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    Dear rich people.

    By Honors Spectral Image,


    Honors pissy and here’s where you can read abt it if u so choose
    Hello millionaires and billionaires, stay the storm out of the American political system please. And if you are going to fund groups then please think abt what your funding, and  I’m not talking abt the political aspect of it while I do hate the things that many billionaires *cough the Walton’s cough* are funding I’m aware that both sides of the political spectrum need to receive funding I’m just pissed that yall don’t understand that on the dems side at least cali does not need more funding you need to support groups in the south bc that’s where the change can rly happen, and it just PMO, I hate billionaires storm the rich and all that.
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    Opportunities

    By Honors Spectral Image,


    Honors depresso espresso and heres where u can read abt it if u so choose
    Opportunities present themselves
    And you must seek opportunities
    And your so bright
    And you’ll succeed
    And they don’t know
    The opportunities?
    They present themselves until theyre
     All that’s left.
     
    And then
    Me.
    A husk of a child.
    The opportunity crushing me
    The “such a bright young man” crushing me
    I am a boy. 
    Whos a girl.
    Whos so bright.
    And won’t live past 20.
    I ask why. Why. Why. Why.
    I do things I love.
    but I hate them. For I am a child first and foremost. But my future is trying to chop me down.
    like a tree in a forest.
    and when I fall? 
    what will those around hear.
  3. Honors Spectral Image

    Sometimes

    By Honors Spectral Image,


    Honors depresso espresso and heres where u can read abt it if u so choose
    Sometimes
    i wish it would end
    Forever
    i dont want an afterlife
    i just want to be listening to Tchaikovsky 6 
    and then
    gone 
    with the flick of a blade
    gone
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    Walking

    By Honors Spectral Image,


    Honors depresso espresso and heres where u can read abt it if u so choose
    I like walking.
    Not running, not jogging. Walking.
    I think, I could walk forever.
    Just existing, into the distance.
    The constant repetitive movement makes me sad. But good sad.
    I could walk. But I can’t somedays. 
    Somedays I walk forever.
    Some I don’t want to walk out of bed.
    Some I want to walk off a cliff or into the ocean.
    Some I want to walk along said cliff or said ocean and take in the beauty of life.
    Im not sure what today was.
    It was both, it was neither.
    But I walked nonetheless.
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    The Cross

    By Honors Spectral Image,


    Honors pissy and here’s where you can read abt it if u so choose
    I don’t hate religious people. And I don’t fear all of them. Just most. 
    And the thing that’s ironic. When they wonder why I grow uncomfortable around them, or why I take off my rainbow bracelet, or remove my rings and straighten my stance, or deepen my voice. It’s not because my parents conditioned me to think this way. It’s because the ones with the crosses did.
    When I see a cross in a house, I look for exits. When I see a cross on a necklace I prepare to turn, when I go to the bathroom I hope I won’t see crosses. When I hear religious music it sounds like the jaws theme.
    And I hate myself for this, bc ik most religious people aren’t bad.
    But the ones that pass me notes in the hallway saying “so and so likes u” and then follow me around for a week saying that that guys in love with me and telling my name and saying gross things too me. And the ones that say “ew Izzy almost touched me” when u get too close. And the ones that spread pictures of me in a dress around the entire school for people to laugh at. And the ones that find a picture of me in a crop top and spread that around the school. 
     
    They have “trained” me to think this way, I don’t hate religious people, heck my girlfriend is religious, my best friends religious, one of my other best friends dad is a preacher although my friend himself isn’t religious. But still I fear the cross, I fear what the people who use it will do to me.
    I saw a 4 year old with a cross necklace today and he waved at me and I waved back but all I was thinking was “when this kid turns 18 he’s going to try to take my rights and ruin my life bc of who I am” and I hate that. I hate that I think that way. But it keeps me safe. So I also hate the people that made me have to think this way.
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    Letter To Those Stormin Hoes that run the Arkansas Government

    By Honors Spectral Image,


    Me is angry abt trans things and this is where I rant
    Dear senators, politely, storm yourselves, would you like an explantation of dysphoria? Ok well it’s like having a metal D4 in your shoe your whole life and, oh you don’t know what a d4 is? Here *throws metal d4 rlyyyy hard at them*. Anyways it’s like having this in both of your shoes and tiny thumbtacks constantly pricking you, and you think it’s normal for a while then you learn “oh not everyone’s life is awful likes this?” And then it gets worse because you’re aware of how bad it all is. And then there’s a solution that’s fairly accessible not that expensive and is mostly reversible if you decide you don’t like it, and then there’s government says “oh well you can’t have it, you’ve got to be like everyone else.” Even though no one else has d4s in their shoes. And with an unfortunately large number of trans people it gets a to a point where they decide to deal with it themselves and end up hurting themselves or dying. 
     
    Now this is all to say, you have a very easy way to protect and help the children you supposedly care so much about that provides zero consequences to you or other children and you decide you’d rather kids die? 
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    Suits
    classically for men
    look really good on women and enbies
    i hate wearing them
    but it’s better than jeans and a tshirt
    so I wear it in black to show my disdain
    Dresses
    classically for women
    look very good on men and enbies
    I love wearing them
    but I have one
    so I wear it alone in my room for no one to see
     
    these two parallels, two opposite garments, two opposing opinions
    The one scenario where I must wear this suit
    The thousand scenarios where I wish to wear the dress
    but, it cannot be
    for those such as me
    fated to wear the suit
    -sad Izzy who’s going to a beethoven concert to feel less sad but gets dysphoria on the way there
  20. Honors Spectral Image

    Poem

    By Honors Spectral Image,


    Who knows
    Tchaik six
    my beloved 
    so simple and true
    every time that I listen
    i shed a small tear for you
    You make me so sad
    and fill me with joy
    tchaik six
    my beloved 
    so simple and true
    every single sharder reading this
    should listen to you
    all four movements 
    they cause much joy
    and make Tchaikovskys heart flutter
    despite his depart 
     
     
     
    anyways go listen to Tchaik six 
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