirling currents, but no destructive mini vortex tearing through your room (which is probably for the best).

 

[Hoid Slayer He/Him]

*collapses to the floor*
 

You know that feeling where suddenly you stop and think: how did I end up here? Like everything in your life is slowly deteriorating and maybe you’re to blame. Sometimes I feel like my life is going normally, and then suddenly all my friends seem so distant. I realize they’re all totally different from me… . And me… I don’t even know who I am. There’s just an emptiness inside, and I can’t even tell if I’m a good person. I’m always screwing up, and sometimes I feel like there is no one in the world that understands me. It’s like I constantly exist on a different wavelength from everybody else, and I’m struggling just to catch up. People tell me I’m a smart kid but sometimes I just feel so stupid. And right now I’m just tired and sleepy and I don’t even know what I’m talking about. But then again, when do I ever know what I’m talking about? I just feel done, but the world keeps on spinning.

Also, for the mini tornado discussion that somehow popped up while I was writing this, I don’t think that would work, but maybe if you do something about the angles…

[Existential]

Just now, Hoid_Slayer said:

*collapses to the floor*
 

You know that feeling where suddenly you stop and think: how did I end up here? Like everything in your life is slowly deteriorating and maybe you’re to blame. Sometimes I feel like my life is going normally, and then suddenly all my friends seem so distant. I realize they’re all totally different from me… . And me… I don’t even know who I am. There’s just an emptiness inside, and I can’t even tell if I’m a good person. I’m always screwing up, and sometimes I feel like there is no one in the world that understands me. It’s like I constantly exist on a different wavelength from everybody else, and I’m struggling just to catch up. People tell me I’m a smart kid but sometimes I just feel so stupid. And right now I’m just tired and sleepy and I don’t even know what I’m talking about. But then again, when do I ever know what I’m talking about? I just feel done, but the world keeps on spinning.

Also, for the mini tornado discussion that somehow popped up while I was writing this, I don’t think that would work, but maybe if you do something about the angles…

*hug*

Feel you my man

[echo74 she/her]

2 minutes ago, Hoid_Slayer said:

*collapses to the floor*
 

You know that feeling where suddenly you stop and think: how did I end up here? Like everything in your life is slowly deteriorating and maybe you’re to blame. Sometimes I feel like my life is going normally, and then suddenly all my friends seem so distant. I realize they’re all totally different from me… . And me… I don’t even know who I am. There’s just an emptiness inside, and I can’t even tell if I’m a good person. I’m always screwing up, and sometimes I feel like there is no one in the world that understands me. It’s like I constantly exist on a different wavelength from everybody else, and I’m struggling just to catch up. People tell me I’m a smart kid but sometimes I just feel so stupid. And right now I’m just tired and sleepy and I don’t even know what I’m talking about. But then again, when do I ever know what I’m talking about? I just feel done, but the world keeps on spinning.

Also, for the mini tornado discussion that somehow popped up while I was writing this, I don’t think that would work, but maybe if you do something about the angles…

yeah i know the feeling

*hug*

it's not very fun

[Shatter He/Him]

My nighttime thought for tonight is:

When I think to myself, why do I hear a pseudo-voice in my brain? What does it sound like? Why?

Edited March 17, 2025 by The Shattered Cosmere
I wrote 'for today' instead of 'for tonight' :)

[Existential]

Just now, The Shattered Cosmere said:

My nightime thought for today is:

When I think to myself, why do I hear a pseudo-voice in my brain? What does it sound like? Why?

...

wait you only hear one?

(I'm kinda kidding, my inner monologue is weird)

[Keke They/he]

1 minute ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

According to ChatGPT:

 

Ooh

So I put water in the air and then aim some air up.

2 minutes ago, Hoid_Slayer said:

You know that feeling where suddenly you stop and think: how did I end up here? Like everything in your life is slowly deteriorating and maybe you’re to blame. Sometimes I feel like my life is going normally, and then suddenly all my friends seem so distant. I realize they’re all totally different from me

I do get that. Alot actually. *hugs* sometimes you are different from your friends. But that's why they like you, at least that's why I like you. Cause your weird and weird is good.

