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Inktober 31 - Award


He walked up to the podium.

How did I get here?

He looked at the cheering crowd.

They are all looking at me.

He reaches the podium.

They’re all laughing at me.

They quiet down.

They expect me to fail

Silence.

This is hell

—-—

He didn’t try to do it.

He was just there.

Anyone else would do the same.

Right?

Anxious remembered how it happened.

There was a burning building

“HELP! HELP! WE’RE BURNING IN HERE!”

He ran to help

But he paused at the door.

Will this kill me? Should I just leave?

But despite himself,

He ran in.

He pushed through the fire,

Saving people, clearing the way.

He almost died.

He often looked out the window.

I hope she likes me after this…

He was on a first date, and it wasn’t going well

Tela was standing out there, watching him

Anxious just now remembering it.

I’m not a good person.

I’m just as selfish as everyone.

I don't deserve this.

I’m a terrible person who doesn’t even deserve to live.

On the podium, he pulled out his knife, and stabbed himself in the heart.

The world will be a better place.

I just have to leave it first.

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Myst

Posted

I assume this is just something you wrote, but, did something happen?

Ink and Embers

Posted

Oh wow. That's sad. How are you doing?

CoderDrag0n8

Posted

On 10/31/2025 at 3:28 PM, IHadAThought said:

I assume this is just something you wrote, but, did something happen?

 

15 hours ago, Ink and Embers said:

Oh wow. That's sad. How are you doing?

fine :P

if you read some of my other stuff, you will realize that i write a lot of dark suicidal stuff. Just read Mistake :P

Ink and Embers

Posted

Very ... reassuring....?

Myst

Posted

Uhh, just went back and re-read mistake… you’ll tell us if you need help, right?

CoderDrag0n8

Posted

11 hours ago, Ink and Embers said:

Very ... reassuring....?

10 hours ago, IHadAThought said:

Uhh, just went back and re-read mistake… you’ll tell us if you need help, right?

Dont worry, im fine

It's mostly ORV's influence making me like suicidal themes.

Speaking of, what are your opinions on Ebooks/Webnovels?

Myst

Posted

Most of the stuff I read is through ebooks. I haven’t read a lot of web novels though

CoderDrag0n8

Posted

20 minutes ago, IHadAThought said:

Most of the stuff I read is through ebooks. I haven’t read a lot of web novels though

*laughs malicously*

So theres this Webnovel (that i have in Ebook format for kindles or whatnot) called ORV that is only 551 chapters, and is the best book i have ever read.

The link is Here, and I can get you the Ebook if you want it for a kindle or some sort of epub reader!

Myst

Posted

This is the second time you’ve recommended that to me😂 I’ll check it out

CoderDrag0n8

Posted

1 minute ago, IHadAThought said:

This is the second time you’ve recommended that to me😂 I’ll check it out

Really?

Aw shucks i need to keep better track of this

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