2 minutes ago, Hoid_Slayer said:

And me… I don’t even know who I am. There’s just an emptiness inside, and I can’t even tell if I’m a good person. I’m always screwing up, and sometimes I feel like there is no one in the world that understands me. It’s like I constantly exist on a different wavelength from everybody else

Yes. And i think I might have a song to help. Ita called  just like you by NF

*hugsssssss*

3 minutes ago, Hoid_Slayer said:

People tell me I’m a smart kid but sometimes I just feel so stupid

Yes yes yes I get this alot. *huugss* from personal experience here is something. 

It is possible to be both at once. They are not mutually exclusive. And everyone is smart in their own way

3 minutes ago, Hoid_Slayer said:

And right now I’m just tired and sleepy and I don’t even know what I’m talking about. But then again, when do I ever know what I’m talking about? I just feel done, but the world keeps on spinning.

*hugs hugs hugs* sometimes it's best to let the world spin and take you with it. Just make sure there are others with you. 

3 minutes ago, Hoid_Slayer said:

Also, for the mini tornado discussion that somehow popped up while I was writing this, I don’t think that would work, but maybe if you do something about the angles…

Yeah. 

2 minutes ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

My nighttime thought for tonight is:

When I think to myself, why do I hear a pseudo-voice in my brain? What does it sound like? Why?

I dunno

My inner monolage consists of at least 5 regularly recognizable voices. Sometimes at least 7 i have. Then I picture everything I hear. (Blessing and a curse. Rip my brain listing to the hallway conversations.) And also i can imagine tastes smells and voices and textures. And i can imagine memories like a movie. 

So......

Yeah. ..

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

Spoiler

I wish I just had normal parent problems

I wish I felt like I could still talk to her

I wish she had listened to me all those times I went to her for help

I wish she wouldn't preach to us all day about how awful our food is and vaccines and health and then not do anything unless we just have a cold or the flu

I wish I could go to the doctor and actually get help

I wish she cared about my mental health years ago when I needed it

I wish she cared about it now

I wish she didn't tell me how awful and selfish I am in the car when I can't get out of bed in the morning

I wish she didn't ask what was wrong after she'd told me all those things

I wish I could have happy moments without feeling like they're stolen or dishonest

I wish I could see my boyfriend without her being all judgmental about it

I wish I could see him without her causing so many problems

I wish I could talk to my friends without her yelling at me

I wish I could just focus on my homework without her getting angry about me being on a computer

I wish she didn't tell me for years that I should get new friends because it's not a good thing to want to hang out or talk with them

I wish I could go places

I wish I could go outside without her being weird about it

I wish she wouldn't tell us that nobody outside our family gives a crap about us or what happens to us

I wish she wouldn't forcibly grab my wrist during church to make sure I hadn't been picked at my nails again

I wish she would freaking realize that's a sign of anxiety/depression/OCD/etc . . .

I wish I didn't have to steal the moments that make me happy because she doesn't want me to do those things

I wish I could talk about rockets or space or books or school or things I find beautiful without being berated for it

I wish I didn't feel like an object

I wish she would just give me a straight answer for once

I wish she wouldn't take weeks to answer me when I have time-sensitive questions

I wish her voice didn't make me anxious every time I heard it

I wish she hadn't held me back so long

I wish she hadn't killed my motivation to improve myself with her words

I wish she wouldn't talk bad about me when I'm not in the room

I wish she wouldn't talk bad about me when I walk up the stairs at night and overhear and start crying

I wish I didn't have to cry myself to sleep most nights because everything hurts so badly

I wish I didn't have to wake up crying most mornings because everything hurts so badly

I wish I didn't get so angry when I see younger people with basic things I don't have because of her

I wish I had a mother who I could hug and go cry to because everyone else seems to have one of those and I don't

I wish I could trust her but all my trust is long gone

I wish I could just feel loved by the one person who's supposed to love me no matter what

 

[Shatter He/Him]

8 minutes ago, Hoid_Slayer said:

*collapses to the floor*
 

You know that feeling where suddenly you stop and think: how did I end up here? Like everything in your life is slowly deteriorating and maybe you’re to blame. Sometimes I feel like my life is going normally, and then suddenly all my friends seem so distant. I realize they’re all totally different from me… . And me… I don’t even know who I am. There’s just an emptiness inside, and I can’t even tell if I’m a good person. I’m always screwing up, and sometimes I feel like there is no one in the world that understands me. It’s like I constantly exist on a different wavelength from everybody else, and I’m struggling just to catch up. People tell me I’m a smart kid but sometimes I just feel so stupid. And right now I’m just tired and sleepy and I don’t even know what I’m talking about. But then again, when do I ever know what I’m talking about? I just feel done, but the world keeps on spinning.

Also, for the mini tornado discussion that somehow popped up while I was writing this, I don’t think that would work, but maybe if you do something about the angles…

I get you. Same thing with me. There's a song that goes:

“If you’re feeling low, and you’ve lost all signs of light,
You’re losing hope, every day turns into night,
Standing like a statue, life is speeding by,
You’re walking on the runway when you know that you can fly,
Shake it off, let it go,
The world keeps turning, don’t you know,
You can laugh, You can cry,
But don’t let it pass you by.”

[Existential]

1 minute ago, Through The Living Glass said:

  Hide contents

I wish I just had normal parent problems

I wish I felt like I could still talk to her

I wish she had listened to me all those times I went to her for help

I wish she wouldn't preach to us all day about how awful our food is and vaccines and health and then not do anything unless we just have a cold or the flu

I wish I could go to the doctor and actually get help

I wish she cared about my mental health years ago when I needed it

I wish she cared about it now

I wish she didn't tell me how awful and selfish I am in the car when I can't get out of bed in the morning

I wish she didn't ask what was wrong after she'd told me all those things

I wish I could have happy moments without feeling like they're stolen or dishonest

I wish I could see my boyfriend without her being all judgmental about it

I wish I could see him without her causing so many problems

I wish I could talk to my friends without her yelling at me

I wish I could just focus on my homework without her getting angry about me being on a computer

I wish she didn't tell me for years that I should get new friends because it's not a good thing to want to hang out or talk with them

I wish I could go places

I wish I could go outside without her being weird about it

I wish she wouldn't tell us that nobody outside our family gives a crap about us or what happens to us

I wish she wouldn't forcibly grab my wrist during church to make sure I hadn't been picked at my nails again

I wish she would freaking realize that's a sign of anxiety/depression/OCD/etc . . .

I wish I didn't have to steal the moments that make me happy because she doesn't want me to do those things

I wish I could talk about rockets or space or books or school or things I find beautiful without being berated for it

I wish I didn't feel like an object

I wish she would just give me a straight answer for once

I wish she wouldn't take weeks to answer me when I have time-sensitive questions

I wish her voice didn't make me anxious every time I heard it

I wish she hadn't held me back so long

I wish she hadn't killed my motivation to improve myself with her words

I wish she wouldn't talk bad about me when I'm not in the room

I wish she wouldn't talk bad about me when I walk up the stairs at night and overhear and start crying

I wish I didn't have to cry myself to sleep most nights because everything hurts so badly

I wish I didn't have to wake up crying most mornings because everything hurts so badly

I wish I didn't get so angry when I see younger people with basic things I don't have because of her

I wish I had a mother who I could hug and go cry to because everyone else seems to have one of those and I don't

I wish I could trust her but all my trust is long gone

I wish I could just feel loved by the one person who's supposed to love me no matter what

 

...

I'm dming you

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

14 minutes ago, Dabi said:

@Through The Living GlassGet in here

No possible. At least, not enough to be visible.

If there was one, it's be miniscule, anyway.

12 minutes ago, Hoid_Slayer said:

*collapses to the floor*
 

You know that feeling where suddenly you stop and think: how did I end up here? Like everything in your life is slowly deteriorating and maybe you’re to blame. Sometimes I feel like my life is going normally, and then suddenly all my friends seem so distant. I realize they’re all totally different from me… . And me… I don’t even know who I am. There’s just an emptiness inside, and I can’t even tell if I’m a good person. I’m always screwing up, and sometimes I feel like there is no one in the world that understands me. It’s like I constantly exist on a different wavelength from everybody else, and I’m struggling just to catch up. People tell me I’m a smart kid but sometimes I just feel so stupid. And right now I’m just tired and sleepy and I don’t even know what I’m talking about. But then again, when do I ever know what I’m talking about? I just feel done, but the world keeps on spinning.

Also, for the mini tornado discussion that somehow popped up while I was writing this, I don’t think that would work, but maybe if you do something about the angles…

*hug*

yeah 

[Shatter He/Him]

1 minute ago, Through The Living Glass said:

  Hide contents

I wish I just had normal parent problems

I wish I felt like I could still talk to her

I wish she had listened to me all those times I went to her for help

I wish she wouldn't preach to us all day about how awful our food is and vaccines and health and then not do anything unless we just have a cold or the flu

I wish I could go to the doctor and actually get help

I wish she cared about my mental health years ago when I needed it

I wish she cared about it now

I wish she didn't tell me how awful and selfish I am in the car when I can't get out of bed in the morning

I wish she didn't ask what was wrong after she'd told me all those things

I wish I could have happy moments without feeling like they're stolen or dishonest

I wish I could see my boyfriend without her being all judgmental about it

I wish I could see him without her causing so many problems

I wish I could talk to my friends without her yelling at me

I wish I could just focus on my homework without her getting angry about me being on a computer

I wish she didn't tell me for years that I should get new friends because it's not a good thing to want to hang out or talk with them

I wish I could go places

I wish I could go outside without her being weird about it

I wish she wouldn't tell us that nobody outside our family gives a crap about us or what happens to us

I wish she wouldn't forcibly grab my wrist during church to make sure I hadn't been picked at my nails again

I wish she would freaking realize that's a sign of anxiety/depression/OCD/etc . . .

I wish I didn't have to steal the moments that make me happy because she doesn't want me to do those things

I wish I could talk about rockets or space or books or school or things I find beautiful without being berated for it

I wish I didn't feel like an object

I wish she would just give me a straight answer for once

I wish she wouldn't take weeks to answer me when I have time-sensitive questions

I wish her voice didn't make me anxious every time I heard it

I wish she hadn't held me back so long

I wish she hadn't killed my motivation to improve myself with her words

I wish she wouldn't talk bad about me when I'm not in the room

I wish she wouldn't talk bad about me when I walk up the stairs at night and overhear and start crying

I wish I didn't have to cry myself to sleep most nights because everything hurts so badly

I wish I didn't have to wake up crying most mornings because everything hurts so badly

I wish I didn't get so angry when I see younger people with basic things I don't have because of her

I wish I had a mother who I could hug and go cry to because everyone else seems to have one of those and I don't

I wish I could trust her but all my trust is long gone

I wish I could just feel loved by the one person who's supposed to love me no matter what

 

I wish I could hug you in person.

But I can only do this:

*hugs tightly*

[Keke They/he]

2 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

  Reveal hidden contents

I wish I just had normal parent problems

I wish I felt like I could still talk to her

I wish she had listened to me all those times I went to her for help

I wish she wouldn't preach to us all day about how awful our food is and vaccines and health and then not do anything unless we just have a cold or the flu

I wish I could go to the doctor and actually get help

I wish she cared about my mental health years ago when I needed it

I wish she cared about it now

I wish she didn't tell me how awful and selfish I am in the car when I can't get out of bed in the morning

I wish she didn't ask what was wrong after she'd told me all those things

I wish I could have happy moments without feeling like they're stolen or dishonest

I wish I could see my boyfriend without her being all judgmental about it

I wish I could see him without her causing so many problems

I wish I could talk to my friends without her yelling at me

I wish I could just focus on my homework without her getting angry about me being on a computer

I wish she didn't tell me for years that I should get new friends because it's not a good thing to want to hang out or talk with them

I wish I could go places

I wish I could go outside without her being weird about it

I wish she wouldn't tell us that nobody outside our family gives a crap about us or what happens to us

I wish she wouldn't forcibly grab my wrist during church to make sure I hadn't been picked at my nails again

I wish she would freaking realize that's a sign of anxiety/depression/OCD/etc . . .

I wish I didn't have to steal the moments that make me happy because she doesn't want me to do those things

I wish I could talk about rockets or space or books or school or things I find beautiful without being berated for it

I wish I didn't feel like an object

I wish she would just give me a straight answer for once

I wish she wouldn't take weeks to answer me when I have time-sensitive questions

I wish her voice didn't make me anxious every time I heard it

I wish she hadn't held me back so long

I wish she hadn't killed my motivation to improve myself with her words

I wish she wouldn't talk bad about me when I'm not in the room

I wish she wouldn't talk bad about me when I walk up the stairs at night and overhear and start crying

I wish I didn't have to cry myself to sleep most nights because everything hurts so badly

I wish I didn't have to wake up crying most mornings because everything hurts so badly

I wish I didn't get so angry when I see younger people with basic things I don't have because of her

I wish I had a mother who I could hug and go cry to because everyone else seems to have one of those and I don't

I wish I could trust her but all my trust is long gone

I wish I could just feel loved by the one person who's supposed to love me no matter what

 

Glass. I want to help you. Would you like to hear personal experiences that are sorta like that?

Or just hugs and comfort?

3 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

I wish I had a mother who I could hug and go cry to because everyone else seems to have one of those and I don't

I wish I could trust her but all my trust is long gone

I wish I could just feel loved by the one person who's supposed to love me no matter what

I wish I had one to. There's to much trauma built up and to much hurt and broken trust to be able to. 

Your one of the people I would hug irl. *hugs*

 

[Existential]

3 minutes ago, Clinically insane said:

Glass. I want to help you. Would you like to hear personal experiences that are sorta like that?

Or just hugs and comfort?

I wish I had one to. There's to much trauma built up and to much hurt and broken trust to be able to. 

Your one of the people I would hug irl. *hugs*

 

You wanna help me out with murder rq

Nothing serious I promise

[echo74 she/her]

6 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

  Reveal hidden contents

I wish I just had normal parent problems

I wish I felt like I could still talk to her

I wish she had listened to me all those times I went to her for help

I wish she wouldn't preach to us all day about how awful our food is and vaccines and health and then not do anything unless we just have a cold or the flu

I wish I could go to the doctor and actually get help

I wish she cared about my mental health years ago when I needed it

I wish she cared about it now

I wish she didn't tell me how awful and selfish I am in the car when I can't get out of bed in the morning

I wish she didn't ask what was wrong after she'd told me all those things

I wish I could have happy moments without feeling like they're stolen or dishonest

I wish I could see my boyfriend without her being all judgmental about it

I wish I could see him without her causing so many problems

I wish I could talk to my friends without her yelling at me

I wish I could just focus on my homework without her getting angry about me being on a computer

I wish she didn't tell me for years that I should get new friends because it's not a good thing to want to hang out or talk with them

I wish I could go places

I wish I could go outside without her being weird about it

I wish she wouldn't tell us that nobody outside our family gives a crap about us or what happens to us

I wish she wouldn't forcibly grab my wrist during church to make sure I hadn't been picked at my nails again

I wish she would freaking realize that's a sign of anxiety/depression/OCD/etc . . .

I wish I didn't have to steal the moments that make me happy because she doesn't want me to do those things

I wish I could talk about rockets or space or books or school or things I find beautiful without being berated for it

I wish I didn't feel like an object

I wish she would just give me a straight answer for once

I wish she wouldn't take weeks to answer me when I have time-sensitive questions

I wish her voice didn't make me anxious every time I heard it

I wish she hadn't held me back so long

I wish she hadn't killed my motivation to improve myself with her words

I wish she wouldn't talk bad about me when I'm not in the room

I wish she wouldn't talk bad about me when I walk up the stairs at night and overhear and start crying

I wish I didn't have to cry myself to sleep most nights because everything hurts so badly

I wish I didn't have to wake up crying most mornings because everything hurts so badly

I wish I didn't get so angry when I see younger people with basic things I don't have because of her

I wish I had a mother who I could hug and go cry to because everyone else seems to have one of those and I don't

I wish I could trust her but all my trust is long gone

I wish I could just feel loved by the one person who's supposed to love me no matter what

 

*squeeze*

glass i'm really sorry

you should never have to feel unsafe at home

[Keke They/he]

Just now, Dabi said:

You wanna help me out with murder rq

Nothing serious I promise

Yeah

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

5 minutes ago, The Shattered Cosmere said:

I wish I could hug you in person.

But I can only do this:

*hugs tightly*

thank you

4 minutes ago, Clinically insane said:

Glass. I want to help you. Would you like to hear personal experiences that are sorta like that?

Or just hugs and comfort?

I wish I had one to. There's to much trauma built up and to much hurt and broken trust to be able to. 

Your one of the people I would hug irl. *hugs*

that would be nice

i'll be back in a bit tho

bye for noe

[Existential]

Just now, Clinically insane said:

Yeah

Grab chain and cinder blocks

Just now, Through The Living Glass said:

thank you

that would be nice

i'll be back in a bit tho

bye for noe

*squeeze*

[Through The Living Glass She/They]

1 minute ago, echo74 said:

*squeeze*

glass i'm really sorry

you should never have to feel unsafe at home

thanks

*hug* T~T

[Keke They/he]

Just now, Through The Living Glass said:

thank you

that would be nice

i'll be back in a bit tho

bye for noe

Ok this'll be waiting. Personal relation below. 

Spoiler

So my mom and I haven't had a good relationship either right. Never was able to trust her with how I felt or who j am. Still can't now. It sucks alot. And you end up finding solace jn other people. My mom would yell and scream at us kids even going as far as hitting a few times. Anytime j tried to talk to her about how i felt she'd turn it into it's my fault that I feel like that and after a lesson on why I felt so depressed and how it's my fault I stopped. I haven't opened up to her very much since. And she is still upset and annoyed that I can't regain the trust to do so.

I dunno your situation. But I promise that it will get better. Whether it's moving out or she changes. She had no right NO right to treat you like rust. And she needs to suck it up and see how amazing you are.she is lucky to have a daughter as awesome as you. And if she can't see that then she's blind. Nothing in this is your fault. She's the adult. The parent. She shoulda done a better job at being a good mom. But even tho she tried to break you. Your still alive! Your proving that no matter the odds your brave strong and talented! Because nothing can break your spirit! That the motivation and the support is going to be better then her. Damnit glass, your amazing g and deserve the best. I say it alot but I mean it! I swear I mean it!

Just now, Dabi said:

Grab chain and cinder blocks

Grabs a shovel

[Shatter He/Him]

12 minutes ago, Through The Living Glass said:

  Reveal hidden contents

I wish I just had normal parent problems

I wish I felt like I could still talk to her

I wish she had listened to me all those times I went to her for help

I wish she wouldn't preach to us all day about how awful our food is and vaccines and health and then not do anything unless we just have a cold or the flu

I wish I could go to the doctor and actually get help

I wish she cared about my mental health years ago when I needed it

I wish she cared about it now

I wish she didn't tell me how awful and selfish I am in the car when I can't get out of bed in the morning

I wish she didn't ask what was wrong after she'd told me all those things

I wish I could have happy moments without feeling like they're stolen or dishonest

I wish I could see my boyfriend without her being all judgmental about it

I wish I could see him without her causing so many problems

I wish I could talk to my friends without her yelling at me

I wish I could just focus on my homework without her getting angry about me being on a computer

I wish she didn't tell me for years that I should get new friends because it's not a good thing to want to hang out or talk with them

I wish I could go places

I wish I could go outside without her being weird about it

I wish she wouldn't tell us that nobody outside our family gives a crap about us or what happens to us

I wish she wouldn't forcibly grab my wrist during church to make sure I hadn't been picked at my nails again

I wish she would freaking realize that's a sign of anxiety/depression/OCD/etc . . .

I wish I didn't have to steal the moments that make me happy because she doesn't want me to do those things

I wish I could talk about rockets or space or books or school or things I find beautiful without being berated for it

I wish I didn't feel like an object

I wish she would just give me a straight answer for once

I wish she wouldn't take weeks to answer me when I have time-sensitive questions

I wish her voice didn't make me anxious every time I heard it

I wish she hadn't held me back so long

I wish she hadn't killed my motivation to improve myself with her words

I wish she wouldn't talk bad about me when I'm not in the room

I wish she wouldn't talk bad about me when I walk up the stairs at night and overhear and start crying

I wish I didn't have to cry myself to sleep most nights because everything hurts so badly

I wish I didn't have to wake up crying most mornings because everything hurts so badly

I wish I didn't get so angry when I see younger people with basic things I don't have because of her

I wish I had a mother who I could hug and go cry to because everyone else seems to have one of those and I don't

I wish I could trust her but all my trust is long gone

I wish I could just feel loved by the one person who's supposed to love me no matter what

 

Here you go:

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Remember, we love you.

Remember, you are not alone.

Remember, you are worthy of kindness and care.

Remember, your feelings are valid.

Remember, you are not defined by anyone else’s expectations.

Remember, you are deserving of happiness.

Remember, you have people who care about you, even when it feels like you don’t.

Remember, it's okay to feel everything you're feeling right now.

Remember, you don't have to pretend to be okay if you're not.

Remember, your heart and soul are allowed to rest.

Remember, you deserve to be heard, loved, and respected.

Remember, you don't have to do everything by yourself.

Remember, you are strong, even when it doesn't feel like it.

Remember, no one else has the right to tell you how to feel or live.

Remember, it's okay to ask for help.

Remember, it’s okay to have bad days.

Remember, your struggles do not define your worth.

Remember, your voice matters.

Remember, it’s okay to not have all the answers.

Remember, you are allowed to set boundaries.

Remember, it’s okay to be imperfect.

Remember, there is always hope, even when it’s hard to see.

Remember, you don’t have to face everything all at once.

Remember, you are so much stronger than you think.

Remember, you are allowed to take up space in this world.

Remember, you're not a burden; you're a person who deserves compassion.

Remember, you don’t have to have everything figured out right now.

Remember, you are allowed to feel joy, even in hard times.

Remember, it’s okay to feel lost; that doesn’t mean you’re broken.

Remember, your story is yours to tell, and it's important.

Remember, it’s okay to be kind to yourself—even if you don't always feel like it.

Remember, you are worthy of love, even when you feel unloveable.

Remember, you don’t need to earn love or acceptance; you already have it.

Remember, you deserve peace in your heart and mind.

Remember, your past doesn’t dictate your future.

Remember, the love and support you need are already within reach.

Remember, sometimes it’s okay to not be okay.

Remember, your presence makes a difference, even when you don't see it.

 

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3 minutes ago, Clinically insane said:

Ok this'll be waiting. Personal relation below. 

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So my mom and I haven't had a good relationship either right. Never was able to trust her with how I felt or who j am. Still can't now. It sucks alot. And you end up finding solace jn other people. My mom would yell and scream at us kids even going as far as hitting a few times. Anytime j tried to talk to her about how i felt she'd turn it into it's my fault that I feel like that and after a lesson on why I felt so depressed and how it's my fault I stopped. I haven't opened up to her very much since. And she is still upset and annoyed that I can't regain the trust to do so.

I dunno your situation. But I promise that it will get better. Whether it's moving out or she changes. She had no right NO right to treat you like rust. And she needs to suck it up and see how amazing you are.she is lucky to have a daughter as awesome as you. And if she can't see that then she's blind. Nothing in this is your fault. She's the adult. The parent. She shoulda done a better job at being a good mom. But even tho she tried to break you. Your still alive! Your proving that no matter the odds your brave strong and talented! Because nothing can break your spirit! That the motivation and the support is going to be better then her. Damnit glass, your amazing g and deserve the best. I say it alot but I mean it! I swear I mean it!

Grabs a shovel

Yk Al Capone

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13 minutes ago, Dabi said:

You wanna help me out with murder rq

Nothing serious I promise

*raises hand*

How about suffocation?

Seems fitting